8th semester

[alone_leo82]

Kisi Shayar ne kya khoob kaha hai ki "Aashiq ban kar apni zindagi barbaad mat karna......" Lekin samay ke sath sath barbadi to tay hai, jo maine khud chuni....maine wo sab kuch kiya ,jiske jariye main khud ko barbaad kar sakta tha, aur rahi sahi kasar mere ahankar ne puri kar di thi...apni zindagi ke sabse aham 4 saal barbaad karne ke baad main aaj is mukam par tha ki ab koyi bhi mukam hasil nahi kiya ja sakta, Papa chahte the ki main bhi apne bade bhai ki tarah padh likh kar bada aadmi ban jaun...lekin maine apni zindagi ke un aham samay me jab main kuch kar sakta tha, maine yun hee barbaad kar diya, gharwale naraZ hue, to maine socha ki thode din naraz rahenge baad me sab thik ho jayega....lekin kuch bhi thik nahi hua, sabke taane din ba din badhne lage...barbaad ,nakara kahkar bulate the sabhi mujhe ghar me...aur ek din tang aakar main ghar se nikal gaya aur Nagpur aa gaya apne ek dost ke pass, Nagpur aane se pahle sunne me aaya tha ki mera bada bhai Vipendra videsh jane wala hai, aur uske sath shayad mom dad bhi jaye....lekin mujhe kisi ne nahi puchha...shayad wo mujhe yahi chhod jane ke plan me the...khair mujhe khud farak nahi padta is baat se,aur aaj mujhe Nagpur aaye hue lagbhag 2 mahine se upar ho chuke hai, mera bhai videsh gaya ki nahi, mere ma-baap videsh gaye ki nahi , ye sab mujhe kuch nahi pata aur na hee maine in do mahino me kabhi janne ki koshish ki aur jaha tak mera andaza tha wo log mujhe mara maankar shayad hamesha ke liye Mere bade bhai ke sath Videsh chale gaye honge....Yadi koyi mujhse puchhe ki duniya ka sabse bekar, sabse bada bewkoof, even sabse bada chutiya kaun hai , to main bina ek pal ganwaye apna hath upar khada kar dunga aur bolunga "main hoon".yadi kisi ko apni life ki jade khodkar barbaad karni ho to wo beshak mere pass aa sakta tha, aur beshak main uski madad bhi karta.....
Nagpur aaye hue mujhe do mahine se upar ho gaya tha,jaha main rahta tha , waha se lagbhag 20 k.m. ki doori par ek nayi nayi metallurgical industry shuru hui thi...kafi dhakke mukke lagakar kaise bhi karke maine waha apni naukari fix ki , badi hee badjaat kism ki naukari thi, 12 ghante tak apna sharir ko aag me tapane ke baad bas guzara ho jaye itna hee paisa milta tha....khair mujhe koyi shikayat bhi nahi thi....jaise jaise samay beet raha tha, main un factory ki aag me jal raha tha, jeene ke sare Arman khatam ho rahe the, aur jab kabhi aasman ko dekhta to sirf do lines mere muh se nikal padti...
Aasmano ke falak par kuch rang aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
Jaane aisa kyun lagta hai ki Zindagi me Kuch Arman aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
aur meri sabse badi badkismati ye thi ki mera name bhi Arman tha, jiske Arman pure nahi hue, ya phhir yun kahe ki Mere Arman pure hone ke liye kabhi bane hee nahi the.



Chapter-1:the edge of Sex



Update-1
"Arman...Arman...uth, warna late ho jayega..."Varun na jaane kab se mujhe uthane ki koshish me laga hua tha, aur jab maine bistar nahi chhoda to hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi usne pani ki ek botal uthayi aur seedhe mere chehre par udel diya....
"time kitna hua hai..."aankhe malte hue main uthkar baith gaya, aur ghadi par nazar daudayi, subah ke 8 baj rahe the....bhari man se maine bistar chhoda aur bathroom me ghus gaya....
Varun mera bachpan ka dost tha aur isi ki vajah se main Nagpur me tha, jaha hum rahte the, wo ek colony thi,jo ki shahar se door bana hua tha,...is colony me kayi bade bade rahis log bhi rahte the, to kuch meri tarah ghis ghis kar zindagi gujarne walo me se bhi the....Mere sath kya hua, maine aisa kya kiya ,jisse sab mujhse door ho gaye, ye sab Varun ne kayi baar janne ki koshish ki...lekin maine har baar taal diya...Varun press me kaam karta tha, uski halat aur uske shauk dekhkar iska andaza lagana mushkil nahi tha ki uski salary kafi moti hogi aur yadi mujhe kabhi kisi chiz ki jaroorat hoti to wo bina kuch kahe mujh par paise luta deta, ye jante hue bhi ki main uske paise kabhi wapas nahi karunga.....
"ab breakfast kya khak karega , time nahi bacha hai...."main bathroom se nikla hee tha ki usne mujhe toka..."aur pee raat bhar daru, sale khud ko dekh ,kya halat bana rakkhi hai..."
"ab tu subah subah bhasad mat de..."maine jhujhlate hue kaha....
"akad dekho is launde ki,..."Varun bolte bolte rook gaya, jaise use kuch yaad aa gaya ho....wo thodi der rook kar bola...
"wo teri item aayi thi, subah-subah...."
"kaun..."main janta tha ki wo kiski baat kar raha hai, lekin phhir bhi maine anjaan banne ki koshish ki...
"Nisha..."
"Nisha...."maine apna cell phone uthaya, to dekha ki Nisha ki bahut sari miss call padi hui thi....
"kya boli wo..."
"mujhse to bas itna bol ke gayi ki, Arman jab uth jaye to mujhe call kar le..."
"ok...."
Nisha humare hee colony me rahti thi, wo un ayyash ladkiyo me se thi, jinke maa-baap ke pass beshumar dhan-daulat hoti hai, jise wo apne dono hatho se bhi lutaye to bhi unke bank balance par koyi farak na pade.....Nisha se meri pahle mulaqat colony ke garden me hee hui thi, aur jald hee humari ye pahli mulaqat bistar par jakar khatam hui,...Nisha un ladkiyo me se thi, jinke har gali , har mohalle me mujh jaisa ek boyfriend hota hai, jise wo apni hawas mitane ke liye istemaal karti hai...is colony me main Nisha ka boyfriend tha, ya phhir yun kahe ki main uska ek tarah se gulam tha.....wo jab bhi ,jaise bhi chahe mera istemaal karke apne sharir ke hawas ko pura karti thi...dil me kayi baar aaya ki use chhod du, usse baat karna band kar du, lekin maine kabhi aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya....kyunki Nisha ke sath bistar par beeta hua har ek pal mujhe apni dhikkar zindagi se bahut door le jata tha, jaha main kuch pal ke liye sab kuch bhool sa jata tha....
"chal thik hai, milte hai 12 ghante ke baad..."Varun ne majakiya andaz me kaha....
har roj ki tarah main aaj bhi us steel plant me apna khoon jalane ke liye nikal pada,...main abhi room se nikla hee tha ki Nisha ka call phhir aane laga...
"hello..."maine call receive ki...
"Good morning shahabjade...uth gaye aap..."
"itani ijjat se koyi mujhse baat kare, iski adat nahi mujhe...call kyun kiya..."
"oh ho...tever to aise jaise sach me shahabjade ho...aaj mom-dad raat me kisi party ke liye ja rahe hai...ghar bilkul khali hai...."
"thik hai, raat ko khana khane ke baad main aa jaunga..."
Kuch der tak Nisha ki taraf se koyi aawaj nahi aayi aur jab main call disconnect karne wala tha tabhi wo boli...
"khana ,mere sath hee kha lena..."
"thik hai, main aa jaunga..."
Nisha ne mujhe aaj raat apne ghar par bulaya tha, jiska saaf matlab tha ki aaj mujhe uske sath usi ke bistar par sona hai

Nisha se baat karne ke baad main steel plant ki taraf chal pada, jaha mujhe 12 ghante tak apna khoon jalana tha,...
main har raat is aas me sota hoon ki, subah hote hee mera koyi bhi khas dost mere pichhwade par laat maar kar uthaye aur phhir gale lagakar bole ki"relax kutte, jo kuch bhi hua, wo sab ek sapna tha...ab jaldi se chal ,first class dammo rani ki hai, yadi late hue to hathiyaar pakad kar pure period bhar bahar khada rahna padega...."
lekin haqiqat kabhi sapne ya khwab me tabdil nahi hote...maine apne sath kuch banut bura kiya tha...ye bhi ek haqiqat thi....jis steel plant me main kaam karta tha, waha meri kisi se koyi pehchan nahi thi aur na hee kabhi maine unse milne-julne ki koshish ki....jab kabhi ek dusare ki help padti to"ye...oye...green shirt...blue shirt..."ye sab bolkar apna kaam chala lete....us din main raat ko 9 baje apne room par aaya...Varun mujhse pahle aa chuka tha....
"chal , hath-muh dho le...daru peete hai..."ek table ki taraf Varun ne ishara kiya, jaha M.D. Ki botal rakkhi hui thi...
"main aaj Nisha ke ghar ja raha hoon..."
"are gazab...matlab aaj puri raat, live match hone wala hai..."
"live match to hoga, lekin audience sirf hum dono honge..."
"sala ,mujhe abhi tak ye samajh nahi aaya ki Nisha jaise high profile class wali ladki ,tujhse kaise set ho gayi....main mar gaya tha kya.."M.d. Ki botal ko kholte hue Varun ne kaha"Arman, ek kaam kar...tu Nisha se shadi kar le...life set ho jayegi...."
"suggestion achchha hai, lekin mujhe pasand nahi..."
"to phhir ek aur sariya utha ke pichhwade me daal liyo, zindagi aur bhi badhiya gujaregi..."chidhte hue Varun bola...
"main chalta hoon..."ye bolkar main room se bahar aaya...
Nisha ki tarah main bhi chahta tha ki wo har raat meri sath hee bitaye, yahi reason tha ki maine use abhi tak chhoda nahi tha...aur ek saddest person se sex karne ki chah ne bhi use mujhe bandh rakkha tha....wo hamesha jab bhi mujhse milti to yahi kahti ki, tumhare sath bahut maza aata hai aur uske aisa kahne ke baad main ek banawati muskurahat uspar phek ke marta hoon, jiska nishana har baar thik baithta hai......
"come..."Nisha ne darwaja kholte hue kaha, aur mera hath pakad kar mujhe jaldi se andar khinch liya....
"sabra kar thodi der...."maine andar hee andar hazar galiya Nisha ko di
andar aakar hum dono dining table par baith gayi, wo mere samne wali chair par baithi mujhe shararat bhari nazaro se dekh rahi thi, maine bhi uski aankho me aankhe dali aur ishara kiya ki main taiyar hoon...mera ishara pakar wo ekdum se uthi aur khane ki plate ko dining table par rakhkar seedhe mere upar baith gayi.
"tum doctor ho..."apne gahre laal rang ke shirt ki button ko kholte hue wo mujhse puchhi....
"nahi, main india ka president hoon...kuch kaam tha kya..."maine bhi apni khane ki plate dining table par rakkhi aur uske jeans ka lock kholte hue bola...usne apne dono se mere sar ko pakda aur pyar se sahlane lagi....
"Arman, tum jante ho mujhe sabse jyada kya pasand hai..."
"chudai..."main man hee man me chillaya aur Nisha ki taraf dekh kar na me sar hilaya, ab meri nazar Nisha ke chehre se hote hue uske seene par ja atki, jaha uski chhati ke dono phool bahar khilne ke liye tadap rahe the....Nisha ki komal gori kamar ko sahlate hue maine pakda aur use upar utha kar uski jeans ko uske ghutano se bhi neeche kar diya, ab wo mere samne sirf red bra aur panty me thi, uske pure gore jism me ye rang kayamat dha raha tha...
mere seene ko sahalati hui Nisha ne mere shirt ko utar kar phek diya aue betahasha mere seene ko kiss karne lagi, is waqt mere hath uski chhatiyo par atake hue the, maine Nisha ke seene ke un dono ubharo ko kaskar pakda aur daba diya....
"aaahhhhhssss....dhattt..."wo jhoothe gusse ke sath boli..
"nice bra, kafi achchha lag raha hai ,tum par...."uski bra ko uske jism se alag karte hue maine kaha...
"yadi ye bra, mere jism par itna hee acchha lag raha tha to phhir ise utara kyun...."
"kyunki is bra ke peechhe jo chiz hai wo isse bhi khubsurat hai"
Uski chhati ab mere samne nangi thi, aur main uske ubharo ko jab chahe jaise chahu daba sakta tha, waise to main khud ko uska gulaam manta tha tha,lekin sex karte waqt wo meri gulaam ho jati thi...Nisha ke seene ke ek ubhar ko maine pyar se apne muh me bhar liya aur dusare ko teji se masalne laga...
"mana kiya na...aahhhhhh uuuhhhh"Mera hath hatate hue wo boli"kitni baar mana kiya hai, jyada teji se mat dabaya karo..."
Main is waqt Nisha se bahas nahi karna chahta tha, isliye maine uski baat maan li aur apne ek hath ko uske chhati par se hata liya aur apne hatho se Nisha ki nangi pet ko sahlate hue uski chut par apna ek hath rakh diya...mere aisa karne par wo kisi machhali ki tarah uchhal padi aur siskariya leni lagi,...mere paint me bane hue tamboo ka use ahsaas ho gaya tha, wo ek madak si aawaj me boli...
"jaldi .....pleaseeee...i can't wait more....."mere lund ko paint ke bahar se hee sahlati hui Nisha ne kaha....uski aawaz me kanpan tha...jo mujhe madhosh kar rahi thi...
maine Nisha ko upar uthaya aur main khud waha khada ho gaya, chair ko peechhe karne ke baad wo mere samne ghutano par baithi aur meri taraf dekhte hue mere lund par apna hath phhira rahi thi, uske baad usne mere lund ko paint se bahar nikala aur apne hatho me thamkar aage peechhe karne lagi.....
"tum jante ho, tum me sabse khas chiz kya hai...."mere lund ko apne hatho se sahlati hui usne mujhse puchha....
"Lund...."
"bilkul sahi jawab aur aapko milte hai ek chut,jise aap aaj raat bhar ragad sakte hai...."
Nisha ki in chand lines ne mujhe aur bhi jyada pagal aur madhosh kar diya aur ek yahi waqt tha, jab mujhe uski chudai karne ke aalwa aur kuch bhi yaad nahi rahta, inhi chand palo ke liye main aaj bhi Nisha ke sath tha....
"mere inam ko parde me kyun rakkha hai..."aisa kahte hue maine usi waqt Nisa ko pakad kar zameen par lita diya, aur uski rashbhari gulabi chut ko parde se bahar kiya...ye sab kuch maine itani jaldi kiya ki Nisha hairan rah gayi...aur phhir muskurate hue boli...
"bahut jaldi ho rahi aapko.."
"tu kasam se maal hee aisi hai..."
Mera aisa kahte hee wo khushi se machal uthi, Nisha ko zameen par litakar maine ek baar phhir uski chhati ko masalna shuru kiya...
"aahhhhhh....uuuuu....."Nisha ki pyar bhari machlan fadak rahi thi aur wo utejana ke charam seema par pahuch kar dastak de rahi thi, wo is waqt itani madhosh ho gayi thi ki wo khud ke hatho se apne seene ke ubharo ko ragadne lagi aur mujhe ishara kiya ki ,main wo sab kuch karu,jiske liye aaj raat main yaha tha....maine Nisha ki gori chikni kamar ko pakda aur use apne lund ke thik upar baitha liya, uski chut is waqt mere lund ke sprash ke liye tadap rahi thi...maine uski tadap kam karne ke liye apne hatho se uske chut ko thoda failaya aur seedhe apna lund ek tej dhakke ke sath andar ghusa diya....
"ahhhhh.......aahhhhhhhhhhhhhh"Apni ungali ko daanto se dabate hue wo boli, jska chehra is waqt laal peela ho raha tha,...
main zameen par leta hua tha aur Nisha mere upar baithi hui apni gand hila kar maje loot rahi thi...is tarah uska dard bhi kuch kam ho gaya tha, aur ab wo masti bhari siskariya le rahi thi...maine ek baar phhir se apne sabse chahete jagah ko pakda aur jor jor se dabane laga aur teji se apna lund uski chut ke andar bahar karne laga,...kabhi Nisha mere hatho ko pakad leti to kabhi apni chikni gand ko matkate hue aage peechhe karti....mere tej dhakko ke sath uski siskariya bhi badhti ja rahi thi, isi beech maine uske boobs ko kayi baar bahut teji se masla , itna teji se ki uski mast bhari siskariyo me ab dard jhalak raha tha,lekin ye dard wo apni bhari gand ko aage peechhe karke sah rahi thi, hum dono is position me bahut der tak rahe,uske baad maine Nisha ko alag kiya aur ghutne peechhe ki taraf modkar baith gaya aur uski jangho ko sahlate hue use bhi apne upar baitha liya....
"sshhhhh...ye kya kar rahe ho..."Nisha boli...
"kuch nahi, bas apna kaam kar raha hoon..."uske nange badan par kiss karte hue main bola aur phhir apne lund ko uski chut se tikaya aur ek jordar dhakka mara. Is position me main pahli baar Nisha ko chod raha tha,isliye wo taiyar na thi , aur jaise hee mera lund pura andar ghusa wo dard ke maare jor se cheekhi, wo dard se tadap uthi aur mujhse chhutane ki koshish karne lagi,lekin maine uski kamar ko kaskar pakda aur uski chut me lund andar bahar karne laga....Nisha ne apne hatho se mere lund ko nikalne ki bhi koshish ki ,lekin uske hath mera kaam bigadte usse pahle hee maine uske dono hatho ko pakad kar peechhe jakad liya, ab uske pass asahay hokar chudne ke aalawa aur koyi rasta nahi tha,...Nisha ki siskariya is beech lagatar nikal rahi thi , jo mujhe aur bhi utejit kar rahi thi, Nisha ki siskariyo me dard saaf jhalak raha tha....maine Nisha ko zameen par wapas litaya aur uski taango ko pakad kar use khud ke taraf kheencha, uske baad maine uski dono taango ko upar uthakar uski taraf mod diya ,jisse uski chut mere samne ki taraf aa gayi aur bina ek pal ganwaye maine apna lund andar daal diya,Nisha ki cheekh ek baar phhir pure ghar me gunji, uska gora sharir, dard aur masti se laal peela ho raha tha...
"main...ab...aahhhhhh....Arman...i llloooveee youuu....ssshhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssss"
Nisha jhad gayi aur uski gulabi chut se pani bahar risne laga , ab maine uske galo ko teji se sahlaya aur buri tarah se Nisha se lipatkar aur bhi teji se apna lund ghusane laga...wo mujhe rokne ki koshish karne lagi ,lekin main nahi ruka aur lagatar apna lund uski chut me deta raha, aur kuch der ke baad main bhi jhad gaya....main aur Nisha ab bhi ek dusare se lipte hue the...hum dono ek dusare ki aankho me aankhe daal kar na jaane kya dekh rahe the....phhir usne aisa kuch kaha, jiski maine kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki thi...........

"dilwalo ke ghar to kab ke ujad chuke....
dil ke aashiyane to kab ke jal chuke....."Nisha se maine sirf itna hee kaha ,jab usne mujhse shadi karne ke liye kaha...Nisha ,mujhse shadi karna chahti hai, ye sunkar main kuch der ke liye jaise coma me chala gaya tha, main ab bhi zameen par Nisha ke upar leta hua tha aur mera lund ab bhi uski chut me andar tak dhansa tha....mere dwara kahi gayi in do panktiyo ko sunkar wo pal bhar ke liye muskurayi aur phhir mere sar par hath phhirati hui boli
"tumne abhi jo kaha, iska matlab kya hua..."
"main tumse shadi nahi kar sakta..."
Jab maine use aisa kaha to maine soch liya tha ki uske chehre par narazagi ke bhav aayenge, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua, wo mera sar sahlati rahi.....
"main mazak kar rahi thi..."wo boli"actually, dad ne meri shadi kahi aur fix kar di hai aur next week shayad ladke wale mujhe dekhne bhi aa rahe hai...."
"good , lekin phhir mujhse kyun puchha ki main tumse shadi karunga ya nahi..."mere hath dheere dheere uske pure sharir ko sahla rahe the....
"main janna chahti thi ki, tum mujhse pyar karne lage ho ya nahi..."mere hath ki harkato se tang aakar usne mera hath pakad liya, aur hasti hui boli...
"aur main tumse pyar karta hoon ya nahi, ye tum kyun janna chahti thi.."maine uske hath ko door kiya aur phhir se apna kaam shuru kar diya, uski aankho me jism ki pyas phhir se utarne lagi...
"maine ye isliye puchha kyunki, mere jitne bhi boyfriend hai, jab maine unhe kaha ki ab main unke sath relation nahi rakh sakti, to wo bahut udas hue, kuch to bachcho ki tarah rone lage aur bolne lage ki,....Nisha please mat jao, main tumse pyar karne laga hoon, to bas main yahi janna chahti thi ki, kahi auro ki tarah tumhe bhi mujhse pyar nahi hua hai, warna aaj ki raat ke baad tum bhi un ladko ki tarah rona dhona shuru karte...."
"don't worry, main aisa kuch bhi nahi karunga...."maine Nisha ke dono hatho ko kaskar pakda aur mera lund jo uski chut me pahle se hee ghusa hua tha, main use phhir se andar bahar karne laga....meri is harkat pe wo ek baar phhir muskura uthi.....
"tumhe, ek baat batau...aaahhhhh..."
"haan bolo..."
"un ladko ne call kar kar ke mujhe itna pareshan kar diya ki mujhe apna number tak change karna pada....jara dheere dalo, abhi abhi jhadi hoon to thoda dard ho raha hai..."
"yadi is kaam me dard na ho to phhir maza kaise aayega,..."maine aur bhi teji se apna lund uski chut ke andar bahar karne lagi, Nisha siskari lete hue hanp bhi rahi thi, aue apne hontho ko daanto se katne lagi....
"please stop...."
"is gadi ka break fail ho gaya hai..."
"is gadi ko abhi roko, raat bahut lambi hai aur safar bhi bahut lamba hai...."usne mere kamar ko kaskar jakad liya aur boli"tumhe kya, tum to mere upar lete hue ho, yaha zameen par neeche to main leti hui hun...utho abhi..."
dil to nahi chahta tha ki main use chhodu, lekin iska ahsaas mujhe ho gaya tha ki wo zameen par neeche letkar bahut der tak mujhse sex nahi kar sakti ,isliye maine apna lund nikala aur khada hua, uke baad maine maine sahara dekar use bhi uthaya....
"ab baki kaam bistar par karte hai..."wo ek baar phhir muskurayi, aur apne kapde uthakar apne bedroom ke taraf badhi....dil kiya ki Nisha ko peechhe se pakad kar wahi lita kar chod du, lekin phhir socha ki jab raat lambi hai to puri raat sokar ise chhoti kyun banayi jaye.......
jaise ki aksar rahiso ke ghar me kisi kone me sharab ki kuch botale rakkhi hoti hai, waisa hee ek chhota sa sharabkhana Nisha ke ghar me bhi tha...jaha ek se ek branded daru rakkhi hui thi,...
main us chhote se sharabkhane ki taraf badha aur waha ki chair par baithkar apna peg banane laga, do -teen peg maarkar maine apne kapde pahne aur Nisha ke pure ghar ko dekha, Nisha ka ghar bahar se jitna bada dikhta tha, wo andar se aur bhi bada aur alishan tha , har ek chhoti se chhoti chiz se lekar badi se badi chiz branded thi,...
daru peene ke baad main kya sochane lagta hoon ye main khud aaj tak nahi samajh paya, daru peene ke baad mere pure dimag me duniyabhar ki baate aati hai, kabhi kabhi kisi neta ka bhasad to kabhi kabhi kisi bf ke position, kabhi koyi filmstar actress to kabhi koyi social worker.....lekin is waqt abhi jo mere khayal me aa raha tha, wo Nisha kw baare me tha,...daru aur Nisha dono ne apna rang dikhana shuru kar diya tha.....

Update-4
lekin is waqt abhi jo mere khayal me aa raha tha, wo Nisha ke baare me tha,...daru aur Nisha dono ne apna rang dikhana shuru kar diya tha.....
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Nisha me ek ajab si kashish thi , jo kisi bhi mard ko apni taraf khinch sakti hai, phhir chahe wo Nisha ke frank behaviour se attract ho ya uski ajab si shape me dhali hui chhati se ya uski kattash figure se....main Nisha se uski chhatiyo ki vajah se attract hua tha, aur yahi karan tha ki main aksar uske sath sex karte waqt uske seene ke ubharo ko pakad kar masalne lagta tha,...
"Arman, zara upar to aana...."
"kaun hai be..."aawaz sunkar main baukhalaya, lekin phhir aise laga jaise ki Mujhe Nisha ne aawaz di ho,...
"usi ne bulaya hoga..."maine khud se kaha aur se uthkar seedhiyo se upar jane laga, mujhe Nisha ka bedroom maloom tha, isliye main seedhe wahi pahucha....
"Nisha...."
"main andar hoon bathroom me..."
Nisha ki aawaz ne mera dhyan bathroom ki taraf kheencha,
"is waqt bathroom me , kya kar rahi ho..."
"chut saaf kar rahi hu, yadi Interested ho to aakar saaf kar do..."
"haan ,jaise duniya ki sari Interesting kaam khatam ho gaye hai , jo main andar aakar tumhari chut saaf karu..."
"phhir mera towel bistar par pada hai , wo do...."
Maine bistar par nazar dali, waha towel ke sath sath black colour ki bra aur panty bhi rakkhi hui thi, maine towel uthaya aur Nisha ko aawaz di...
"do..."bathroom ka darwaza pura kholkar Nisha ne meri taraf apna hath badhaya, wo puri ki puri pani me bheegi hui nangi khadi thi ,jise dekhkar mere lund ne ek baar phhir salami thok di paint ke andar....
"are do na..."mujhe apni taraf is tarah se dekhta hua pakar wo boli"itne dhyan se to tumne mujhe us waqt bhi nahi dekha tha, jab main tumhare sath pahli baar hum bistar hui thi..."
Maine kuch nahi kaha aur uske pure nange gore jism ko aankho se napte hue use towel de diya, aur bistar par aakar let gaya...ek baat jo main aksar sochta ki duniya bhar ki ladkiya bathroom me jate waqt towel bahar kyun bhool jati hai....
"bra bhi dena...."ek baar phhir bathroom se aawaz aayi aur bathroom ka darwaza khula,
"ye lo..."bra aur panty dono uske hath me pakdate hue main bola aur meri nazar seedhe uske seene par ja atki.....
"size maloom hai, inka..."wo darwaje ko pakad kar masti me boli aur jab maine kuch nahikaha to wo bathroom ka darwaza band karne lagi....
"Nisha...wait..."
"boliye janaab..."
"jaldi se bahar aao, tumhare bina chain nahi hai..."main apni is harkat par khud sharma gaya.....
kuch der ke baad Nisha bahar aayi, aur mere bagal me let kar meri tarah wo bhi chhat ko dekhne lagi...
"tum sach me shadi karne wali ho..."Nisha ka ek hath pakad kar main bola...wo abhi abhi naha ke aayi thi ,jiski vajah se uske pure jism me thandak sawar thi....mere sawal ko sunkar wo thoda hairan hui aur meri taraf apna chehra karke boli
"ye tum kyun puchh rahe ho, "
"bas aise hee..."
"haan yar, sach me shadi kar rahi hai aur aaj ki raat hum dono ki aakhiri raat hogi..."
"aakhiri raat..."main budbudaya...
"aakhir tumhare man me hai kya..."wo hairan thi ki main ab kyun usse uski shadi ke baare me puchh raha hoon, jabki pahli baar hee use maine maine saaf mana kar diya tha, khair hairan to main khud bhi tha....
"you are a strange Man...lekin aaj kuch jyada hee ajeeb harkate kar rahe ho..."maine uska jo hath pakad rakkha tha wo use sahlati hui boli, uska chehra ab bhi meri taraf tha....Nisha ko aksar aisa lagta ki duniya bhar ka sara suspence mere andar hee bhara pada hai....
"nahi aisi koyi baat nahi hai, main to bas aise hee puchh raha tha..."koyi to baat thi jo mere andar khatak rahi thi, ye main janta tha....
"ab sari raat aise hee bore karoge ya phhir kuch aur........"
wo aage kuch aur kahti uske pahle hee maine uski chut ke upar apna hath rakh diya....
"direct point pe ha..."wo ek baar phhir muskurate hue bole...
"point pe to ab aaya hu..."maine uske panty ke andar hath daal kar uski chut ko sahlate hue bola aur apni ek ungali chut ke andar daal diya...kuch der pahle ke wakaye se abhi bhi uski chut geeli thi...
Hum dono ek dusare ko dekh rahe the , aaj pahli baar wo mujhe bahut hee khubsurat dikh rahi thi, dil kar raha tha ki use choom lu, lekin Nisha ko kiss pasand nahi tha...
"tum kya soch rahe ho..."wo kanpati hui aawaz me meri taraf dekhkar boli...jawab me maine apne dusare hath ki ungaliyo ko apne hontho par rakhkar ishara kiya ki main hotho ko apne hontho me bharna chahta hoon....mere ishare se Nisha thodi uncomfortable hui aur mujhe kuch der tak na jaane kya dekhti rahi.....
"really you want to do it...???"apne honth pe par ajeeb si harkat late hue usne mujhse puchha, meri ek ungali ab bhi uski chut ke andar bahar ho rahi thi.....
"yes...i want to kiss you..."
maine bas itna kaha aur wo mere hontho ke kareeb aayi, hum dono ek dusare ki saanse mahsoos kar rahe the, jo ki hum dono ko aur bhi garam kar rahi thi....aaj pahli baar Nisha ke liye mere dil me kuch feelings aayi thi aur wo feelings isliye thi kyunki Nisha aaj mujhse door ja rahi thi, aaj ki raat humari aakhiri raat thi, shayad isiliye wo maan bhi gayi.....
"tum sach me bahut ajeeb ho..."mere hontho ko apne hontho se touch karke wo boli"but i like you..."
aur iske baad maine samay na gawate hue uske hontho ko bhar liya....aur uske upar aa gaya....isi beech maine usko ek baar chhoda wo mere kiss lene se hanp rahi thi uske seene ke ubhar bahut jaldi upar neeche ho rahe the....
"ek baat batao"main bola"jab tumhe maloom tha ki main kuch der baad tumhari bra aur panty ko utar dunga to tumne pahna hee kyun...."
mere aisa kahne ki der thi ki wo khilkhila ke hans padi, aur mere sar par apna hath phhirane lagi.....
"tum sach me bahut strage ho..."
"wo to main hoon..."
maine dobara uske hontho ko apne hontho se chipka liya aur phhir jamkar chusne laga....main uske hontho ko itna jor se chus raha tha ki uke hontho par khoon utarne laga , aur honth ke kinare pe mujhe khoon ki kuch boonde bhi dikhi...lekin main ruka nahi aur use pee gaya......

(Inspired from the_Vampire's Rabata )
"bahut tasty hai..."
"kya..."
"tumhare honth...lekin zara aaram se, dard hota hai..."Nisha boli.
Nisha ke bolne ka lahja seedhe mere dil par laga, main ye to janta tha ki Nisha ke liye main sirf uski hawas mitane ke hoon,lekin aaj wo kuch badli-badli si lag rahi thi...us pal jab usne kaha ki "aaram se karo ,dard hota hai...."to main jaise us waqt uska murid ho gaya, dil chahta tha ki main bas aise hee uske upar leta use pyar karu aur ye raat kabhi khatam na ho, dil chahta tha ki kal ki subah hee na ho,lekin ye mumkin nahi tha....mere dil me Nisha ke liye aaj kuch aur jajbaat the, ek baar to mere man me khayal bhi aaya ki kahi main Nisha se...........
Nahi ye hargiz nahi ho sakta, jin rasto par maine chalna chhod diya hai to phhir un rasto se guzarne wali manzile mujhe kaise mil sakti hai......
"yar ab is situation me kaha kho gaye, karo na..."
"itni jaldi bhi kya hai Nisha..."maine bahut hee pyar se kaha, itne pyar se maine aaj se pahle kab kisi se baat ki thi , ye mujhe yaad nahi.....
"jaldi to mujhe bhi nahi hai, lekin iska kya kare, sali chain se ek pal jeene bhi nahi deti...."Nisha ka ishara uski garam hoti chut ki taraf tha, jo mere lund ki raah taak rahi thi ki main kab Nisha ko chodna shuru karu...
lekin main Nisha ke upar se hat kar uske bagal me let gaya aur usme jo chiz mujhe sabse jyada pasand thi use sahlate hue maine kaha....
"kuch der baat kar lete hai, tab tak tum normal ho jaogi aur tumhe dard bhi kam hoga..."
Aaj Nisha ko maine ek se badhkar ek jhatke diye the aur mujhe pura yakin tha ki use ab bhi jhatka laga hoga, mera andaza sahi nikla wo mujhe hairan hokar dekh rahi thi.....
"Arman...Aakhir baat kya hai, sab kuch sahi to hai na..."mere chehre ko sahlate hue Nisha ne mujhse kaha...
"ha ,sab thik hai..."main Nisha ki taraf dekhte hue bola lekin mere dil me kuch aur hee tha, main kuch alag hee sapne bun raha tha.....
"Aaj phhir dil karta hai ki kisi ke seene se lipat jaun....
uski aankho me aankhe daalkar saare gam pee jaun....
hum dono rahe sath hamesha isliye...
dil karta hai ki uski takdeer ko apni takdeer se joad jaun....
Main kuch aur bhi kahna chahta tha Nisha se lekin usne mujhe aage bolne ka mauka hee nahi diya aur beech me bol padi....
"phhir kya baat hai...jaldi karo subah hone wali hai aur phhir hum kabhi ek sath nahi rahenge..."
Saanse rook gayi thi ,jab usne chhod jane ke liye kaha.....
dil na toote mera isliye...
dil karta hai ki apne dil ko uske dil se jod jaun.....
"common Arman...what are you thinking ,wo bhi ab "wo mujhe bistar par shant pada dekh kar jhunjhala uthi, tab mujhe ahsaas hua ki Nisha ke liye main ab bhi siway ek sex object ke kuch nahi hoon aur uske dwara kahi gayi baaton ka main 101 % galat matlab nikal liya tha...Mujhe bura to laga lekin sath hee sath apni bhool ka bhi ahsaas hua aur apni bhool ko sudharne ke liye main wapas Nisha ke upar chadha.....
"yes ab aaye na line me, put your finger in my mouth then shake..."wo boli aur maine waisa hee kiya, maine apni ungaliya uske muh me dali aur uske jeebh se touch karne laga aur phhir kuch der baad apni ungaliya nikal kar uska sar pakda aur use apni taraf kheencha......
"mere door jaane se yadi khushi milti hai tujhe to bata de mujhe......
teri is khushi ke liye main tujhe to kya is duniya ko chhod ke chala jaun.....

Update-6
Nisha ke muh se apni ungaliya nikali aur use pakad kar apni taraf khincha, jisse ki uska chehra mere kareeb aa gaya , main uski hawas se bhari aankho me aakhiri baar apne liye pyar dhoondh raha tha, lekin hua wahi , mere armano ka haqiqat se na to pahle koyi wasta tha aur na hee ab tha aur jab mujhe yakin ho gaya ki wo wahi purani Nisha hai jisne pyar ko hamesha hawas ki pyas se neeche samjha hai, to main usko hontho ko apne hontho me buri tarah jakda....
"jaanwar ban gaye ho kya..."mujhe turant dhakel kar wo boli aur apne honth par hath se sahlani lagi....
"sorry..."main wapas uske kareeb gaya aur uski kamar par hath phhirate hue uski bra ko uske seene se juda kiya aur ek baar phhir uske hontho ko apne hontho me buri tarah bhar liya...Nisha ne is baar bhi puri koshish ki mujhe door karne ki, lekin wo is baar nakamyab rahi...lekin kuch der ke baad mujhe uski parvaah hone lagi, uska dard mera dard ban gaya, aur maine uske gulabi hontho ko apne hontho se alag kar diya aur uski gand ko pakad liya aur uski gand par hatho se dawab dala.....
"dirty boy...."mere taraf jhuk kar mere kano ke pass aakar wo boli.
maine Nisha se kuch nahi kaha aur use pakad kar ulta ghuma diya,ab uski peeth mere seene se aur uske nitamb mere lund se touch ho rahe the,..Nisha shayad jaan chuki thi ki ab main kya aur kaise karne wala hoon, aur waise bhi jis ladki ko har din apne bistar ka sathi badalne ki beemari ho ,wo kam se kam sex ke position to jaan hee jati hai....Nisha ne mere kahne ke pahle hee apna dono hath samne ki taraf bistar par tikaya aur apni gand meri taraf karke thoda jhuk gayi aur boli...
"this is called real mast chudai...ab kyun ruke ho, daal do andar aur aisa dalna ki andar tak dastak de jaye...."
Dil kar raha tha ki Nisha ka Murder kar doon aur phhir uski lash ke pass baithkar zindagi bhar rou, dil kar raha tha ki samne ke deewar par Nisha ka sar itani jor se de maru ki uska sar hee na rahe....wo mujhse aise baat kaise kar sakti hai , jabki main usse.......... Aur ek baar phhir dil ke arman hawas me dhul gaye, ye mere liye pahli baar nahi tha.....
"common Arman, fuck me...i am waiting..."apni gand hilati hui Nisha boli...
maine apne kapde utare aur Nisha ke gand par apne hath se dabav banane laga wo abhi se Masti bhari aawaz nikalne lagi, uski panty ko neeche khiska kar apne hatho se uski chut ko failaya , aur apne lund ko uski chut se tikaya aur dheere se andar ki taraf dhakka diya....
"aaaannnnhhhhhhhh......."Nisha ki siskariya chalu ho gayi ,abki baar khud mere muh se bhi madak aawaze bahar nikal rahi thi.
Mera aadha lund uski chut me dastak de chuka tha , jika maza Nisha apne nitambo ko agal bagal hila kar le rahi thi, maine ek aur dhakka mara aur pura lund uski chut me sama gaya , uske baad maine apne dhakke tej kar diye, mere tej dhakko ke karan uska pura sharir buri tarah hil raha tha, main jab bhi apna lund andar dalta wo apni kamar ko meri taraf dhakel deti aur samne ki deewar ki taraf apna chehra karke ek lambi siskari bharti aur uske baad jaise hee main apna lund bahar nikalta,wo phhir masti me char chand laga dene wali aawaz ke sath pahle wale position par aa jati.....ek baar ke liye main ruka aur uski mast jangho ko apne hatho se masalte hue aur bhi teji se use chodne laga, Nisha se ek lagaav sa ho gaya tha mujhe us waqt , isiliye jab wo cheekhti to main thodi der ke liye rook jata aur phhir jab wo wapas normal ho jati to main phhir se shuru ho jata...aur kabhi-kabhi jab wo dard se cheekhti to main apna lund ek tej jhatke ke sath uske chut me daal deta aur phhir uske seene ko teji se dabate hue apna lund ko uski chut ke andar hee hilane lagta , mera aisa karne par Nisha meri kamar ko pakad kar mujhe door karne ki koshish karti....
"ohhhhhhh yyyesssss....Armannn thankssss for this..."wo ye nolte bolte is bhar bhi mujhse pahle jhad gayi, mera lund ab bhi uski chut me tha , jiske karan uski chut se rista garam pani mujhe apne lund par mahsoos hua....main bhi ab game khatam karne wala tha, isliye maine Nisha ki kamar ko pakad kar uski taraf jhuk gaya aur use bistar par pura audha litakar uke upar aa gaya, uski chut ka ras pure bistar me fail raha tha, maine uske nitambo ko alag kiya aur apne lund ko ek hee jhatke me andar tak ghusa diya, aur apni puri taqat ke sath Nisha ko chodne laga, wo buri tarah cheekhi...to maine kaha ki, bas kuch der ki baad hai, ise sah lo....
usne waisa hee kiya...bistar ke sirhane ko pakad kar usne apne sharir ko tight kar liya wo jakadne lagi thi....aur main uski kamar ,uski peeth par teji se hath phhirate hui jhad gaya, mera lund Nisha ki chut me hee tha, Nisha bahut thak chuki thi, sath me main bhi hanp raha tha, mujhe Nisha ke upar lete lete kab neend aa gayi maloom hee nahi chala....
Subah meri neend ek garam sparsh se khuli, jise aksar log blow job kahte hai , main Nisha ke bistar par nanga leta hua tha aur wo mere lund par apne garam garam honth phhira rahi thi,...
"isse achchhi aur khushnuma subah kya hogi Arman, jab koyi tumhe blow job dekar uthaye..."mere lund ko chusna ban karke apne hath se sahlate hue Nisha boli...
karib 10 min. tak wo mere lund ko chusti rahi aur uske baad main ek baar phhir jhad gaya, pichhali raat teen baar jhadne ke karan pet me bahut dard ho raha tha, kamzori bhi mahsoos ho rahi thi aur sar bhi bahut bhari tha.....
"main chalta hoon..."bathroom se nikal kar maine apne kapde pahne...
"jao, and take care..."
main is intezaar me ab bhi khada tha ki kahi shayad use meri aankho me kuch aisa dikh jaye, jisse wo mujhe daukar gale laga le, lekin aisa nahi hua, yaha tak ki usne meri aankho ki taraf dekha tak nahi, uski nazar ab bhi mere lund par thi, Nisha mere lund ko dekhkar muskura rahi thi.....
"tumhara hone wala husband kya karta hai...."
"tum kyun puchh rahe ho..."
"general knowladge ke liye, kya pata ye question IAS, IES ke exam me aa jaye "
"it's not funny Arman...tum jao, aur aaj ke baad samajh lena ke hum ek dusare se mile hee nahi..."
Maine ek jhoothi mukan se Nisha ko dekha aur bola..."tanhayi me jeene wale logo ko aksar unke chhote se chhote sahare se itani mohabbat ho jati hai ki wo unke liye khud ko mita de.....
yadi tumhe kabhi kisi se pyar ho to meri baat par gaur karna ,warna log to apno ko pal bhar me bhool jate hai , main to waise bhi tumhare liye gair hoon...."
Nisha ke man me hazaro sawal chhodkar main uske ghar se seedhe bahar nikal gaya, main apne hee room ki taraf aa raha tha ki Varun ne mujhe call ki...
"kya bhai, aane ka vichar hai ya usi ke sath chipke rahega..."maine call receive ki to Varun taane marta hua bola...
"bas room par hee aa raha hoon..."
"jaldi aa, tere liye surprise hai, aur wo surprise itna bada hai ki , tu...."
main jaha tha wahi khada ho gaya aur Varun se bola"kya hai wo surprise..."
"hmm....to pahle room pe hee aaja,.."aur usne call disconnect kar di

Chapter-2:Revival

Chapter-2:Revival
"fake raha hoga Varun..."yahi sochate-sochate main room par aaya, maine Varun ko aawaz di lekin usne koyi response nahi diya aur phhir jab bathroom ke andar se mujhe shower ke chalne ki aawaz aayi to main samajh gaya ki Varun andar hai, maine time dekha 9:30 baj rahe the, ab itna time nahi tha ki main aaj kaam karne jata, aur waise bhi aaj mera mood nahi tha....maine room ki khidki kholi aur khidki se bahar dekhne laga....tabhi mujhe ek aawaz sunayi di jisne mujhe andar se jhakjhor ke rakh diya....aisa laga ki dil ki dhadkane rook gayi ho...
"kya baat hai be, bahut dino se haweli me nahi aaya..."
yadi meri jagah us waqt koyi aur hota to shayad nazar andaz kar deta is aawaz ko ,lekin mere liye ye shabd ,ye line bahut mayane rakhti thi....main peechhe mude bina hee jaan gaya tha ki mere peechhe kaun hai , lekin itane mahino baad wo kaise yaha aaya.....
abhi main soch hee raha tha ki mere sar par ek jordar mukka pada, marne wale ne itani jor se mara tha jaise ki janam janam ka badla le raha ho.....wo koyi aur nahi balki mera khas nahi mera sabse khas dost Arun tha, aur main bhi uska sabse khas dost tha.....
"ab sale laundiyo ki tarah udhar hee dekhte rahega ya phhir gale bhi milega...."uski aawaz me mujhe apne liye wahi apnapan mahsoos hua ,jo college ke dino me hua karta tha, main ek jhatke me peechhe muda aur Arun ko kasar pakad kar gale laga liya.....main aur Arun ek dusare ke liye itane khas the ki yadi hum dono gay hote(jo ki nahi the) to aaj ek dusare se shadi kar liye hote......
apne gusse aur mujhse narazagi ka ek aur sample dete hue usne mujhe kaskar ek laat mari aur bola"sale gand marwa raha tha tu yaha, tera number change ho gaya, ghar se bina bataye gayab hai aur yaa tak ki...yaha tak ki..."mujh par ek laat ka pyar aur karte hue bola"yaha tak ki tune mujhe bhi nahi bataya, kaha gayi teri wo badi badi baate..."
humari duniya me ek kahawat bahut mash hoor hai ki yadi doobate ko tinke ka sahara mile to bhi bahut hota hai ,lekin mujhe to aaj pura ka pura ek jahaj mil gaya tha Arun ke roop me.....
"sala , khud ko engineer bolta hai, tune sab bakchod engineers ka naam bathroom me mila diya...."wo ab bhi mujh par bahut gussa tha....
"chhod beeti baaton ko aur bata yaha kaise aaya aur Varun kaha hai, kahi tune uska murder to nahi kar diya..."
"bilkul ,sahi samjha be, uski death body bathroom me padi hai, please police ko inform karna...."
kuch der tak hum dono ne ek dusare ko dekha aur phhir jor se hans pade....
"ab chal bata, tu yaha kyun hai..."apni hansi rok kar Arun bola, wo ab serious tha....
"sab kuch chhod chhad ke aa gaya main, gharwale desh ke bahar hai, na to unhe koyi farak padta hai aur na hee mujhe..."
"tere bhai ki shadi hone wali thi , us waqt jab tu ghar chhodkar yaha aa gaya tha..."
"sala meri galtiyo ki list pakad ke baith baya hai...ab jaan nikal kar hee dam lega"maine andar hee andar bahut jor se chillaya...
"wo sab to chhod"Arun ka chehra phhir laal hone laga," mujhe ye bata ki tune mujhe call kyun nahi kiya, college me to mera best friend bana phhirta tha...."
Arun ke is sawal ka mere pass koyi jawab nahi tha aur yadi main usse kuch kahta bhi to kya ye kahta ki "mujhme ab jeene ki chah nahi hai..."ya phhir ye kahta ki"Angel ke jaane ke baad jaise mere dil ne dhadakana band kar diya hai..."
"Kuch bolega..."wo mujhpar phhir chillaya....
"reason chahiye tujhe, to sun....jab main apni b.tech ki khali degree lekar ghar gaya to janta hai mere sath kya salook hua...ghar par bade bhai ki shadi ki baat chal rahi thi isliye ghar me bahut log aate jate rahre the, aur jab koyi mere baare me puchhta to sab yahi kahte ki....humare khandan me sabse kharab main hoon, main hee ek akela shaks hoon, jisne apne khandan ka naam duba diya...aisa isliye hua kyunki mere pass paisa nahi tha, mere pass naukari nahi thi.....yadi mujhse kahi bhi thodi si bhi galti ho jati to meri us galti ko mere education se jod diya jata....main apne hee ghar me rahkar pagal hua ja raha tha, aur phhir jis din ladki wale humare ghar aaye to bhai ne ek chhoti si baat pe sabke samne mujhpar hath chala diya....bas usi samay mere dil aur dimag dono ne gala phhad -phhad ke kaha ki bas bahut ho gaya, aur mujhe sabse bura tab laga jab mujhe kisi ne nahi roka...sab yahi chahte the ki main unki zindagi se chala jaun, so maine wahi kiya...."itna bolte bolte main bahut emotional ho gaya tha, Arun ko apni beeti zindagi ke kuch pal batakar main apne zakhm phhir hara kar liye the....Varun bhi tab tak aa chuka tha aur darwaze par chup chap khada meri baate sun raha tha......
Kuch der tak hum teeno me se koyi kuch nahi bola, aur phhir Arun ne apna bag apni taraf kheech kar khola aur MM ki ek botal nikal kar bola...
"ye le tera gift..."
Meri nam aankho me ek hansi jhalak aayi "tu sale abhi tak bhula nahi..."
ye hum dono ki ek khas adat thi ki hum dono ne ek dusare ko gift ke taur par hamesha daru hee gift ki thi...aur sabse badi baat ye ki Arun ne hee mujhe daru peene ki lat bhi lagayi thi......
" i love daru more than girls..."bolte hue maine uske hath se botal chheeni aur Varun ki taraf dekh kar bola"aaj raat ka jugad ho gaya be..."
Mere aisa kahne par Varun ke sath - sath Arun bhi hans pada...
Varun aur Arun hee mere present life me mere apne the, Arun ke Papa Inspecter the aur Arun railway me kisi achchhi post par tha...
"shadi ho gayi teri..."MM ko ek kinare rakhkar maine Arun se puchha....
"kaha shadi , abhi to life enjoy karni baki hai...shadi karte rahenge aaram se...."
"Varun, le peg to bana, sar dard kar raha hai...."
"Arman, ye Nisha kaun hai be "
"hai , mohalle me rahne wali ek ladki..."main bola....
"maine socha nahi tha ki uske jaane ke baad tu kisi ladki ke sath relation banayega..."Arun janta tha ki mujhe uska naam lena ab pasand nahi hai, isliye usne uska naam nahi liya....
"socha to maine bhi nahi tha, lekin maloom nahi ye kaise ho gaya...."
"le pakad..."isi beech Varun ne hum teeno ka peg taiyar kar diya , jise chadhakar Varun bola"yar Arun, maine isse kitni baar iski beeti zindagi ke baare me puchhane ki koshish ki, lekin isne mujhe ek baar bhi nahi bataya aur har baar kisi na kisi bahane se taal diya...."
"dimag mat kha yar tu ab, ek aur peg bana...mast daru hai.."maine ek baar phhir Varun ki baat ko talne ki koshish ki....lekin shayad aaj main kamyab nahi rahunga iska mujhe andaza ho gaya tha.....
"aaj to khulasa hokar hee rahega Varun..."apna peg gale se neeche utar kar Arun bola"chinta mat kar ,aaj ye sab kuch bakega...."
"main kuch nahi batane wala..."
"nahi batayega..."
"bilkul bhi nahi..."
"ek baar aur soch le..."
"maine bol diya na ek baar..."
"phhir wo bathroom wali baat main Varun ko bata dunga, soch le..."
Arun ne meri dukhti nash ko pakad liya tha, do-teen peg marne se sar bhi ekdum free ho gaya tha, ek dum bindas......
MM ki botal khali ho chuki thi aur main bhi ab bilkul taiyar tha Varun ko wo sab batane ke liye ,jo main nahi batana chahta tha....
"ek aur peg bana...."maine Kaha


Chapter-3:First day

Chapter-3: First day
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Har wo chah khatam ho jati hai , jiski hume tamanna hoti hai...sapne humari buri haqiqat ke samne dam tod dete hai aur bachta hai to sirf rakh ,yaadon ki raakh ,jiske sahare hum phhir apni baaki ki zindagi gujarte hai, kabhi -kabhi aapke sath aisa kuch ho jata hai jiski aapne kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki hoti hai....
"College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..."Mera bhai mujhe jate hue naseehat de raha tha wo bhi bade pyar se...
"ji bhai..."
"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."
"ji bhai..."
"aur yadi ladayi jhagde ki ek bhi khabar ghar par aayi to usi waqt tera T.C. Nikalwa dunga samjha..."
"ji bhai..."Mera bhai mujhe thik usi tarah samjha rahe the ,jaise ki army ka colonel apne army ko instruction follow karne ke liye kah raha ho...Vipendra bhaiya mujhe college me chhodne aaye the, aur mere lakh mana karne ke bawjood mere rahne ka intezaam hostel me kar diya tha aur abhi jate waqt mujhe sab bata ke ja rahe the ki mujhe kya karna hai aur kya nahi karna hai.....bhai ke jane ke baad main wapas hostel aaya, is dauran jo ek baat mere man me khatak rahi thi , wo thi kal humare hone wali ragging , kuch dino pahle hee news paper me padha tha ki ek student ne ragging se tang aakar apni jaan de di thi.... College walo ne ek achchha kaam kiya tha aur wo tha ki first year ka hostel humare seniors se alag tha, lekin shaam hote-hote tak pure hostel me ye khabar fail gayi ki aaj raat ko 10 baje seniors hostel me ragging lene aayenge, jab se ye suna tha, dil buri tarah dhadak raha tha, har aadhe ghante me pani peene ke bahane nikalta aur dekh kar aata ki kahi kuch hua to nahi hai, wo puri raat sali meri zindagi ki sabse kharab raat thi,...puri raat main chain se nahi so paya, us raat koyi nahi aaya aur dusare din meri neend mere room ko kisi ne khatkhataya tab khuli....
"bahut bekar sota hai be..."ek ladka apna bag liye room ke bahar khada tha, aur phhir mujhe pakad kar bahar khinch liya,
"ye, ye kya kar raha hai..."maine jhallate hue bola...
"chal mera saman uthwa yar...bahut bhari hai...."
"tu bhi isi room me rahega..."
"bilkul sahi samjha, aur mera naam hai Arun...."
"Arman..."maine hath milate hue usse kaha, aur jab uska pura saman room ke andar gaya to main nahane ke liye chal diya....
Aaj Us adat ko chhode hue to bahut din ho gaye hai, lekin us samay meri ek ajeeb adat thi, main jis bhi ladke se milta to sabse pahle yahi dekhta ki wo mujhse jyada handsome hai ya nahi, aur Arun ko dekhkar maine khud se cheekh-cheekh kar yahi kaha tha ki "main isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"tu aaj college nahi jayega kya..."college ke liye taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha, Arun height me mere jitna hee tha, lekin uska rang kuch sawla tha....
"jaunga na..."
"9:40 se college shuru hai..."
"to...."bistar par pade pade usne kaha...
"to , taiyar nahi hoga kya ,9:20 to kab ke ho gaye..."
"dekh, main koyi laundiya to hoon nahi , jo pure ek ghante taiyar hone me time laga doon aur waise bhi main ghar se naha ke chala tha to aaj nahane ka sawal hee nahi uthta..."
"lag gayi ise hawa..."
Iske baad maine itna dekha ki , 9:30 bajte hee usne apna bag uthaya aur room me lage sheeshe me ek baar apna face dekha aur mere sath hostel se bahar aa gaya....
first year ki classes me thoda change kiya gaya tha, seniors humari ragging na le paye ,isliye humari class ko ek ghante pahle hee shuru kar diya tha aur seniors ki class chhutane ke ek ghante pahle hee humari day off ho jata tha.....lekin kuch seniors aise bhi hote hai jinke pichhwade me jyada khujali hoti hai aur wo humari timing me hee college aa jate the,...
"abey teri branch kaun si hai..."raste me maine usse puchha...
"Mechanical..."Arun ne jawab diya,
"Meri bhi mechanical..."thoda khush hote hue maine kaha"matlab ki hum dono ek hee class me baithenge..."
"abey rook..."mujhe Arun ne roka, hum us samay college se thodi hee door me the, ya phhir kahe ki hum college pahuch gaye the...
"kya hua..."
"udhar dekh, kuch seniors khade hai...peechhe ke raste se chal..."
"tujhe maloom hai dusara rasta..."
"mujhe sab maloom hai , chal aaja..."hum dono ne wahi se turn mara aur kuch der peechhe chalne ke baad jhadi jhunjhati me usne mujhe ghusa diya....
"tujhe pakka maloom hai rasta..."
"abey mere bhai ke kuch dost yaha se pass out hue hai , unhone hee mujhe bataya tha is raste ke baare me...."
Jaise taise karke hum dono aage badhte rahe aur phhir mujhe college ki deewar bhi dikhne lagi, College ke andar jane ka ek aur rasta hai, ye mujhe Arun ne bataya tha...jab hum dono us jhadi-jhunjhati wale raste se nikal kar bahar aaye to mujhe wo gate dikha , jiske baare me Arun ne kaha tha, wo gate college me kaam karne wale workers ke liye tha, jinka ghar wahi pass me tha.....
"koyi fayda nahi hua, "Arun bola"wo dekh sali senior girls khadi hai, liye danda..."
duniya me 99 % ladkiya khubsurat hoti hai aur jo 1 % bachti hai wo aapke college me rahti hai, aisa maine kahi suna tha, lekin meri aankho ke samne abhi 5-6 senior ladkiya khadi thi , jo ek se badhkar ek thi, un 5-6 senior girls ko dekhkar hee aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki duniya ki 99 % khubsurat ladkiya mere college me hee padhti ho....
"yar, kya maal hai..."maine Arun se kaha...
"chup kar aur unhe dekhe bina seedhe chal, yadi pakad liya to behal kar dengi..."
"abey ye ladkiya hai, itna kyun dar raha hai...ghuma ke dunga ek hath sab bikhar jayengi yahi..."main mardana aawaz me bola,
"abhi to tu inko bikher dega, lekin jab inhi ladkiyo ke peechhe pure seniors aayenge tab kya karega...."
"finally karna kya hai, ye bata..."
"kuch nahi karna bas chup chap andar ghus jana..."
"done..."maine aise kaha jaise koyi bahut bada mission pura kar liya ho.
hum dono un ladkiyo ki taraf bina dekhe samne chale ja rahe the, aur jab humne un ladkiyo ko cross kiya to us samay dil ki dhadkane badh gayi, man machal raha tha ki unko dekhu, unke seene ko dekhkar apne Arman pura karu...lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur chup chap samne dekhkar chalta raha....
"oye ma de ladle..."hum bas gate se andar hee ghusne wale the ki un ladkiyo ne aawaz di....
"shayad mere kaan baj rahe hai..."
"nahi beta ,ye kaan nahi baj rahe hai , ye un gori-gori chuhiya ki aawaz hai..."
"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."
"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai

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"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."


"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai inka dhyan khud ki taraf khinchna, baad me ye aur bhi buri tarah se ragging lengi..."
"final bata , karna kya hai..."mere kadam wahi rook gaye the aur paseene se bura haal tha, us waqt maine socha tha ki shayad Arun me thodi himmat hogi,lekin jaise hee usko dekha , to jo mere muh se nikla wo ye tha...
"sala ye to mujhse bhi jyada dara hua hai...."
"maa de ladlo , sunayi deta kya tum dono ko idhar aao..."jin ladkiyo ko kuch der pahle main swarg ki apsara samajh kar line marne ki soch raha tha ,wo ab narak ki chudail ban gayi thi...
"ji...ji...mam , aapne hume bulaya..."Arun unke pass jakar bola, main uske peechhe khada tha...
"tu hat be..."Arun ko jor se dhakka dekar un chudailo ne meri taraf dekha...
"aur chikne kya haal hai..."
"sab badhiya..."kanpte hue maine kaha, us samay main puri tarah paseene se bheeg chuka tha...
"cigarette piyega..."unme se ek ladki ne cigarette nikali aur meri taraf badhakar puchhi....
Maine ek do baar cigarette pee thi, lekin kisi doodh peete bachche ki tarah, kash kheencha aur phhir dhue ko bahar phek diya....main yaha ye soch kar aaya tha ki jis tarah main hamesha se school me topper tha , usi tarah yaha bhi top karunga, aur cigarette , sharab aur ladki ko bas door se dekhkar maza lunga....
"chal cigarette jala..."un chudailo me se ek chudail ne mera cigarette mere muh me phansa di aur tabhi mere man mere bade bhai ke dwara kahi gayi baat aayi...
"yadi cigarette aur daru ko chhua bhi to soch lena..."
"ji bhai..."
"main cigarette nahi peeta sorry..."un ladkiyo ne jo cigarette mere muh me phansayi thi use ek jhatke me maine muh se nikal kar zameen par phek diya, jisse unka para aasman touch kar gaya...
"kyun be lawde,tu kya samjha ki peechhe ke raste se aayega to bach jayega aur tujhme itni himmat kaha se aayi jo tune cigarette ko phek diya..."
Unke muh se gali suni to mujhe yakin hee nahi hua ki ek ladki bhi gali de sakti hai, main aankhe phhad-phhad ke un ladkiyo ko dekh raha tha....tabhi unme se kisi ka phone baja aur wo sab chali gayi lekin jate-jate unhone mujhe dhamki de dali ki wo mujhe is college se bhagakar rahegi.......
"teri to lag gayi beta...."unke waha se jaane ke baad Arun mere pass aaya...
"ab class chale..."
jab tak hum class ke andar nahi pahuche Arun ragging ke baare me bata-bata kar darata raha, lekin main aise react kar raha tha ,jaise ki mujhe koyi farak hee na padta ho ,lekin asliyat ye thi ki ye sab sirf ek dikhawa tha, main khud bhi andar se bahut jyada dara hua tha....
"wo dekh us chashme wali ko, desi aam lag rahi hai, ek baar khane ko mil jaye to maza aa jaye..."
sarif to main bhi nahi tha, lekin is tarah khule me sabke samne aisi baate karne se main parhej karta tha , jisse sabko aksar yahi bharam hota tha ki main bahut bada sarif hoon aur aksar mere exam ke result is baat par muhar laga dete the...lekin mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki mera jitna bhi achchha waqt tha wo khatam ho chuka tha aur main yaha apni zindagi ki jade khodne aaya tha.....
"first class kiski hai...."Maine Arun se puchha,...
"abey, mera bhi aaj pahla din hai...aur abhi se bheja mat kha..."
First year me sabhi branch walo ka course same hota hai, isliye do-do branch walo ko ek sath arrange kiya gaya tha, Meri aur Arun ki branch Mechanical thi , lekin humare sath Mining branch ke bhi students the, aur mujhe jo ek baat maloom chali wo ye thi ki ,mujhe sirf apne branch ke seniors se darne ki jaroorat hai aur main hostel me rahta hoon to isliye meri ragging kewal hostel ke seniors le sakte hai, jo senior local hai ya phhir city me rahte hai, wo yadi tumhari ragging le to tum unhe pel sakte ho aur yadi city wale koyi lafda kare to hostel wale sath dete hai, aisa rule waha chalta tha.....
"kuch bhi bol Ajay , lekin college mast hai, yaha ki maal bhi mast hai..."peechhe wale bench par apne dono hath tikakar Arun bola, itane der me shayad wo mera naam bhool gaya tha....
"Arman, not Ajay..."
"le na yar ab kha mat..."
"pata nahi kisse pala pada hai..."main budbudaya aur phhir samne dekhne laga....
"good morning students..."apne seene se ek book chipka kar ek mam andar aayi, mam kya wo to puri maal thi maal , 5'8" lagbhag height , models wali kamar, gora rang....use class ke andar aata dekhkar sabhi khade ho gaye aur kuch ladko ka khada bhi ho gaya ,
"sala ye college hai ya Goa ka beach, jidhar nazar ghumao ek se badhkar ek dikhti hai..."Arun apne tharki andaz me dheere se bola....
Uske baad kuch der tak introduction chala, jisme hume us mam ka naam maloom chala,...us 5'8" height wali mam ka naam deepika tha, aur wo hume Computer Science padhane aayi thi, sali jitani jyada gori thi utana hee kala uska dil tha, class me aate hee usne ek sath 10 assignment de diye aur boli ki har 3 din me wo ek assignment check karegi aur to aur next monday ko test ka bolkar usne sabki phhad ke rakh di.....
"ye laudi hai kaun, iski maa ki..."Arun rone wali style me bola" bahar mile ye gand maar lunga iski..."
"control bhai..."uske kandhe ko sahlakar use dilasa dete hue main bola.....
"ghanta ka control, ise to Haweli me le jakar cnodunga,..."
"Haweli...."
"tu bachcha hai abhi, Raj comics padh, ye sab bade log karte hai..."
Arun kya kahna chahta tha, ye to mere sar ke upar se nikal gaya, deepika mam ne aate hee sabki phhad dali thi, ye to sach tha, lekin sach ye bhi tha ki us ek class me hee aadhe se adhik ladke ek dusare ko bolne lage the ki "CS wali mam teri bhabhi hai...."
deepika mam ke mast lambe-lambe baal the,....Sar ke , aur uske baal aksar uske chehre par aa jate, jinhe kisi filmi actress ki tarah apne samne aaye balo ko wo peechhe karti, us period me humari class ki ladkiyo ki full2 bejjati hoti thi, Yun to pura college fuljadiyo se bhara pada tha ,lekin Humare branch ki ladkiya Comedy circus ki bharti thi, siway ek do ko chhodkar , unhe koyi nahi dekhne wala tha ,kyunki jab heera samne ho to koyale ki chah kaun karega....
"tumhara naam kya hai....""sunayi nahi deta kya..."
"abey tujhe bol rahi hai ,khade ho..."apni kohni ko Arun ne mere pet me de mara aur main jaise apne khayalo se bahar aaya...is tarah mujhe khada karne se main thoda hadbada gaya tha, jiske karan kuch students hase bhi the.....
"yes mam..."main uth khada hua, meri halat us samay thik waisi thi ,jaise ek bakre ki halat kasai ko dekhkar hoti hai,
"pahle hee din, pahle hee class me bejjati..."sach batau, to meri us waqt puri tarah phhati hui thi, na jaane wo kya bol de....
"tum apni copy lekar idhar aao..."deepika mam ne mujhe samne bulaya....

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"tum apni copy lekar idhar aao..."deepika mam ne mujhe samne bulaya....
dil ki dnadkane badhne lagi aur yahi khayal aata raha ki deepika mam kahi kuch puchh na le, kyunki abhi tak na to maine kuch likha tha aur na hee kuch padha tha, abhi tak mera dhyan sirf aur sirf usi par tha....
"yaha main comedy kar rahi hoon kya...."
"no mam..."apna sar jhukaye main kisi bachche ki tarah samne khada tha, aur us samay ka intezaar kar raha tha ,jab wo gusse se chillati hui meri copy phek de aur main phhir apni copy uthakar wapas apni jagah par baith jaun.....
"naam kya hai tumhara..."
"Arman...."
"kya Arman hai tumhare,...jara sabko batao..."
"sorry mam, aage se kuch nahi karunga...."ye to maine mam se kaha , lekin main use kuch aur bhi bol sakta tha aur wo ye tha"mere Arman ye hai ki tujhe patak-patak kar chodu, kabhi aage se to kabhi peechhe se...."
"sit down, aur dobara meri class me koyi harkat karne se pahle soch lena..."
Apna muh latkaye , main wapas apni jagah par aaya ,jaha Arun baitha maze le raha tha....
"ab chup ho ja..."khunnas me maine kaha aur meri aawaz jara tej ho gayi ,jisse wo 5'8" height wali phhir bhadki aur mujhe ek baar phhir se khada kiya....
"wo mam usse main kuch puchh raha tha..." deepika mam, mera gala dabati usse pahle hee maine bol diya....
"tum bhi khade ho..."abki baar ishara Arun ki taraf tha, aur jab mam ne use khade hone ke liye kaha to uske chehre ka rang bhi badal gaya,...
"kya puchh raha tha ye tumse..."
"wo mam, binary ko octal me convert karne ki method, puchh raha tha..."jhooth bolte hue Arun ne meri taraf dekha aur sari class ne hum dono ki taraf nigahe dali...
"get out...."
"kya..."
"meri class ne bahar jao aur aaj ka tumhara attendance cut, aur agli lass me aao, to jara dhyan se, kyunki yadi next class me tumne koyi harkat ki to Assignment double ho jayega.....is aas me ki mam ka dil thoda dariyadil ho aur wo mujhe wapas neeche baitha de , isliye main thodi der apni jagah par khada raha,...lekin wo is beech hazaro baar mujhe bahar jane ke liye chilla chuki thi , aur phhir usne aakhiri baar Principal ke pass le jaane ki dhamki di...puri class ke samne meri ijjat me char chand lag chuke the, lekin jab deepika mam ne Principal ka naam liya to main kisi bheegi billi ki tarah class se bahar aaya.......
Mujhe ab bhi yaad hai us din main pure 40 min. class ke bahar khade raha, aur phhir jab deepika mam ka period khatam hua aur wo bahar nikali...lekin meri taraf gusse se apni naak sikod kar waha se aage chali gayi, aur jab main class me ghusa to tab sabhi ki najare mujh par hee tiki hui thi.....
"aao beta Arman, kya pure hue aapke dil ke Arman..."
"chup rah sale, warna yahi fod dunga, munda mat bamka..."
"o teri, sorry yar...yadi tujhe bura laga ho to..."Arun bola...
us din us class me do log aise the, jinhe main chahkar bhi nahi bhula sakta hoon, ek to mera khas dost bana aur ek ladki aisi thi, jise dekhkar hee mere muh se galiyo ki pavitra dhara nikalne lagti thi....
"Naveen..."ek ne pahle Arun ki taraf hath badhaya aur phhir meri taraf....
Naveen Mining branch ka tha, aur wo bhi thoda sawla tha, Naveen ko dekhkar ek baar phhir maine khud se chillakar kaha ki"main to isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"bhai, agli class se thoda sambhal kar..."mujhe naseehat dene laga wo.
dusari class to shuru ho chuki thi, lekin teacher abhi tak nahi aaya tha,ladke ho ya ladkiya sabhi sabzi-mandi ki tarah cheekh rahe the, aur usi dauran ek ladki samne aayi aur hum sabko shant rahne ke liye kaha....lekin halat pahle jaise hee rahe...jisse wo ladki samne wale bench par baithe ladko se kuch boli, aur samne bench par baithe chutiyo me sabko shant rahne ke liye kaha, kuch der laga sabko shant karne me....
"Good Morning friend...My Name is Sherin...."
"to kya chusegi sab ka..."Arun ne ek pal bina gawaye ye bola, sun to sabne liya tha, lekin sab sale reaction aise kar rahe the, jaise kaano me rui daal ke aaye ho, samne khadi us ladki ne bhi sun liya tha, lekin wo bhi aise react kar rahi thi, jaise usne suna na ho.....
"ye to chudegi, sali BC..."
"gand me laat maarkar baithao isko..."pahle Arun aur phhir uske sur me sur milata hua Naveen bola, main bhi josh me aa gaya aur bola
"is introduction wali laundiya ko nangi karke pure college me daudana chahiye...."
"main bolta hoon ki muthi maar ke sali ke face pe daal dena chahiye, hoshiyari chodne aayi hai yaha...."
udhar Sherin ke baad baki ki ladkiyo ne bhi apna introduction diya, ye silsila aur bhi aage chalta yadi thermodynamics ke sar waha na aaye hote to....basically humara subject tha,basic mechanical engineering, (BME) , lekin jo sir hume padhane aaye the, unka khud ka base clear nahi tha , puri class ke dauran usne kya padhya kuch samajh nahi aaya, sala boa bhi kis language me tha, ye bhi samajh me nahi aaya....padhayi ki taraf main thoda sensitive tha, aur apna pura sar BME ke period me khapane ke baad bhi jab , kuch samajh nahi aaya to, ek dar dil me uthane laga ki sala exam me kya hoga....
"kya hua,..."
"yar kuch samajh nahi aa raha..."
"to tension kis baat ki ye topic hee chhod de...kaun sa tujhe top marna hai"
"mujhe top hee marna hai..."us waqt to Arun se maine ye kah diya ,lekin ye junoon mere sar se bahut jald utarne wala tha, ye main nahi janta tha.........

"usko dekh, khud ko miss world samajh rahi hai..."Arun ne usi ladki ki taraf ishara kiya, jo kuch der pahle samne aakar introduction de rahi thi....
"mera bas chale to iska T.C. hee iske hath me de du..."Sherin ki taraf dekhte hue maine kaha, kuch der pahle jab wo samne aakar bol rahi thi to uski aawaz natural nahi thi, wo apni alag hee tone me baat kar rahi thi, jo ki aksar ladkiya karti hai.....Naveen us waqt study me laga hua tha, aur main aur Arun us ladki ko dekhkar dil hee dil me bura bhala kah rahe the,...tabhi uski nazar hum par padi , aur maine turant apni nazare uski taraf se hata kar apne copy ki taraf kar li.....
"ye kahi ye na soch le ki hum dono ise line de rahe hai..."maine pen pakda aur teacher jo likha raha tha use chhapte hue bola....
"ghanta ka line, itane bade college me ye akeli hee hai kya, jo ise line denge...ise dekhkar to deepika mam ke class me khada lund bhi so gaya...."
"tu mujhe bigad raha hai..."
"paka mat,..."
Wo period to le deke nikal gaya, lekin maine jitna khaya piya tha, wo sab nikal liya tha, humare guru ghantal teachers ne aur recess me main aur Arun bahar aaye...
"battery low hai yar,chal canteen se aate hai..."apne pet par hath phhira kar main bola...
"chal aaja, maal tadenge udhar..."
Waise to seniors ki class lagi hui thi us waqt, lekin kuch aise bhi hote hai, jo class bunk karke canteen pahuch jate hai, jab hum canteen ke andar gaye to waha items to thi, lekin sath me humare seniors bhi the aur wo aise baithe hue the jaise college unke baap ka ho....
"chup chap ,ek kursi pakad le, warna lafda ho jayega..."
main us waqt kuch nahi bola,aur hum dono ne side ki kursi pakad li....
"usko dekh..."Arun ka ishara canteen me ek taraf baithe hue senior ki taraf tha, jo ki kuch students ke sath baitha baate kar raha tha....
"kya hua..."maine bhi usi taraf dekha...
"uska naam Varun hai, sala 7 saal se is college me padh raha hai, lekin aaj tak 4th year me hee latka hua hai..."
jab Arun ne mujhse kaha tab maine uski taraf gaur se dekha, wo apne sath baithe students me se jyada age ka lag raha tha, aur apne pair se table ke neeche se dusari taraf baithi hui ladki ke pair ko sahla raha tha....
"ye ladkiya bhi na jaane kaiso-kaiso se pat jati hai..."us ladki ke liye jhootha dukh vyakt karte hue maine Arun se puchha"ye 7 saal wala hai kis branch ka..."
"apne hee branch ka hai sala aur kuch log kahte hai ki ye faadu ragging leta hai..."
Ragging sunkar gala sukh gaya, us samay yahi ek chiz thi jo mujhpar hawi thi, jab se main college campus ke andar ghusa tha, yahi chiz mujhe dara rahi thi....
"sala ,ye ragging band kar dena chahiye..."pani peete hue main bola, Pani ke pura ek glass khali karne ke baad thoda sukoon aaya,
"band hai pyare, raaging to salo se band hai lekin ye log le hee lete hai..."
"ye sala canteen wala kaha mar gaya BC..."hyper hote hue main bola aur meri aawaz pure canteen me gunj uthi , mera itna kahna tha ki sabki nazar ek baar phhir meri taraf hui, mujhe dekhkar kuch apne kaam me lag gayi, kuch aise bhi the, jo meri taraf hee dekh rahe the, unki shakal se lag raha tha ki ,wo mujhe man hee man me galiya bak rahe hai.....tabhi wo 7 saal se college me padhne wala uthkar humari taraf aaya, uske sath kuch ladke bhi the aur wo ladki bhi ,jo uske samne baithi thi.....
"kis branch ka hai..."mere samne wali kursi ko kheenchkar Varun ne mujhse puchha...dil kiya ki us kursi ko ek laat maarkar door kar du, lekin phhir uske baad hone wale mere haal ka andaza lagakar main rook gaya....
"Mechanical, 1st year..."wo raavan mere samne wali chair par pura ka pura sama gaya tha,
"mujhe janta hai..."
"h..h..haan.."gala ek baar phhir sukhne laga aur jaise hee maine pani wale glass ki taraf hath badhaya us raavan ne mera hath pakad liya aur jor se dabane laga, dard to kar raha tha, lekin maine apne muh se ek aawaz tak nahi nikali aur na hee usse bola ki mera hath chhod de,,..
"pani baad me peena, pahle mere sawalo ka jawab de..."wo mere hatho ko ab bhi pakde hue tha aur apna pura jor lagakar dabaye pada tha...
"abey BC,MC , chhod mere hath ko warna yahi patak patak kar gand marunga...."uski aankho me aankh dalte hue maine sirf aankho se kah diya....
"aankh neeche kare be..."Varun ke sath jo ladke aaye the, unme se ek ne mere sar pakda aur neeche jhuka diya..game Shuru ho chuka tha, aur mujhe andaza ho gaya tha ki ab kuch na kuch bura hee hoga....
Mere baye hath ki haddiyo ka kachumar bana kar usne mera hath chhoda aur phhir mere gaal ko pakad kar bola"beta, aukat me rahna seekho aur seniors ko respect do..."
Varun ki item ne apne chair se ek samosa uthakar layi aur uska aadha tukda khakar baki mere chehre par thop di, us waqt shayad main bahut gusse me tha, dil kar raha tha, ki us ladki ko kheench kar aisa thap'ad maru ki uska sar hee alag ho jaye, lekin gusse ko peena pada, main unhe dekhne ke siwa aur kuch nahi kar saka.....wo sabhi mujhpar kuch der hase aur chale gaye...tabhi Varun ke sath wali ladki ,jisne mere chehre ki ye halat ki thi, meri nazar uske gand par padi aur maine man hee man me ye shapath li ki, "isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...."

"isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...."
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Apna naam meri beeti zindagi me sunkar mere khas dost Varun ne mujhe meri college life se bahar ghaseeta....
"abey, ye 7 saal se lagatar fail hone wale ladke ka naam Varun kase hai..."
"ab tu ye uske baap se puchh, ki usne uska naam Varun kyun rakkha..."
"le yar ek aur peg bana..."Arun ne apni khali glass meri taraf badhayi, aur maine Varun ki taraf....
"raat ho gayi kya..."maine uthane ki koshish ki ,lekin sar ghoom raha tha, isliye wapas baith gaya...
"din hai be abhi...dopahar ke 12 baj rahe hai..."Varun ne peg banakar glass meri taraf badhaya aur bola"aage bata, canteen ke baad kya hua..."
"canteen ke baad..."
mujhse yadi us waqt koyi kuch aur puchhta to shayad main nahi bata pata, lekin meri college me beeti zindagi mujhe is tarah yaad thi ki raat ko 12 baje bhi koyi utha ke puchhe to main use bata doon..
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us din canteen ki harkat ne mujhe jhanjhod kar rakh diya, Arun bhi chup baitha hua tha, main buri tarah gusse me tha, aur jab canteen wala humara order lekar aaya to main bola...
"ab tu hee kha BC..."
main waha se gusse me utha aur Canteen se bahar aa gaya, Arun bhi peechhe-peechhe tha...
"Arman, rook na be,..."Arun daud kar mere samne khada ho gaya aur mujhe rok kar bola"bhool ja..."
" us laundiya ka kya naam hai , bata sali ko chod ke aata hoon..."
"uska name to mujhe bhi nahi maloom..."aisa bolte bolte Arun ne mujhe gale laga liya, pata nahi sale me kya jadu tha ki mera gussa shant hone laga....
"door chal, main gay nahi hoon..."jab mera gussa puri tarah shant ho gaya to maine kaha...
"ek baat bata, tujhe Varun ke sath wali ladki maal lagi na..."mujhse alag hote hue Arun ne mujhse puchha...
"maal to hai, isiliye to uska name puchha"
"to bhai, use bhool ja, Warna Varun nanga karke daudayega..."
"wo utni bhi hot nahi hai ki main uske liye pure college me nanga daudu...now concentrate only on deepika mam "
Uske baad hum dono apni class ki taraf aaye, first year ki sari class aas-pass hee thi, isliye recess me har branch ki ladkiyo ko line mara ja sakta tha....hum dono apni class ke bahar khade students ke pass jakar khade ho gaye,jaha group bana kar kuch ladke baate kar rahe the aur jaisa ki maine socha tha topic girls par hee tha.....
"kaha gaye the yar..."Naveen ne hum dono se hath milaya aur puchha...
"canteen..."Arun ne jawab diya...
"Canteen "uski aankhe na jaane kitni badi ho gahi ye jaan kar jab usne suna ki hum dono canteen se hokar aaye hai....
"kya hua..."Uski badi -badi aankho ko dekhkar maine puchha...
"ragging hui ,tum dono ki..."
Ragging....ye sunkar main aur Arun ek dusare ki aankho me jhakne lage aur sochane lage ki ise kya bola jaye...
"nahi...kisi ne ragging nahi li..."
"aaj to bach gaye ,lekin kal se udhar mat jana, seniors dera daal ke rahte hai udhar...."
"to kya hua, phhati hai kya..."ye lafz maine aise kaha, jaise kuch der pahle Varun ki us hot item ne nahi balki maine uske face par samosa dala ho.....
"dekh bhai, jaankari dena apna kaam tha..."Naveen bola
"waise aur kaha-kaha ye seniors pakadte hai hume..."
"teen jagah fixed hai, first canteen, second city bus and third one is hostel...."
Hum is masle par kuch der aur bhi baat karte lekin uske pahle hee waha khade ladko me se kisi ek ne topic ko change karke, apne college ki haseenao par goal mara.....aur is mamle me sabse pahla name jo aaya wo tha deepika mam,...sab yahi chah rahe the ki deepika mam unse set ho jaye, kuch tharkiyo ne to ye tak bol diya tha ki...
"aaj college se jane ke baad deepika mam ko sochkar 61-62 karunga"
"tu bhi bol le kuch..."Arun ne mujhe kohani maari....
"main to us futiye Varun ki maal ko chodunga, wo bhi leta-leta kar..."
"Varun..."ye name sunkar sab chup hokar meri taraf dekhne lage,..us sab mujhe aise dekh rahe the jaise ki maine kisi ka murder karne ka public me elaan kar diya ho....
"maine to aise hee bol diya..."maine baat wahi khatam karni chahi...
"yar, aise mat bola kar, kahi se Varun ko maloom chal gaya to phhir panga ho jayega..."
Naveen ki baate sunkar maine charo taraf dekha aur jab confirm ho gaya ki ,humare gossip ko kisi ne nahi suna to main bola...
"darta hu kya, "
"dekh, jyada sher mat baniyo, warna pol khul javegi..."Arun mere kaan me fusfusaya....
Kuch der aur college ki ladkiyo ke baare me baate karte hue, humne apna samay barbaad kiya aur isi beech mujhe aur bhi kaye sare facts maloom hue jo ki humare college me barso se chale aa rahe the....
1. Jab tum first year me hee raho ,tab hee koyi maal pata lo,warna pure 4 saal khali hath se kaam chalana padega aur honth par ladki ke honth ki jagah boro plus laga kar rahna padega...."
2. Humara college Govt. tha, isliye college ke principal aur teachers ko bhale hee respect na do ,lekin waha kaam karne wale worker aur peon ko SIR kahkar bulana padega, jisse time aane par wo hume lambi line se bacha sake....
Us din ek aur jaroori fact jo maloom chala wo ye tha ki...
3. Jab bhi koyi maal patao to use jaldi chod do, humare college me padhne walo ka manna tha ki girlfriend ko chodne ke baad ladkiya, ladko se kisi strong chemical bond ki tarah bandh jati hai....
Us din aur bhi kuch maloom chalta yadi recess ke baad Mathematics wali mam na aati to....
"kitna baat karte ho tum log,pure Corridor me tum logo ki aawaz aa rahi hai..."samne wali bench par apni books rakhkar Maths wali mam ne dialogue mara....
Maths wali mam ka naam Damyanti tha, jo baad me humare beech "DAMMO RANI" ke naam se famous hui
........TO BE CONTINUED-

Chapter-4:Esha...
Update-13
College ka pahla din kisi bhi hisab se mere liye thik nahi raha, pahle-pahal to CS wali mam ne mujhe bahar bhaga diya aur baad me Canteen wala lafda...College ke pure periods attend karne ke baad aisa lag raha tha ,jaise kisi ne sari energy chus li ho,...
"thak gaya yar..."room me ghuste hee maine apna bag ek taraf pheka aur bistar par ludhak gaya,
"chal ground chalte hai, Shaam ke waqt hostel me rahne wali girls aati hai udhar..."
"gand maraye girls...mujhe to neend aa rahi hai..."
"thik hai tu so, main aata hoon..."
Main jyada thaka hua tha, isliye turant neend aa gayi, aur jab meri neend khuli to Arun mujhe utha raha tha....
"kya hua be..."
"abey raat ke 8 baj gaye..."
"to..."maine socha kuch kaam hoga.
"to kya..... raat ke 8 baje koyi sota hai kya..."
"ab tu decide karega ki mujhe kitne baje kya karna hai..."
"time pass nahi ho raha tha, to socha ujhe uthakar gappe-shappe maar loon...."
"time pass nahi ho raha hai to jakar muth maar..."aur main wapas chadar odhkar gahri neend me chala gaya.....
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purani adat itani jaldi nahi badalti, jab main school me tha tab aksar subah 4 baje uthkar padhayi shuru kar deta tha, aur usi ki badaulat first attempt me hee mujhe bahut hee achchha college mila tha...us din bhi maine 4 baje ka alarm set kiya aur jaisa ki pahle hota tha , dusare din meri aankh alarm ki vajah se subah 4 baje khul gayi, light on ki aur Arun ki taraf dekha...Arun aadha bistar par tha aur aadha bistar ke bahar hee jhool raha tha....
"kya khak padhu...kal to sab sar ke upar se paar ho gaya tha..."books aur notebook kholkar maine dher sari galiya di....
kuch der tak try karne ke baad bhi jab koyi fayda nahi hua to , maine lights off ki aur chadar taan kar let gaya....Meri purani adat ke anusar neend to aane se rahi , isliye main kuch sochane laga...jaise ki kis time par kis subject ko uthakar dimag ki dahi karni hai, phhir jaise hee mere dimag me CS subject ka khayal aaya to sabse pahle meri band aankho ke samne deepika mam ka haseen chehra aur uska haseen jism chha gaya....wo mere samne nahi thi, lekin main use pura dekh sakta tha,...aur isi khayalat me gote lagate hue mera hath mere paint ki taraf badha aur subah subah hee kaam ho gaya , uske baad jo neend lagi wo seedhe subah ke 8 baje khuli....
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Aaj ke din college me koyi aisa aane wali thi, jise nahi aana chahiye tha, us din bhi main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se andar gaye aur seedhe apni class ke andar dastak di....Naveen pahle se hee aa chuka tha...
"chal bahar se aate hai..."main apni seat par baitha hee tha ki Naveen ne apne bag me kuch tatolate hue mujhse bola....
"kyun....kya hua ? "
"lagta hai, bike ki chabi bike me hee lagi rah gayi..."usne ghabrahat me jawab diya...
Maine socha,Arun ko iske sath bhej du, lekin Arun to peechhe kisi se jaan pahchan bana raha tha isliye mujhe hee uske sath jana pada....
"bike me lagi hai chabi..."bike me chabi lagi dekhkar Naveen ne rahat ki saans li...
hum dono abhi bike stand par hee khade the ki ek teji se aati hui ek car ne waha khade sabhi logo ka dhyan kheencha....Car dekhkar hee andaza lagaya ja sakta tha ki andar baitha hua shaks ki hasiyat kitni jyada hai....
"koyi rahis baap ka launda hoga..."maine socha, lekin meri soch mujhe tab dhoka de gayi, jab us chamchamati Car se ladke ki jagah ek ladki bahar aayi,...ladki kya puri modern apsara thi wo, earring se lekar uske sandal tak uski rahisi aur uski modern jamane ke rang me rangi uski shaksiyat ki pahchan kara rahi thi....pahle to maine us ladki ko pura upar se lekar neeche tak dekha aur baad me mere nazar apne aap us jagah par atak gaye, jo ek ladki me mujhe sabse adhik pasand tha,...aur aisi harkat karne wala main waha akela nahi tha, waha khade lagbhag sabhi ladko ka yahi haal tha, sab apni paseendada jagah dekh kar lalcha rahe the.....
"ye kaun hai..."maine Naveen se puchha to usne jawab me kandhe uchkakar mana kar diya....
Waise to us college me bahut sari khubsurat ladkiya thi,lekin wo ladki jo abhi-abhi Car se bahar aayi thi ,wo unme se sabse alag lagi mujhe...aisa mujhe kyun laga iska reason aaj tak main nahi jaan paya......use dekhkar main aur Naveen wahi khade rah gaye, humare kadam zameen par aur aankhe us ladki par hee jami hui thi....Uske sath Car se ek aur bhi ladki bahar nikli, jo uski karibi friend hogi, aisa maine maan liya....
"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....

"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....
"Esha...."maine bhi dil hee dil me ye naam liya, aur bahut khush bhi hua aur mere arman use dekhkar bahar aaye
"isko to patana padega..."
"kya...?"Naveen bola...
"kuch nahi, chal class shuru ho gayi hogi..."
barso se kuch lafz , kuch alfaaz badi mushkil aur shiddat se likh rakkhe the maine kisi ke liye, jo mere liye khas ho aur aaj Esha ko dekhkar wo alfaaz mere dil se bahar aane ke liye machal rahe the......
"Whenever I close my eyes , i saw many faces in my mind but one face always remain same in my mind, in my heart......"


That face is my love........


"Whenever i hear any song , i feel her in every word of that song, i hear ,.her voice in every beats of the song......"


That Voice is My Love........


"Whenever i feel emptiness in my life, i saw a dream with myopen eyes,

in which an Angel comes in my dream......"


That Angel is my Love........
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"bahar...bahar, bilkul bahar..."damyanti mam ne mujhse kaha, jab maine unse andar aane ki permission mangi to"ye kya tumhara ghar hai..."
"sorry mam..."najare jhuka kar masoon banne ka natak karte hue main bola...
lekin meri us masoomiyat ka dammo rani par koyi asar nahi hua, aur upar se usne dhamki bhi de dali ki yadi maine usse bahas ki to wo aane wale 3 din tak attendance nahi degi
Kal se ye sab kuch mere sath pahli baar ho raha tha, pahle kabhi bhi kisi ne class se bahar nahi bhagaya tha, isliye mujhe maloom tak nahi tha ki , time pass kaise karu ,us samay college me ghoom bhi nahi sakta tha, kya pata koyi senior pakad kar ragging le le....dil kar raha tha ki damyanti ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet kar use class se bahar kar du....
"andar aa jao, aur agli baar se samay ka khayal rakhna..."dammo rani ne meri taraf dekha ,Shayad meri jhoothi masoomiyat aur bhoolepan ko usne asli samajh liya tha....jab class ke andar aaya to ek baar phhir puri class mujhe ghoor rahi thi, kuch mujhpar hans bhi rahe the aur kaleja tab jal gaya tab dekha ki Arun bhi hans raha hai....
"aur beta, kaha ghoom raha the tum dono..."main Arun ke left side me baitha aur Naveen right side me baith gaya...
"kahi nahi yar, bike stand tak gaye the..."Naveen bola"time se wapas bhi aa jate yadi wo ladki nahi dikhi hoti to...."
"kaun ladki be, jaldi bata..."
Mam ko shaq na ho isliye hum teeno apni copy me samne board par likha hua sab kuch chhap rahe the, aur dheemi aawaz me gappe bhi lada rahe the.....
"maloom nahi kaun hai, lekin hai ekdum karri item....uske samne to deepika bhi kam hai..."samne board ki taraf dekhkar main bola,...
ek do baar dammo rani se meri nazar bhi mili, tab maine apna sar upar neeche karke use ahsaas dilaya ki mujhe sab kuch samajh aa raha hai , jabki aisa kuch bhi nahi tha, main to us waqt sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me soch raha tha, us waqt main sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me baat karna chahta tha....
"kitna achchha ho , yadi is dammo ki jagah wo apsara hume maths padhaye...."dil ke armano ne ek baar phhir ghantiya bajayi, aur in ghantiyo ko kisi ne bahut jor se bajaya....
"mam..."class ke gate ki taraf se kisi ki aawaz aayi....aur jab nazare us taraf mudi to bas wahi jamkar rah gayi, gate par Esha khadi thi...
"yes..."Math wali mam ne Esha se kaha...
"ye bhi isi class me padhegi ,"khush to bahut hua tha , bench par kood kood kar dance karna chahta tha, Arun aur Naveen se kahna chahta tha ki"tum log yaha se uth jao be, wo yaha baithegi..."lekin afsoos tab hua jab wo boli ki....
"mam CS branch ki class kaun si hai..."
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corridor me sabse pahla class humara hee tha, isliye wo shayad humare class me apni class puchhane aayi thi, socha ki ro ro kar use is baat ka ahsaas dilau ki main kitna dukhi hoon, uske yun jane se , Arun mere andar ki bechaini ko samajh gaya aur bola...
"oye, ye natak band kar, now concentrate only on deepika mam"

Esha to apni class me chali gayi, lekin uski chhap mere dil par wo chhod gayi thi, aur Esha ki chhap kewal mujhpar hee nahi padi thi, aur bahut se log the, jinka dil Esha ke is tarah se jaane ke karan udas tha....Arun aur Naveen bhi isi list me the.....
"wo meri maal hai, usko dekhna bhi mat..."Esha ke jaane ke baad maine phhir se board par nazar gadayi aur jo kuch bhi dammo rani likh rahi thi, main use apni notebook me chhapte hue un dono se bola....
"set to mujhse hee hogi..."Naveen ne kaha...
"gand me bhar lo sab ladkiyo ko, deepika ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, Esha ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, kisi aur ladki ko bhi dekhoge to wo bhi tum dono ki hee item hai, main yaha hilane aaya hu hai na "
main aur Naveen hans pade, aur ek baar phhir damyanti mam apni jwalamukhi najaro se hum dono ko ghoorne lagi, damyanti ke is tarah se dekhne ke karan main aur Naveen chup ho gaye aur ekdum serious student bankar samne desk par rakkhi books ke panne ulatane lage.....
"chal aaja canteen se aate hai..."recess me Arun ne mujhse canteen chalne ke liye kaha, aur meri aankho ke samne wo najara chha gaya jab Varun ki item mere chehre se pyar kar rahi thi....maine Arun ko saaf mana kar diya ki main canteen ki taraf nahi jaunga,aur phhir main apne hee class ke samne aakar khada ho gaya, jaha kuch ladke khade hokar baat kar rahe the, main khada to apne class me tha lekin aankhe CS branch ki class ki taraf tiki hui thi,...main us waqt waha khada us waqt ka intejaar kar raha tha ki kab wo modern apsara apne class se bahar nikal kar aaye aur meri aankho ko sukoon mile....uparwale ne jaise meri man ki baat sun li ho, Esha apne usi friend ke sath class se bahar nikli aur bahar khade sabhi log machal uthe, sabhi Esha ko dekh rahe the.....humari classes first floor pe thi aur corridor ke dono taraf se neeche jane ke liye seedhiya bani hui thi....Esha apne friend ke sath humari taraf aane lagi,...main ye janta tha ki wo mere liye to is taraf nahi aa rahi hai, lekin phhir bhi dhadkane tej ho gayi, aur wo jab mere samne se gujari to meri jubaan ladkhadaye
"I....."bas itna hee bol paya main Esha ko dekhkar , aur aawaz bhi itani dheemi thi ki mere sath khade mere class wale bhi us aawaz ka na sun paye....
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main pahle bhi hairan hua karta tha aur ab bhi hairan hua karta hoon, ki Arun kaise jaan jata hai ki dusare kya soch rahe hai....
"matlab...."zameen par audha leta Varun cigarette ke chhalle udate hue mujhse puchha...
"matlab ki.."Maine Arun ki taraf dekha, sala daru ki botal liye bathroom se bahar aa raha tha"Arun ki ek khasiyat hai, wo kisi ka bhi shakal dekhkar ye bata deta hai ki uske andar kya chal raha hai ,wo banda kis soch me dooba hua hai...."
"aisa hai kya..."
"ha be,.."
"phhir to..."ye bolte hue Varun zameen par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekha....
"ye sala bathroom me botal lekar kyun gaya tha ?"
"apni adat hai..."mere pass baithte hue Varun ki taraf dekhkar Arun ne jawab diya...
"badi ajeeb adat hai be, achchha hua khane ki plate lekar bathroom jane ki adat nahi hai ,warna ek taraf se material bahar nikalta to dusari taraf se andar jata...."Varun jor-jor se thahake lagane laga aur mujhse bola"tu kyun ruk gaya be, aage bata kya hua...."
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Us din recess me jab maine dheemi aawaz me "I"bola tha , tab Arun mere bagal me hee khada tha, aur jab Esha humari aankho ke samne se gujari to waha ek Arun hee aisa ladka tha jo Esha ki jagah mujhe dekh raha tha aur mere chehre ke badalte rang ko dekhkar wo samajh gaya tha ki mere andar abhi kya chal raha hai......
"chal aaja..."mera hath Pakad kar Arun bola...
"abey kaha aaja..."
"chal Esha se teri baat karata hoon..."
Ye sunte hee maine turant uska hath door kiya aur bola"tujhe aisa kyun laga ki main Esha se baat karna chahta hoon ?"
"ab beta humko ginti ginna na hee sikhao...jab se tune use dekha hai, tere face par lali chhayi hui hai..."
"abey hat....aisi darjano ladkiyo ko main roj dekhta hoon, to iska matlab ye to nahi ki main usse baat karu...."
"abhi un darjano ladkiyo ko chhod aur bayi taraf dekh..."
dusari taraf se Esha apni julfe lahrati hue aa rahi thi, us waqt dil me arman uthe ki kash Esha seedhe mere pass aaye aur mujhe bole ki "hey handsome, what is your name..."
dil me Arman jage ki wo mujhe dekhe aur mujhe dekhte hee use mujhse pyar ho jaye,
wo karib aati gayi aur mere muh se "I......"word ek baar phhir bahar aaya, lekin jab wo apne class ki taraf ghumi to ye "I...."word wapas andar chala gaya....
"dil tod diya usne us taraf ghoomkar..."apne seene me hath rakhkar sahlate hue mazakiya andaz me main bola...."yar, Arun kuch jugad karna....use ek baar sahi se dekhna chahta hoon...."
"chal aaja phhir..."Arun ne ek baar phhir mera hath pakda...
"abey kutte hath chhod, chhota bachcha hu kya, jo baat-baat par hath pakad leta hai..."
"pyar hai pagle..."
"is pyar ko thoda kam hee rahne diyo "
CS branch me Arun ka ek dost tha,jiske pass jakar main aur Arun baith gaye....jaha Arun apne dost se baat karne laga wahi main chupke se Esha ko takne laga....
Aisa nahi tha ki maine Esha se pahle koyi khubsurat ladki nahi dekhi thi, lekin jo kashish usme thi wo aaj tak mujhe kisi bhi ladki me mahsoos nahi hui thi, us waqt hum dono kisi magnet ke north-south pole ki tarah the, jo hamesha ek dusare ko attract karte hai.....isi beech first time usne mujhe dekha lekin meri nazre eka-ek dusari taraf ho gayi, dil ki dhadkano ne ek baar phhir bullet train ki speed pakad li.....
"kya hua be..."Mujhe dusari taraf dekhte hue dekhkar Arun ne puchha...
"kuch nahi, bas usne mujhe dekh liya...."
"to, yahi to mauka tha , aankh maar deta use usi waqt..."
"phhatati hai meri in sab kaamo se..."
"tab to wo set ho chuki tere se...."Arun ne Esha ki taraf dekha...
"abey Arman, Esha tujhe hee dekh rahi hai...."
"kya...."dil ek baar phhir teji se dhadka...aur maine Esha ki taaf dekha, Arun sach bol raha tha wo mere taraf hee dekh rahi thi...us waqt mujhe aisa laga jaise ki waqt thahar gaya ho, us waqt mujhe aisa laga ki waha us class room me mere aur uske siwa koyi nahi hai....
"two eyes interact with each other at constat time T"Arun bola aur bolne ke turant baad mere kandhe ko pakad kar jor se hilaya"recss khatam hua pyare, ab apni class ki taraf chale ya is baar bhi yahi irada hai ki next period ka teacher tujhe bahar nikal de...."
"recess khatam ho gaya..."
"bilkul aur tu pichhale 20 min. Se usko ghoore ja raha hai bina palke jhapkaye...."
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Arun aur main Esha ki class se bahar aaye, class to lag chuki thi lekin teacher abhi tak lapata tha.....apni seat par baithkar main kuch der pahle jo kuch bhi hua, usko yaad karne laga aur hatho me pen pakad kar desk par Uska naam likhne laga.....
"Esha....."is naam ko samne wali desk par pen se likhne ke baad main use apne hatho se chhune laga,
wo naam maine normal pen se likha tha, us normal pen ke normal syahi se likha tha, lekin jo 4 akshar waha ubhare the, wo mere liye normal nahi tha,...un char aksharo se ek lagav sa ho gaya tha....lekin us waqt main ye bhool gaya tha ki mere bagal me mera sabse kameena khas dost Arun baitha hai, jo mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi chain se saans lene nahi dega....meri is harkat wo mujhpar chillaya...
"abey ye kya kar raha hai..."
uske is tarah se achanak bolne se mera dhyan toota aur jin 4 aksharo se mujhe lagaav tha ,unhe main mitane ki koshish karne laga....lekin syahi sookh chuki thi, isliye naam mitna thoda mushkil tha......
"hath hata..."
"nahi..."maine Esha ke naam ke aage aise hath rakh kar khada tha jaise ki meri hath hatate hee meri ijjat lutne wali ho....
"dekh Arman, mujhe dikha de ki kya likha hai desk par tune, warna puri class ko bata dunga...."
"teri to"kya karta, majboori me hath hatana hee pada...
"teri headwriting to solid hai..."ye bolkar Arun peechhe muda to maine wapas Esha ke naam ko apne hatho se dhak liya...
"botal hai..."Arun peechhe baithe kisi ladke se bola...
"pani ki botal..."
"nahi daru ki botal....abey class me hu to pani ki botal hee mangunga na...."
"to seedhe se bol na...."Arun ne jisse pani ka botal manga tha wo bola...
"abey ghonchu aise me kya khak engineer banega, sale ne 12th ka exam pakka OPEN se pass kiya hoga...ab la de botal"uske hath se botal lekar Arun ne pani ki kuch boonde desk par dali aur Esha ka naam mitakar mujhse bola...
"ye aashiqi ka jo bhoot sawar hai na, usko sambhal kar rakh warna lene ke dene pad jayenge...."
"sale tu mujhe batti de raha hai..."
"yehi to pyar hai pagle"
hafte me 3 din humara lab rahta tha, aur har ek lab do-do periods ke barabar tha, hum sabhi apne baki ke kaam lab class me hee niptate the, shuru ke aadhe ghante me lab wale sir aakar hume experiment aur equipments ko kaise use karna hai, ye bata kar apni seat par virajman ho jate aur uske baad ka pura samay hum SMS bhejne me, assignment complete karne me use karte the, humare college ke teachers ki ek bahut hee kharab adat ye thi ki wo chhoti si chhoti baat par ya to attendance cut kar dete the, ya phhir seedhe class se bahar hee bhaga dete the...us din Physics ka lab tha aur lab me main CS ka assignment kar raha tha aur is kaam me Arun bhi bakhoobi mera sath de raha tha ki tabhi Kurre sir ki aawaz pure laboratory me gunji....
"jo student reading aur final result dikhayega , main usi ko aaj ka attendance dunga...."
"lag gayi tab to...."ek dard bhari gusse se bharpur aawaz me Arun dheeme se bola....
"ab kya kare..."
"maloom nahi..."
tabhi mujhe apne school ke dino ki yaad aa gayi, jab main lab se aksar pass out ho chuke students ki copy maarkar chhap diya karta tha.....
"hum dono ko practical ka manual nahi mila hai na..."maine Arun se puchha....hum dono ka roll No. Aage peechhe tha, isliye experiment bhi same tha....
"kurre de raha tha, lekin maine liya hee nahi....aur waise bhi isko reading dikhani hai...."
"tu rook main jugad jama ke aata hoon..."
Ye kaam main pahle bhi bahut baar kar chuka tha, isliye dar to nahi lag raha tha lekin phhir thodi si ghabrahat ho rahi thi....
"Sir, humare Pass manual nahi hai..."Lab wale sir ke pass khade hokar main masoomiyat se bola...
Uske baad Kurre ne bahut mathpachchi ki, humara roll No. Puchha, aur uske baad sale ne experiments ke baare me mujhse puchha....us waqt to sala experiment ka object kya hai mujhe ye tak nahi maloom tha to phhir baki uska principle kaise batata......
"Sir, yadi koyi purani copy mil jati to thoda idea mil jata...."apna rambaad maine phheka...
jaha kurre baitha hua tha, waha se bayi taraf thoda andar ek chhota sa room tha...usne pahle 5 min. tak meri shakal dekhi aur phhir mujhe andar jane ke liye bola....
"wo andar baithi hui hai, unse mang lo...."
"thank you Sir...."
aadha kaam to nipta liya tha, bas aadha kaam aur baki tha, pahle maine socha ki andar jis room me main ja raha tha waha koyi Kurre ki age ka hee teacher hoga, yani ki 40 se 45 umra ka, lekin maine jaise hee main andar ghusa aankhe bahar aa gayi ye dekhkar ki andar deepika mam baithi hui hai......
"mam, wo purani practical copy chahiye thi...."us room ke charo taraf dekhte hue main bola....
"sir se puchha hai..."wo table par aise baithi thi, jaise ki wo is college ki principal ho....
"ji mam, unhone hee kaha hai ki main andar jakar apna kaam kar sakta hoon..."maine jaan buchkar aisa kaha....
"kaisa kaam..."chair par seedhi hote hue usne meri taraf nigah dali....
"wahi wala....."main bola, flirting karna mere liye koyi nayi baat nahi thi, main aksar mauka milne par ye sab kaam kar diya karta tha par afsoos ki aaj tak kisi ladki ne mere armano ko thanda nahi kiya tha......
"Mechnical First year right...."
Maine haan me sar hilaya to deepika mam ne ek taraf ishara kar diya...jaha pass out students ki Practical copies jama ki hui thi, main waha pahucha ek do copy ko kholkar padhne ka natak karne laga, lekin is beech mera dhyan sirf aur sirf deepika mam par tha ki wo mujhe dekh to nahi rahi hai....deepika mam is samay apne mobile me busy thi, aur yahi mere liye sahi mauka tha...maine chupke se ek practical copy ko apne shirt ke neeche pet ke pass fansa liya aur uske kuch der baad tak main wahi khada raha....
"thik hai mam, main chalta hoon...."
Mujhe puri ummid thi ki deepika mam ne mujhe nahi dekha tha, aur main apni smartness par khud ko praise karta hua waha se ja hee raha tha ki deepika mam ne peechhe se aawaz di...
"ruko..."
"ji mam..."dil me ghabrahat ek baar phhir paida ho gayi....
"you think that all the staff of college are fool..."
"matlab...?"
"matlab ye ki..."wo apni chair se uthkar mere pass aayi aur seedha mere pet par hath phhirati hui boli"ye tumhare six packs itne majboot hai ya lab ki copy chura kar le ja rahe ho...."
Iske aage bolne ki meri himmat nahi hui,main kisi apradhi ki tarah waha khada deepika mam ke agle action ka intezaar kar raha tha....
"tumhari jaankari ke liye bata doon ki main yahi se pass out hoon aur mujhe maloom hai ye fande...isliye mere samne hoshiyaar banne ki koshish mat karna..."aisa bolte hue usne practical copy nikal li aur boli"tumhare jane ke baad Kurre sir yaha aayenge aur wo mujhse puchhenge ki maine kahi kuch utha to nahi liya, aur phhir jab tum bahar jaoge to tumhari checking bhi hogi...."
" salo ne kohinoor heera chhupa rakkha hai kya yaha..."
"tumne kuch bola..."
"sorry mam,..."
"ab jao..."uske agle pal hee deepika mam ne wo harkat ki jiske karan mera dil left side se right side me shift hone wala tha, 1000 volts ka jhatka diya deepika mam ne mujhe....usne mera hath pakda aur seedhe apni garam chut se touch kara diya aur boli "pasand aaya ho to dobara batana....."

Chapter-5:Worst days of Life

Chapter-5: Worst days of Life
Update-17
Main, us room se bahar nikla,Waha se aane ke baad meri sitti pitti gum ho gayi thi, aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki kisi ne mere hath me kuch der pahle current ka wire pakda diya ho.......
"kya hua ? laya practical copy ?"mujhe apne bagal me chupchap baitha dekhkar Arun ne mujhse puchha....
"abhi kuch der baat mat kar ,sadme me hoon...."
"kya hua....kisi ne chori karte hue dekh liya kya ? "
"meri chori pakdi bhi gayi aur uski saza bhi de di gayi..."main ab bhi sadme me tha.....
"aakhir hua kya..."
"kuch nahi, ab main thik hoon..."mere dil-o-dimag me , mere pure jehan me sirf wahi nazara ghoom raha tha, jab deepika mam ne mera hath pakda aur mere hath ko apni chut se touch kara diya....
"i was trembled..."main badbadaya...
"aisa kya dekh liya tune..."
"kuch nahi..."
deepika mam ne jo kiya uspar mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha, koyi bhi ladki bina jaan pahchan ke aise kaise kar sakti hai, ye jante hue bhi ki main uski complaint kar sakta hoon, shayad maine hee deepika mam ko badhava diya tha aisa karne ke liye...na main double meaning me usse baat karta aur na hee wo mera hath pakadti aur na hee... abhi tak jo kuch bhi mere sath hua tha wo sab unexpected tha, maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main ek ladki ke peechhe pagal ho jaunga aur na hee maine ye socha tha ki shuruat ke kuch dino me hee mujhe wo chhune ko mil jayega......us din ke baad deepika mam se jaise main nazar hee nahi mila pa raha tha, wo jab tak class me rahti main apna sar jhukaye rahta aur chupke se unki taraf dekhta to wo mand-mand muskurati nazar aati....
"sala main kitna sharmila hoon..."
mujhe meri zindagi ke 18 saal beet jane ke baad ye maloom chala ki, main bhi un ladko me se hoon ,jinki ladkiyo ko dekhkar kuch bolne ki himmat nahi hoti.....Esha kuch dino se college nahi aayi thi, main jab bhi uske class me jakar Arun ke dost se puchhta to wo na me sar hila deta,...dil bechain rahta tha uske bagair , har din recess me main Arun ko lekar uski class me uske dost ke pass jata tha aur jaha wo baitha karti thi, us jagah ko is aas me dekhta tha ki shayad wo late aayi ho,lekin har din uski jagah koyi aur ladki hee waha baithi hui milti aur har din main uske class se udas hee lautata tha....
Abhi tak to main bahut si unexpected chizo ko jhel chuka tha, lekin in sabke aalawa bhi kuch aur tha jo ki meri zindagi me pahli baar hone wala tha aur sabse badi baat to ye thi ki mujhe is baat ki bhanak tak nahi thi....
Kuch din beetane ke baad meri kuch aur ladko se dosti ho gayi aur har din ki tarah hum aaj bhi recess me apni class ke bahar khade aas-pass se gujarne wali ladkiyo ka maza le rahe the.....Esha ke liye mera interest kam hota ja raha tha, main ab har khubsoorat ladki ko dekhkar isi khayal me doob jata ki main use apne hostel ke room me chod raha hoon, ek ajeeb sa badlaav aa raha tha mujhme deepika mam ki us harkat se....
"sab line me khade ho..."kisi ne gala phhad kar kaha, aur jab meri nazar us taraf padi to dekha ki do seniors hume line me khade rahne ke liye kah rahe the.....unka kahna tha ki hum sab line me khade ho gaye....
"aankh neeche kar be...apne baap se aankh milata hai sale BC..."kisi ek ko usne chamkaya....
"kya hai beta , wish nahi karte tum log seniors ko...gand me danda daal ke yaad dilana padega kya...."un do me se ek ne bag tang rakkha tha yani ko recess ke baad wo bunk marne ke plan me tha aur dusara apne hatheliyo ko ragad raha tha....
"chalo idhar aa jao aur class me jitne ladke hai unhe bhi bulao..."jisne bag tang rakkha tha wo bola...
class me jitne ladke the un sabko bula liya gaya, main dil hee dil me ye chah raha tha ki kahi se koyi teacher aa jaye....lekin sala koyi nahi aaya, sab apna pet bharne me lage hue the.....
"tera naam kya hai...."mujhe upar se neeche dekhte hue wo bola....
"j..j..ji..."main haklaya...sach to ye tha ki waha khade har ladke ki buri tarah se phhat chuki thi...
"naam kya hai engineer saheb aapka..."
"Arman..."maine ek pal ke liye uski taraf dekha aur jawab dekar wapas apni gardan neeche kar li....
"dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye...."wo gaate hue mere pass aaya aur belt ke pass paint ko pakad kar jor se hilata hua bola "yaha kya karne aata hai..."
"padhne..."
"to phhir kal se formal dress me aaya kar, warna yahi se neeche phhek dunga...samjha"
"j...j...ji Sir..."(tera baap dega paisa formal dress kharidne ka , be saale chutiye...)
"chal relax ho ja..."belt chhodkar mera kandha sahlate hue wo bola"mera naam janta hai...."
"nahi...."
"main hoon bajirao Singham....samjha, kal se students ki tarah dikhna..."
un do chutiyo ko main akela hee dikha tha kya jo sale meri leke chale gaye, unke jaane ke baad maloom chala ki wo dono mining branch ke the.....
"ye to mining ke the, iska matlab Mechanical wale bhi kuch dino me apne darshan denge..."
har college me alag-alag funda chalta hai, humare yaha ragging tab hoti thi, jab kuch hafte nikal jate the...city me rahne wale to phhir bhi bach jate the, lekin hostel walo ki aisi taisi ho jati thi....
us din recess ke baad hum sabke man me yahi sawal ghoom raha tha ki in sabse kaise bacha jaye, aur us din ke baki ke periods isi khauf me nikal gaye,...
Main aur Arun college ki chhutti ke baad hostel ki taraf hee ja rahe the ki hostel se thodi door par bheed dikhayi di.....
"ye sale BC, yahi chalu ho gaye..."Arun wahi rook gaya aur mujhse bola"is raste se mat ja, samne seniors khade hai...."
Hum dono dusare raste se jane ke liye peechhe mude hee the ki kisi senior ne hume dekh liya aur udhar aane ke liye kaha, jaha bheed jama thi....
"wapas kaha ja rahe the Sir..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar koyi bola...
"wo mobile chhut gaya hai, class me..."
"achchha..."usne mera bag ek jhatke se kheencha aur bag ki chain kholkar pura saman raste me hee bikher kar bag mere hath me thama diya....
"apna saman utha aur nikal yaha se..."
Maine ek hath me apna bag pakad kar apni books aur copy ko uthane ke liye jhuka hee tha ki us MKL senior ne mere pichhwade par kaskar ek laat mari aur main wahi jor se muh ke bal gira....
"chutiya samajh ke rakkha hai kya..."peechhe se uski aawaz aayi, hatho ki mutthiya bandh chuki thi, aur yadi us waqt wo waha akele rahta to us sale ko itna marta ki ragging ki spelling tak bhool jata wo, lekin main uthta uske pahle hee uske kuch aur dost aa gaye, aur usko pakad kar bole ki...
"abhi nahi, baad me dekh lenge in dono ko..."jiske jawab me wo chillaya ki "sale jhooth bolta hai, tu rook aaj raat teri dhulayi karta hai ,sale BC..."
Uske baad sirf ye hua ki meri gusse band mutthiya dheeli pad gayi, aur wo senior jisne mere pichhwade par apne jute ke nishan chhode the wo mujhe galiya dete hue waha se chala gaya....
"maine use mara kyun nahi, kya main darpok....nahi..."aaj zindagi ke 18 saal gujar lene ke baad ek aur sach se samna karna pad raha tha....aaj tak school me sirf chhoti-moti ladai hui thi, jisme main har baar pure jor aur shor se bhag leta tha....aur apni A grade study ke liye har baar bach bhi jata tha....school me aksar sab yahi bolte ki main bahut himmatwala hoon, lekin aaj kunye ka mendhak Samundar me aaya tha, jiska muqabala bade bade kachhuo aur shark se tha......
"chal apne room chalte hai...."Arun ne mera bag uthakar mujhe pakdate hue bola....main chup raha, chehra gusse se ab bhi laal tha.....
"chal, bhool ja..."mujhe jabardasti Arun ne kheencha, jiske chalte main uspar jhalla utha....
"abey chhod"
"bhad me ja..."gussa me wo bhi tha, isliye wo bhi mujhoar chillaya aur mera bag mere hath me pakda kar waha se hostel ki taraf chala gaya......
"us sale ne laat mere pichhwade par mari hai aur gussa ye ho raha hai...."Arun ko hostel ki taraf jate hue main dekh raha tha....kuch der pahle jo hua, wo sab dekhkar shayad Arun ko bhi gussa aaya tha...
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Update-18
"sorry...."jab Arun ne darwaja khola to maine usse kaha....jiske jawab me wo haste hue bola
"sorry se kaam nahi chalega, main to gand marunga...."
"chal be, door chal...main to tujhe dekhte hee samajh gaya tha ki tu hai..."
Andar aakar maine apna bag ek taraf phheka aur bistar par let gaya, abhi kuch hee der hue the ki ek chhote kad ka ladka Arun ke pass aaya, uski aankho me laga chashma use ek serious student ki upadhi de raha tha....wo seedhe mere pass aaya aur mujhse hath milaya wo bhi bina kuch bole.....aur phhir seedhe jakar Arun ke pass baith gaya...
"sala pagal lagta hai..."use dekhkar maine kaha....
Arun ke pass jakar wo baat karne laga, aur Arun se baat karne ke dauran wo apna chashma utarta aur meri taraf kuch der tak dekh kar wapas apna chashma apni aankho me taangar Arun se baat karne lagta.......
" sun be Arman...ye Bhupesh mere hee yaha ka hai...."
us chhoti si height wale ladke ka naam Bhupesh tha, jiska naamkaran Arun ne pahle hee kar diya tha....
"B.H.U."Arun use isi naam se bulata tha....
"us ladki ka naam kya hai , jo CS me hai..."bhu ne ek baar phhir apna chasma nikal kar meri taraf dekha aur phhir chashme par phhook mar kar Arun ki chadar se chashme ko saaf karne laga....
"Esha...."Arun bola...
Esha ka naam sunte hee sari thakan door ho gayi, main uthkar bistar par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekhkar bola"kya hua..."
"bhu ko Esha se pyar ho gaya hai..."
"ise aur Esha se pyar "Bhupesh ki taraf dekhkar main bola....(abey sale, apni shakal dekhi hai, kaha wo aur kaha tu)
"iske pass uska mobile number bhi hai..."
ye sunkar mujhe jhatka laga,waise to Esha ka no. Maloom karna koyi badi baat nahi thi, uske class me jo bhi uske karib ho usse Esha ka number liya ja sakta hai....lekin mujhe jhatka isliye laga kyunki bhu Esha ke mamle me mujhse jyada active tha....jaha maine use chupke se ghoorne ka aalawa aur kuch nahi kiya tha, wahi bhu ne uska no. Apne mobile me save karke rakkha tha.....
"use call karta hoon..."Arun se wo bola aur apna Nokia 1200 nikal liya....
Maine apni 18 saal ki zindagi me bahut se premi jode dekhe the, lekin unme se sirf ek ya do premi jode hee ek-dusare ke liye perfect the....warna ek se badhkar ek ghonchu launde tanatan maal lekar ghoomte hai, jise dekhkar aksar mera kaleja jal uthta hai aur sirf ek line muh se nikalti hai
"hum mar gaye hai kya, jo is gandu ke sath ghoom rahi hai...."
aur isi dar me ki kahi Esha ke sath ye bhu na set ho jaye, main apne bistar se utha aur Bhupesh ke hath se uska mobile chheen liya....
"abey yadi usne tere mobile no. Ki report kar di to...."use darate hue main bola....
"koyi baat nahi sim farzi hai..."
"aajkal location trace ho jate hai, aur waise bhi wo kisi na kisi se set hogi to kyun apna balance faltu me kharch kar raha hai...."
"baad ki baad me dekhenge..."mere hath se mobile lekar Arun ne mobile bhu ko thama diya aur bola"tu call kar..."
"ye sala Arun, mera sath hai ya iske sath"
"tune kuch bola kya..."Arun meri taraf dekhkar mujhse puchha....
"na, maine kuch nahi bola....main kyun bolunga kuch...Esha meri wife hai kya, jo mujhe uski fikar hogi...."
Mera itna kahna tha ki darwaje par kisi ne dastak di...
"le yar khol..."Arun mujhse bola,...
maine pura darwaja khola bhi nahi tha ki ek jordar tamacha mere gaal aur kaan par pada, main sann rah gaya us waqt aur kaan par hath rakhkar wahi khada raha...andaza lagana mushkil nahi tha ki room ke andar kaun aaya tha, jisne abhi-abhi mera gaal laal kiya tha wo wahi tha jisse meri mulaqat hostel ke bahar hui thi.....
"chal be side chal..."main is waqt darwaje aur room ke beech me khada tha, isliye usne mujhe dhakka dete hue kaha aur seedhe jakar mere bistar par baith gaya, jo haal mera tha, wo haal bhu aur Arun ka bhi tha, wo dono bistar se khade ho gaye the.....
"neeche baith wahi zameen par..."meri taraf ishara karte hue wo bola"shakal yaad hai meri ya bhool gaya..."
"yaad hai..."
"haan to hamesha yaad rakhna, tere baap ki shakal hai..."
usne jaise hee ye bola, pura jism gusse se laal -peela ho gaya, yadi us waqt mujhe apne bhai ke kahe hue shabd yaad na aaye hote to ma kasam us sale ko bahut marta......
"eye contact karega be..."bistar par pura pasarta hue room ke deewar ki taraf ishara kiya"us deewar ko dekh raha hai...maine usi deewar par tere jaise hee ek chutiye ka sar pakad kar de mara tha, sala chaar mahine coma me tha....Police bhi kuch nahi ukhad payi, kyunki use koyi gavah hee nahi mila jo ye bolta ki wo sab maine kiya tha...."
"to ye sab mujhe kyun bata rahe ho...."khoon mera bhi garam tha, isliye maine bol diya...jiska nateeza ye hua ki wo senior jo kuch der pahle mere bistar par pasra hua tha wo ekdum se uth khada hua aur gusse se apne daant peeste hue mere pass aaya....
"sorry sir, use chhod do, pagal hai wo..."Arun ne us senior ko pakda....
"samjha de is launde ko warna yahi jaan se maar dunga...."
"thik hai, main ise samjha dunga...."
"ja ek glass pani la..."
Arun waha se pani lene chala gaya aur idhar room me chuppi chhayi rahi, Arun kuch der me hee wapas aa gaya,lekin uske hath khali the....
"sir, wo waha ka glass shayad kisi ladke ne apne room me rakkha hua hai, main botal me aapke liye pani lata hoon...."andar ghuste hee Arun bola aur botal lekar waha se pani lene chala gaya.....
"tu idhar aa be..."Arun ke jaane ke baad usne mujhe apne pass bulaya aur Cigarette peene ke liye puchha....
"main nahi peeta..."tapak se maine bina ek pal ganwaye jawab diya,
Wo senior aage kuch bolta uske pahle hee Arun daudte bhagte hue botal me pani bharkar le aaya aur use de diya....usne botal me muh lagakar ek ghoot pani piya aur phhir botal meri taraf badha di...
"relax ho ja, aur le pani pee..."
"mujhe pyas nahi hai..."khoon mera ab bhi garam tha....
"pee le pani ,kyunki iske baad main jo karne wala hoon usse tera gala sookh jayega..."
Uske baat ka maine koyi jawab nahi diya aur wo apne kandhe uchkata hua bola"teri marzi...."
usne apne jeb se cigarette ki packet nikali aur Bhupesh ko apne pass bulaya aur room me jal rahe bulb ko off karne ke liye kaha....
"wapas on kar jake..."andhere me dhua udate hue usne bhu se wapas bulb ko on karne ke liye kaha aur jab bhu ne wapas bulb ko on kar diya to wo bola....
"ab tu 100 baar bulb ko on karne ke baad bistar par aakar baith jana aur phhir uthkar bulb ko off kar dena...chal shuru ho ja...."
Bhupesh ki pahle se hee sitti-pitti gum thi ,wo kya bolta...bina kuch bole wo Arun ke bed se board tak 200 chakkar marne laga......
"le pee..."on-off hote hue bulb ke beech me usne mujhe ek cigarette diya....
"meri adat nahi hai..."
"isiliye to pila raha hu, engineer saheb...jab tak nasha patti nahi karoge to engineer kaise banoge...."
mazboori me cigarette ko muh se lagana pada, bhaiya ke dwara di gayi naseehat me ye bhi tha ki main cigarette aur sharab se door rahu, lekin yadi main us waqt ye sab nahi karta to unke dwara di gayi dusari naseehat ,jisme unhone kaha tha ki ladayi - jhagda mat karna, wo toot jati.....
"dhua andar le...muh me rakhkar to pahli-dusari class ke launde bhi cigarette pee lete hai..."
maine waisa hee kiya, cigarette ke dhue ko andar liya...cigarette ke kash ko andar kya kheencha, pura ka pura kaleja jaise bahar aa gaya, aur main khasne laga.....
"ek kash aur maar..."
Maine phhir kash andar liya aur nateeza wahi pahle jaise hee raha...
"ek kash aur..."
teesari baar himmat to nahi ho rahi thi, lekin us waqt koyi dusara rasta bhi nahi... bhu ab bhi bulb ko on-off karne me laga hua tha....
"tere kitne round hue be.."
"80...." hanfte hue bhu ne jawab diya,
"beta abhi to aadhe bhi nahi hue,...chal shuru ho ja..."
teesari baar bhi maine cigarette ke dhue ko apne seene me ghusaya aur is baar khasne ke sath-sath meri aankho se aansu bhi nikal gaye aur sar bhi ghoomane laga....
"aaj ke liye itna hee kafi hai, kal phhir milenge...."
Uska room se bahar jana tha ki main aur bhu bistar par let kar hanpne lage.....
"gand....gand...."bhu bas itna bol paya aur hanpne laga,
"kya gand-gand kar raha hai be..."
"gand maar li sale ne, chakkar aa raha hai, pani....pani..."wo phhir hanpne laga....
"idhar to BC sar hee ghoom raha hai...."apna sar pakad kar main bola...
"cigarette ka asar jyada der tak nahi rahta, don't worry..."
"worry gayi ma chudane, tu ja daudkar pani la..."
Arun ke waha se jana ke baad main bhu ki taraf muda, wo apne sar chhat ki taraf kiye hue hanf raa tha....
"kyun beta, kya haal hai...maza aaya.."
"bahut maza aaya, dobara karne ka man raha hai...."
"jab se college me aaya hu, sala sab maar ke chale jate hai, ab deepika mam ko hee le le, aaj lab me sali ne mera hath chut se hee touch karwa diya...."
"kya...."usne jaise hee ye suna uski sari thakan door ho gayi aur wo mere pass aakar bola"deepika mam ke bahut charche hai college me ,jara sambhal kar...ek baar jisko tad leti hai, use chodkar sorry usse chudwakar hee dam leti hai....sali caracterless hai..."
"tujhe kaise pata..."
"mera ek dost 2nd year me hai, usi ne bataya deepika ke jalwe ke baare me, usne ye bhi bataya ki isi vajah se usko last year college se nikalne bhi wale the...lekin phhir hod aur uske beech .....lekin tu fikar mat kar, tujhe wo chhod degi..."
"aise kaise chhod degi..."
"tere me wo baat hee nahi hai, wo unhi ladko ke sath setting karti hai jo handsome ho..."
"sala khud to bawarchi lagta hai aur mujhe bol raha hai, chal bhag yaha se..."
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Us waqt bhu ke upar mera pura dimag ukhda hua tha...sala mujhe bol kaise sakta hai ki deepika mam mujhse nahi pat sakti....Arun jab bahut der tak pani lekar nahi aaya to hum dono hee bahar nikle, maine ye andaza lagaya tha ki hostel me humare room ke bahar baki ladke jhund banakar khade honge aur humse puchhenge ki seniors ne humari ragging kaise li...lekin us waqt waha koyi nahi tha, aur jab aas-pass ke room se jani pahchani aawaz jaise ki thappad, galiya...aayi to main samajh gaya ki ye sab jhelne wala main akela nahi hoon....aur sabse jyada sukoon mujhe is baat se mil raha tha ki ab koyi mujhe ye nahi kahega ki main darpok hoon, kyunki us waqt to sabhi darpok the......
"kaha mar gaya tha be..."water cooler ki taraf jate hue hume Arun mila lekin uske hath me pani ka botal nahi tha , aur wo hanf bhi raha tha....
"kuch senior ne pakad liya tha..."apne ghutno par hath rakhkar hafte hue wo bola"ja mere liye pani lekar aa...."
"botal to aap le gaye the..."
"water cooler ke pass jo glass rakkha hoga, usi me le aa...."aur ladkhadate hue Arun room ki taraf nikal gaya.....
meri aur bhu ki halat to phhir bhi thik thi ,lekin Arun bistar par leta ulti saanse bhar raha tha.....
"abey girls hostel me kaisi ragging hoti hogi..."bhu waise shakal se to chodu dikhta tha, lekin trick badi dhansu lagata tha,.....
"mere khayal se senior girls, junior girls ko bf dikhakar apna chut chatwati ho..."bhu ke in anmol shabdo ne mera aur Arun ka rom-rom khada kar diya.....
"pagal hai kya be, aisa thode hota hai..."maine aisa isliye kaha taki bhu apne shuddh dimag se aur bhi aise khayalat bune, jisse ki humara rom-rom khada ho jaye.....
"abey kisi private college me to senior ladke, bf dikha rahe the....lekin phhir police case ban gaya.."
first year ka student hone ke naate mujhe waise achchhi baate karni chahiye thi, lekin mera tharki dimag us waqt pure lay me tha,...
"jis college me ye hua, us waqt waha first year ke ladke bhi maujood the kya..."maine sawal kiya aur besabri se jawab ka intezaar karne laga....
"tera matlab ,jab first year ki ladkiyo ko bf dikhaya ja raha tha tab..."
"haan...haan, usi waqt..."
"maloom nahi "
"sale ne klpd kar diya "
"main to girls hostel jaunga..."Arun ki saans seedhi chalne lagi to wo bhi humari gyan dene wali baato me shamil hote hue bola....
"kya karea waha jakar seniors ki chut chatega...."
"nahi be, sunne me aaya hai ki kuch ladke hamesha girl's hostel me apni setting se milne - julne jate rahte hai....to kyun na apun log bhi chale..Arman tu kya bolta hai..."
""College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..."
"ji bhai..."

"abey kidhar mar gaya..."mere kandho ko jor se hilate hue Arun ne mujhse dobara puchha...jiske liye maine turant na kar di aur plan ye bana ki mauka dekhte hee Arun aur bhu girl's hostel me jayenge aur main yahi room me pada-pada makkhiya marunga.....
agle din hum phhir college ke pichhe wale gate se andar ja rahe the, lekin aaj bhu bhi humare sath tha, wo 5 chudail aaj bhi gate ke bahar khadi thi.....
"mar gaye..."
"mard ban be, in laundiyo se kya darta hai..."bhu seena taan ke aage chalta hua bola...
"oye chutiye..."un 5 chudailo me se ek ne bhu ko aawaz di "idhar aa be chaparganju..."
pahle pahal to Bhupesh ko yakin nahi hua aur wo wahi khada hokar peechhe ki taraf dekhkar confirm karne laga ki unhone use hee Chutiya aur Chaparganju kaha...lekin jab unme se ek ne M******** kaha to bhu ko yakin ho gaya ki wo ladkiya use hee bula rahi hai.....
"kyun be tujhe sunayi nahi deta..."bhu ki aankh me lage chashme ko nikalkar unme se ek boli, aaj waha un panch chudailo me saat saal se engineering karne wale Varun ki maal bhi thi....
"ek bhartiya nari ko is tarah se baat karna shobha nahi deta...."bhu ne buri shakal banakar kaha aur ye sunte hee wo pancho chudail hans padi, hansi to mujhe aur Arun ko bhi aayi lekin hum dono ne jaise-taise apni hansi ko control kiya.....
"mera naam Vibha hai..."Varun ki item ne apna hath bhu ki taraf karte hue muskura kar boli,...
"Myself bhu..."Vibha ka hath apne hatho me thamkar bhu ne jawab diya"Vibha, wo dono mere dost hai...Arun and Arman..."
Vibha ne pahle Arun ko dekha aur phhir uski nazar mujhse mili aur wo khilkhila kar hans padi "ye to wahi chutiya hai, jiske muh par maine samosa pota tha...."
"teri maa ki "mera dil ek baar phhir khud par chillaya....
bhu ne un ladkiyo se kuch der aur baat ki aur jis shaleenta se wo pancho item bhu se baat kar rahi thi usse mere dil me ek dar paida ho gaya ki kahi ye Esha ko na pata le.....
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"Wo aayi hai kya..."apne class me ghusne se pahle main Esha ki class me ghusa, aur pichhale kuch dino ki tarah aaj bhi Arun ke dost ne na me sar hila diya aur udas man se main waha se apne class me aaya, waise aaj ka first period to dammo rani ka tha, lekin uski jagah deepika mam aayi thi aur main samajh gaya ki is pure period ko apna sar jhuka kar guzarna hai....
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"Arman, stand up...."deepika mam ne mujhe aawaz di, lekin kyun...na to maine puri class me kuch bola aur na hee kisi se baat ki,...us class me us waqt sabse shant bachcha main hee tha, phhir mujhe kyun khada kiya
"What is JVM ? " apni jagah par main thik se khada bhi nahi ho paya tha ki usne missile dag di....deepika mam ke is question ka answer dena to door ki baat thi maine to ye word JVM hee pahli baar suna tha.....
"chup kyun ho answer batao, abhi kuch der pahle hee to bataya tha...."
"mam, wo main bhool gaya....ek baar phhir se bata do..."kuch der tak deepika mam ko dekha, phhir samne ki deewar ko dekha, aur jab kuch nahi soojha to kuch der is intezaar me chup-chap khada raha ki shayad mere agal-bagal baithe Naveen aur Arun me se koyi dheere se bol de,...lekin jab charo khane main chit ho gaya to deepika mam ke aage maine surrender kar diya.....
"Java Virtual Machine....ab yaad rakhna..."smile marte hue wo boli, mujhe answer usne is andaz me bataya jaise ki The Matrix movie usi ne banayi ho....
"now sit down..."ghamand bhari aawaz me wo boli...
uske baad usne apna pravachan phhir chalu kar diya, aadhe ludhak gaye aur aadhe samne ki taraf dekhkar apne khayalo me khoye hue the....
"now i'm going to ask some basic questions...."
"Arman...."
"yes mam..."ek baar phhir bali bakra main hee bana(aa chus le Arman ka, sali jab dekho gand hilate rahti hai...)
"kuch normal question puchh rahi hu tumse, i hope ki mujhe jawab milenge..."
"i will try..."....(lawda phhek ke marunga nahi to baitha de)
"Windows xp kya hai..."
"matlab..."
"matlab ki what do you mean by Windows xp ? "
"wo to operating system hai, bas itna hee maloom hai..."
"not bad, achchha ye batao, computer use karte ho..."samne ki chair par apni gand sata kar usne agla sawal kiya...
"bilkul karta hu..." (bf dekhne ka maza to bade screen me hee aata hai...)
"to batao ki kisi bhi document ko print karne ke liye shortcut tarika kya hai...."
"Ctrl + P...."idhar ek taraf maine jawab diya aur wahi dusari taraf apne bade bhai ka man hee man shukriya ada kiya , kyunki unhi ke badaulat hee maine is sawal ka jawab diya tha.....
deepika mam ke do questions ka answer kya diya, usne mujhe computer ki duniya ka godfather samajh liya aur phhir ek ke baad ek sawal puchhati gayi, aur main har baar yahi bolta"sorry mam...."
CS subject ka koyi theory exam nahi tha, ye subject fully practical based tha aur jis subject ka kewal practical ho to use practical exam wale din ke aalawa kisi aur din padhna PAAP tha, aur ye PAAP main kaise karta, isiliye deepika mam ke baki ke questions par sirf do shabd muh se nikle "Sorry mam..."
"padhna chalu kar do ,warna fail kar dungi...sit down..."
Usne fail karne ki dhamki dekar sit down kya bola , mera shut down hee ho gaya, aur main chup chap kisi lute peete ki tarah baith gaya.....
"Arman, is par try kar ,ye pat jayegi..."deepika mam ke class se jane ke baad Arun bola
"ise pata kar kya karunga, sali chudte waqt HTTP ka full form puchhegi"
"abey isse achchhi maal nahi milegi, "
"Esha darling hai na...."
" apne Armano par kabu rakkho beta Arman ,warna....."
"warna...."
"ye BC phhir aa gayi..."Arun ke is tarah se turant topic change karne se main chauka
"kya hua be..."
"ye Sherin lodi ,phhir aa gayi samne..."
maine samne ki taraf nazar dali to dekha ki samne wahi ladki khadi thi, jo college ke pahle din hee netagiri jhadte hue introduction class chala rahi thi, Arun waise to class ki dusari ladkiyo ko gali nahi deta tha,lekin Sherin ko dekhte hee uska para garam ho jata aur uske muh se Sherin ke liye pyar bhare shabd nikal jate......
"itne din ho gaye hai aur hum sab ek-dusare ka naam bhi nahi jante...."muh banate hue wo boli....
Sherin na jyada moti thi aur na hee jyada patli...lekin yadi uska face aur uski adat dhang ki hoi to shayad hum use chhod bhi dete....class khali ja rahi thi aur introduction ka daur aage badhte hue Arun tak aaya....
"your turn...."Arun ki taraf ungali dikhati hue Sherin boli....
Apne Arun bhai taav me aa gaye aur khade hokar bole ki jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo dabi me aakar mujhse mil le....
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"what..."naak sikodti hue Sherin boli,...
"Haweli me milna phhir bataunga tujhe ,What...."
"ye to bahut daring hai sala..."is waqt mere dono aankhe do taraf dekh rahi thi, main kabhi Sherin ka chehra dekhta to kabhi Arun ka aur mujhe Na Jaane kya sujha main Arun ke kaan me dheere se bola...
"tere liye perfect maal hai..."
"zindagi bhar muth maar lunga, lekin ise nahi chodunga...."
Arun to Sherin ko dhamki dekar chup ho gaya, lekin ab agla number mera tha ,us waqt mujhe bhi khade hokar Arun ki tarah bol dena chahiye tha ki"jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo Haweli me aakar mile,...."
lekin mujhme us waqt utni himmat nahi thi, sabke samne jaane se dil ghabra raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main utha aur jaise -jaise mere kadam aage badhe, main andar hee andar kanpne laga....
"GM , friends... I'm Arman..."ek mari si aawaz mere muh se nikli...jise samne wale bench par baithe students hee sun paye honge.....
"please speak loudly...."Sherin phhir boli....
us waqt Sherin ka face dekhkar man kar raha tha ki apna juta utarkar seedhe uske muh pe de maru,...aur usi waqt Civil subject wali mam andar ghusi aur ghuste hee mujhe par goli dag di....
"yaha kya kar rahe ho khade hokar...."
"w...w...wo wo kuch nahi, bas apna introduction de raha tha aur kuch nahi...."
"jao, apni jagah par jakar baitho..."
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"dekh be wo bajirao Singham pure corridor me ghoom raha hai..." apni copy me likhkar Arun ne bataya...
"abey formal dress to maine nahi pahni hai...sala phhir lafda karega"
"ek plan hai...."Samne board par jo kuch likha hua tha use utarte hue Arun bola"recess me yadi college ke bahar chale to bacha ja sakta hai, aur recess jaise hee khatam hoga wapas aa jayenge...."
"solid idea hai...."
isi dauran Civil wali mam board par kuch likhne ke liye mudi, aur uski badi-badi gand humare samne thi....waise to civil wali mam ki age 45+ rahi hogi aur unhe samne se dekhkar koyi galat khayalat apne man me na laye, lekin peechhe se yadi koyi unhe dekhe to phhir........
"oye, sale isko to chhod de"meri nazar puri tarah se civil wali mam ke gand par jami hui thi....
"kya hua..."main aise react karne laga jaise maine kuch kiya hee na ho , lekin Arun mujhse jyada kamina tha
"abey ise kyun ghoor raha hai, ise to sab log Mummi bolte hai...."
"Mummi "
"Naveen bol raha tha ki ye bahut pyar se padhati hai...matlab ki ek question ko chahe jitne baar bhi puchh lo, hamesha shant hee rahti hai...Prof. Hai ye yaha lekin is baat ka ise bilkul bhi ghamand nahi hai..."
Us pure class me maine aur Arun ne full2 masti ki , Civil wali mam ne hume kayi baar baat karte hue aur haste hue bhi dekha, lekin wo har baar ignore kar deti....civil wali mam sach me Mummi thi
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pichhale kuch dino ki tarah main aaj bhi recess me Esha ke class me ghusa is aas me ki shayad wo late aayi hogi, lekin jawab ek baar phhir na me sar hilakar Arun ke dost ne diya....uske baad main aur Arun bike stand par aaye, maine Naveen ke bike ki chabi usse mang li thi, bike stand par jaha ek taraf Arun ,Naveen ki bike nikal raha tha wahi main dsari taraf us jagah ko dekh raha tha,jab kuch din pahle maine Esha ko pahli baar dekha tha....uski car aaj waha nahi khadi thi aur na hee Esha us din ki tarah waha thi,lekin phhir bhi NA JAANE KYUN mujhe mohabbat si ho gayi thi us jagah se, main us taraf badh hee raha tha ki Arun ne horn mara....
"oye idhar peshab mat kar, bahar kar lena...."
"abey main...."aage kya bolu kuch samajh nahi aaya isliye main itna bolkar chupchap bike me baith gaya....
"do plate samosa dena kaka..."college ke main building se 2 k.m. door college ka main gate tha aur usi ke aas-pass bani dukano me se ek dukan par baith kar maine do plate samose ka order diya....
"ek plate bana ke dena...matlab namkin, salad, teekhi-meethi chatni sab daal dena....aur ha thoda dahi bhi daal dena..."Arun ne apni farmaish jhadi, jise sunkar maine kaha...
"jab itna sab kuch dalwa raha hai to thoda zameen ki mitti bhi dalwa liyo..."
"wo tere liye chhodi hai...."
"thanks..."
Pet puja karne ke baad Arun ne apne jeb se 10 ka note nikalkar table par aise phheka jaise tash khelne wala hukum ka ekka phhekta hai.....
"main aaj bhi feke hue paise nahi uthata hayiiii...."
"thik hai..."us 10 ke note ko uthate hue Arun ne kaha"tu hee de de mera bill..."
"nahi be main to aise hee Amitabh bachchan ka dialogue maar raha tha...."aur maine uske hath se 10 ka note chheen liya.....
recess me jab kuch der hee rah gaye the tab main aur Arun class ki taraf pahuche, hum dono us waqt khud ko chalak samajh kar bahut khush ho rahe the ki recess me hone wali ragging se hum dono bach gaye, lekin humari chalaki us waqt dam tod gayi jab bike stand par seniors ne hume pakad liya.....
"Arman & Arun...."seniors ke puchhne par maine hum dono ka naam bataya.....
"tera kya naam hai..."
"Arman...."
abhi maine apna naam hee bataya tha ki hostel wala wo senior waha aa dhamka jisne kal se mujhe pareshan kar rakkha tha, usne pahle apne dosto se hath milaya aur phhir mujhe dekhkar apne dosto se bola...
"aur pahalwan kya haal chal hai..."
"sab badhiya...."
Mera itna kahna tha ki usne kas kar ek thappad mujhe jad diya, aur uske baki dost hasne lage.....
"kitni baar samjhaya ki eye contact mat kar...lekin tere gand me baat ghusti hee nahi...."
Khoon ka ghoot peekar maine apni aankhe neeche ki, aur jab sare seniors ne mujhe gher liya to main samajh gaya ki mere sath kuch bura hone wala hai kuch bahut hee bura....jiski maine kalpana tak nahi ki thi..........
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Humare bharat desh ke Sanvidhan ke kisi dhara ke kisi anuchhed me ye saaf kaha gaya hai ragging allow nahi hai par waha bike stand par sab kuch galat ho raha tha.....mujhse jaane kya dushmani thi ki wo hostel wala senior hath dho ke mere peechhe pada hua tha aur us waqt main waha bilkul akela tha....kuch der pahle Arun ne beech bachav karne ki koshish ki thi,lekin jab Arun ki rok tok se senior jyada pareshan ho gaye the to unhone ek thappad uske gaal par raseed kar use waha se chalta kiya aur mujhe apni bike par baitha kar waha se door college ground par le aaye.....
"bike se utrega BC ,ya utar kar feku..."
us waqt mujhe laga ki kash mere pass koyi super power ya kuch aisa hona chahiye tha jisse main inki band baza saku....lekin main ek normal student tha jisne first attempt me hee itna shandar college paya tha.......
"mujhe yaha kyun laye ho Sir..."bike se utar kar main bola....mere sawal karne se wo aur bhi bhadak jayenge ye main janta tha, lekin waha chup khada rah bhi to nahi sakta tha....isliye maine unse mujhe waha lane ka reason puchha aur jaise ki mera anuman tha mujhe jawab me ek thappad mila aur sath hee sath mere peeth par ek laat aur nateeza ye hua ki main seedhe ground par bikhar pada.....
"aisa to sabke sath hota hoga..."ye sochte hue main utha, aur apne chehre ki dhool saaf karne laga..
Ground college se thodi door me tha aur jab college laga ho to udhar ekka-dukka hee aate the, lekin us din jab main apne chehre par hath phhira kar dhool saaf kar raha tha to mujhe do-teen bike ki aawaz sunayi di jo samay beetne ke sath badhti gayi aur phhir wo bike ground me aakar khadi ho gayi, un bikes par ladkiya thi aur wo wahi chudail thi jo aksar college ke peechhe wale gate par khadi hokar galiya bakti thi.....
"7 saal se engg. Karne wale us gadhe ko bhi bula lo be, bas usi ki kami hai...."ye maine khud se kaha....ek normal padhne wala student jab aisi situation me fansta hai to wo aksar ghabraya hua hota hai aur kuch ka moot tak nikal jata hai,lekin main thoda ajeeb behaviour kar raha tha aur andar hee andar comedy kare ja raha tha......
"ye to wahi canteen wala hai.."ek aur bike aakar waha khadi ho gayi aur us bike par wahi 7 saal se engg. Karne wala Raavan sawar tha.....Varun bike se utra to dusare senior ne use ek cigarette di aur Sir kahkar use wish bhi kiya.......
"Good afternoon Sir..."irada to nahi tha lekin phhir bhi main Varun se bola, kya pata sala khush ho jaye aur mujhe bacha le....
"yaha kyun bulaya chhote..."usi hostel wale senior se Varun ne puchha ,jo mujhse na jaane kis janam ka badla le raha tha.....
"ye wahi ladka hai sir, jo bahut uchak raha tha...aaj pakad me aaya hai...."
"idhar aa..."Varun ne apni do ungaliyo se mujhe kareeb aane ka ishara kiya...
"name kya hai..."
"Arman.....First year....branch-Mechanical....."maine sab kuch ek baar me hee bata diya kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki uska agla sawal yahi hoga....
"ye to bada smart banda hai chhote...."
"kuch nahi Sir, aap dekho abhi iski smartness nikalta hu...."phhir us chhotu ne mujhe wahi baithne ke liye kaha....
"up...."jab main baitha tab usne kaha...
main khada ho gaya to usne phhir down bola....sali puri ijjat ki lagi padi thi, wo sab senior ladkiya apna pet pakad-pakad kar thahake laga rahi thi aur idhar uthak baithak karke meri saanse phhool rahi thi.....
"sabse bada chutiya hai ye....maine aaj tak isse bada ghonchu nahi dekha..."Vibha ne mujhe dekhte hue kaha,
mera pura sharir us waqt paseene se lathpath tha, paanv dard ka raha tha....aur isi beech wo situation aayi jab main kewal baith kar rah gaya....dobara uthne ki himmat hee nahi bachi thi....
"abey uth.....,"Varun ne Vibha ka hath pakad kar use apni taraf kheencha aur apne jute se waha dhool ko mere chehre par udata hua bola....
"ab....himmat......nahi hai.."jor-jor se saans lete hue maine jawab diya aur ek nazara dekha ki Varun aur Vibha ke honth ek dusare se jude hue the.....
"dekho sir, ye nahi uth raha..."
"abey uth..."Varun taav se bola"uth ja warna nanga karke daudaunga...."
"hath laga ke dekh teri maa chod dunga..."taav-taav me maine bol diya ,lekin uske agle pal jab mujhe khayal aaya ki maine kya bola hai to main kuch der ke liye shunya ho gaya aur samajh gaya ki meri zindagi ka sabse bura din aaj aane wala hai.....
"belt nikal, BC ko iski aukat dikhata hu..."Vibha ko door karke Varun mere pass aaya aur apne bade-bade mazboot hatho se mere jabdo ko pakadkar dabate hue apne dosto se bola"abey belt do..."
"Sir, chhodo use....mar jayega ye..."
"marne de "
"arey sir chhodo use..."baki seniors ne Varun ko mujhse door kiya aur phhir mere pass aaye...
"chal push up kar..."
"i can't..."
"tera baap bhi karega ,sale MC"Varun ki aawaz aayi,
unlogo ne maloom nahi kya plan banaya tha ki sabhi ne mujhe gher liya aur phhir push up karne ke liye kahne lage.....
"ek baat apne gand me thoos le ,yadi tu zara bhi ruka to wahi kheench kar ek laat sab marenge...chal ab shuru ho ja...."
wo log had paar kar rahe the aur main us waqt yahi soch raha tha ki kya main kal ka suraj dekh paunga ? Aur yadi main kal ka suraj dekhunga bhi to kis haal me ? us waqt mujhe ye bhi nahi maloom tha ki kal main college me rahunga
Ya kisi hospital me apne pure jism me patti bandhwa kar pada rahunga ?
maine push up karna shuru kar diya lekin tabhi kisi ne mere paint ka belt utarne ki koshish ki aur main wahi rook gaya aur khud ko zameen se sata diya....
"ye aap log...."main kah bhi nahi paya tha ki mere kamar par kaskar kayi laat ek sath pade , pura sharir dard se kanp utha aur aakhir me mere aankh se aansu nikle....dhool ke kad mere pure jism se chipke hue the,...jab ladko ke laato ki barish thami to un ladkiyo ne apni nok wali sandal se mere kamar par dastak ki aur wo pal aisa tha jise main aaj bhi nahi bhula sakta....us din na jaane kitne dino baad main roya tha........
"chal phhir shuru ho ja aur yaad rakhna ,is baar mat rukna...."
Maine rote hue apne hath zameen se tikaye aur phhir push up marne laga, is baar ek ladke ne apne hath se mere paint me lagi belt ko nikala aur paint ka button khol diya.....lekin main nahi ruka kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki rukne ka matlab phhir se wahi maar khana....pure sharir se betahasa paseena nikal raha tha jisse zameen par meri chhap bani hui thi.....jab main push up kar raha tha to usi waqt Vibha ne meri paint ko neeche khiska diya aur khilkhila ke hasne lagi.....
"rukna mat be..."
uske baad unhone mere kamar ke neeche ke saare kapde utar diye aur main thak haar kar wahi let kar rone laga....wo sab bahut der tak wahi khade haste rahe ,mujhe galiya dete rahe aur phhir jab unka man bhar gaya to wo waha se chale gaye........
Yadi ye sab college ke andar hota to shayad aaj wo sab jail me hote,lekin aisa nahi hua tha....aur college ke bahar jo kuch bhi hua uski responsibility college ki nahi hoti....main ground se uthkar apne hostel ki taraf chala, us waqt main andar se toot chuka tha...rote-rote aansu khatam ho gaye the, aankhe surkh laal thi.....

Chapter-6:The Slam
Chapter-The Slam
Update-23
ground se nikalkar main seedhe hostel ki taraf badha, room ka darwaza pahle se hee aadha khula hua tha,jise pura kholkar main andar ghusa....
"kya hua...."ghabrayi hui aawaz me Arun ne puchha lekin main kuch nahi bola ya phhir kahe ki mujhme kuch bolne ki himmat hee nahi thi ,us waqt yadi main kuch bolta to yakinan main ro padta...isliye main usi halat me seedhe jakar apne bed par let gaya aur apni aankhe band kar li....pura sharir dard aur un chudailo ke sandal ke kharocho se jal raha tha....
"ye kya ho gaya,...wo bhi mere sath...."us waqt na to mujhe Esha ka khayal tha aur na hee deepika mam ka....us waqt main ye bhi bhool gaya tha mere bhai ne ye shahar chhodne se pahle kuch naseehat di thi, dil aur dimag me tha to sirf badla....main kuch bada dhamaka karna chahta tha jiske chapet me aaj ground me maujood sabhi log aa jaye....
"kal sabki maa chod dunga, phhir jo hoga dekha jayega....."kamar bahut jor se dard kar raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main uthkar baith gaya....
" tu aaram kar Arman..."
"bahut sah liya in chutiyo ko, tu dekh main kal inki kaise leta hu...."khade hokar maine kaha aur apna shirt utarne laga,...
"abey kis chiz mara hai tujhe..."
"wo pancho chudail sandal pahan kar naach rahi thi ,sali randiya...."gusse se kanpte hue main bola aur nahane ke liye waha se seedhe bathroom ki taraf ki gaya.....
us raat koyi senior hostel me nahi aaya aur us din mujhe hostel me sabse ajeeb jo baat lagi wo ye thi ki bhu(बी-एच-u)us din raat bhar kisi se phone me baat karta raha ,wo kisi jugad ki baat kar raha tha.....us raat neend mujhse koso door thi, main bas yahi chah raha tha ki jaldi se jaldi subah ho aur main MKL se milu....
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"ma kasam sun kar dukh hua...."har roz ki tarah Varun aaj bhi mujhse pahle utha aur chay banane ke liye gas on karte hue bola...."la doodh ki botal pakda...."
"Arun, udhar doodh ki botal rakkhi hui hai, la de..."
Arun se maine doodh ki mangi thi lekin usne mujhe daru ki botal pakda di aur to aur wo bola ki ek cup chay mere liye bhi bana de....
"abey ullu , mujhe honney Singh samajh rakkha hai kya, jo chips me daru daalkar khaunga aur phhir dono hath upar karke upar-upar wala gana gaunga,..."
"matlab..."sar khujata hua wo bola...
"matlab ki chay doodh se banti hai sharab se nahi...."
"oh sorry ! dhyan hee nahi raha...."
Iske baad Arun ne doodh ka botal mujhe pakdaya aur maine Varun ko,, chay banate hue Varun ne mujhse puchha....
"to phhir uske agle din kuch dhamaka kiya ,ya ek baar phhir unse maar khaya..."
"uske agle din..."main us waqt thoda aur sona chahta tha,lekin Varun ko kuch jyada hee utsukta thi aage janne ki ,isliye mujhe apne yaadon ke Samundar me ek baar phhir tairana pada......
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"aaj kya bolega unse, wo sab to har din ki tarah aaj bhi waha khadi hai...."
Main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se kuch hee doori par khade the.....waise to ek padhne wale student ko galiya nahi bakni chahiye khaskar ke ladkiyo ko....lekin us kal unhone jo kuch bhi mere sath kiya tha usne mere sari achchhi chizo ko khatam kar diya tha....
"cigarette kaise peete hai, jaldi se bata..."
"simple...chhota kash lena aur phhir dhue ko andar kheench lena....."
"la cigarette de, try karta hu..."
"wo to nahi hai...."
"chal koyi baat nahi aaja..."collar ko maine upar kiya aur un chudailo ki taraf badha.....peeth aur kamar me bahut dard tha, isliye hostel se nikalte waqt main thoda jhuk kar aur langda kar chal raha tha...lekin us waqt maine khud ko straight kiya aur bindas chal me chalkar unki taraf aaya.....jaise - jaise main unki taraf badh raha tha beete din ground ka har ek moment meri aankho ke samne chha raha tha......
"Good morning bandariyo...."
"huh...."un pancho chudailo ki nazar mujhpar padi aur Vibha boli"kal ka bhool gaya kya,jo aaj aa gaya..."
muskurate hue maine Vibha ke chehre ko dekha aur phhir jaanbuchkar apni nazar uske seene par tikayi aur apne hontho par jeebh phhirate hue maine Vibha se kaha....
"size kya hai tere mummo ko...."
"what..."usne mujhe thappad mane ke liye apna hath aage badhaya, to maine turant uska hath pakad liya...
"BC, apna hath sambhal..."use door jhatka dete hue maine kaha....
meri is harkat se waha cigarette pee rahi ek ladki ke hath se cigarette chhut kar zameen par gir gayi, jise uthakar maine ek chhota sa kheencha jaisa ki Arun ne bataya tha aur dhue ko uske face par chhodte hue bola.....
"ek cigarette nahi sambhal pa rahi hai tu , phhir mera lund kya pakdegi....tujhe nahi chodunga...tu reject...."
main jab un pancho ko bak raha tha tab shuru -shuru me Arun door khada tamasha dekh raha tha, lekin baad me wo bhi wahi aa gaya aur Vibha ko dekhkar bola....
"ek baat bata tu, tujhe pyar karne ke liye wo gadha hee mila..."aur hum dono hans pade, Arun ne bolna jari rakkha"tere us boyfriend ko best gadha of the universe ka award milna chahiye....sala 7 saal se engg. Kar raha hai...."
hum dono ek baar phhir jor se hanse, aaj hasne ki bari humari thi, kal jaise main shant khada sah raha tha aaj wahi halat un pancho ki thi.....
"suno be randiyo....dobara idhar dikhi to yahi patak kar rape kar dunga aur chut ka bhosda bana dunga....chal bhag yaha se...."
"ruko tum dono , aane do Varun aur uske dosto ko..."ek ladki taav me boli.....
hum un chutiye seniors ki maal ko chheda tha ,jisse mamla garam to hona hee tha...ladayi to honi hee thi...to phhir mere khas dost Arun ne socha ki jab yuddh hona hee hai to kyun na full maza le liya jaye aur uske baad maine zameen se dhool uthayi aur sabse pahle Vibha ke chehre par lagaya, wo gusse se puri laal hokar mujhe ghoorti rahi,....
"ye us din ke samose ka badla aur kal wale kand ke liye....."main bolte-bolte rook gaya, kyunki hume bachpan se yahi sikhaya jata hai ladkiyo ki ijjat karo unhe pura samman karo....lekin jab ladkiya hee tumhari marne par tuli ho tab kya karna chahiye ye kisi ne aaj tak nahi kaha tha....
"chhod de be Arman warna yahi ro padengi ye..."
"jao, tum pancho ko maine maaf kiya, aur jisko bulana hai bula lena....."
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Wo pancho apna pair patak kar waha se rafa dafa ho gayi aur un pancho ke jaane ke baad sabse pahle maine jo kaam kiya wo ye tha ki khud ko thoda jhuka liya, sala bahut der se dard sahte hue straight khada tha aur phhir college ke andar jane ke liye jaise hee muda to dekha ki waha aas-pass bahut se students khade hokar hum dono ko apni aankhe badi-badi karke dekh rahe hai, wo sabhi hostel me rahne wale first year ke students the aur waha unme kuch ladkiya bhi thi....
"abey ye log to mujhe hero samajh rahi hongi...."cigarette ko door fek kar main bola....
"chal be, ye mujhe hero samajh rahi hongi...kyunki jo kiya maine kiya, tune kya kiya...."
"waise ek baat bata..."sahare ke liye maine Arun ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur college ke andar ghusa"Varun aur uski danav sena se kaise niptenge...."
"ek katta kharid lete hai sala aur jab jab wo sab humari lene aayenge hum katta dikhakar unhi ki le lenge....kya bolta hai..."
"kuch jyada nahi fake diya..."bolte - bolte main ruka, aur class ke andar chalne ke liye ishara kiya aur langdate hue main CS class ke andar gaya , aaj bhi Arun ka dost humse pahle pahuch chuka tha aur mujhe dekhkar usne ek jhatke me kah diya ki "wo nahi aayi hai.."
"sala chutiya..."maine use galiya baki,...Arun ka dost tha isliye sirf galiya baki yadi mera dost hota to jaan se maar deta, sala slowly-slowly bhi to bol sakta tha ki Esha aaj bhi nahi aayi, aise ek jhatke me bol kar heart attack de diya sale ne
apne class me aakar main chup-chap baith kar samne clean board ki taraf dekhne laga, us waqt josh-josh me to maine un pancho ko batti de di, lekin ab mujhe dar lagne laga tha....lekin un sabki kal ki harqat se mujhme itni himmat to aa hee gayi thi ki ab main chup-chap hokar maar nahi khaunga....
"ek mukka to jaroor kisi ko marunga aur wo bhi puri taqat lagakar...."
"kya hua be, kisko marega..."
"kuch nahi ,samne dekh Sir aa gaye hai..."
Samne Sir ko dekhkar Arun jamhayi lete hue bola"ye phhir pakayega..."
wo period BME ka tha aur jo Sir us subject ko padhate the unka naam mujhe aaj tak nahi maloom, baki humlog use kisi bhi naam se bula lete the jaise ki lodu, bakchod,chodu,gandu etc. wo jab bhi class lene aata to ek chiz jo hamesha mere sath hoti aur wo ye thi ki main hamesha gahri neend me chala jata bhale hee main 12 ghante hee so kar kyun na aaya hu......us din bhi main neend ki aagosh me so chakkar laga raha tha ki Arun ne mujhe jagaya....
"kya hua..."apna muh fadte hue maine puchha...
"wo lodu question kar raha hai, jag ja..."
"meri bari aayegi to jaga dena..."
"abey uth..."mere pair par jor se laat marte hue Arun ne kaha....."thoda bahut to respect de be teachers ko..."
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"Isothermal Process samajh me aaya kisi ko..."us lodu ne hum sabse puchha aur aadhi class ne na me jawab diya....
"koyi baat nahi , aage dekho"
" sir...."ek ladka khada hua "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya dekhe..."
"ghar me book khol kar padhna yar ,easy hai sab samajh me aa jayega...."
us ladke ko baitha kar us chutiye ne apna chutiyapa jaari rakkha aur main phhir ludhak gaya....jis ladke ne abhi kaha tha ki "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya samajh me aayega..."wo branch opener tha, aur uska naam maine to kabhi kisi se nahi puchha lekin aksar discussion karte samay kuch log uska naam Shubham batate the......
"aaj kaun sa lab hai..."maine Arun se puchha....
college shuru hue abhi jyada din nahi hue the lekin itne hee dino me mujhme bahut jyada badlaav aa gaya tha, jaha pahle main school me teachers ki har baat ko bade dhyan se sunta tha wahi ab main teachers ko galiya bakta aur har class me time pass karta....college lage hue yun to bahut din nahi hue the lekin in dino me maine ek baar bhi hostel jakar book nahi khola tha....mujhe subah uthkar file na dhoondhani pade isliye maine sab subject ki lab file apne bag me daal kar rakkhi hui thi, alam to ye tha ki jo bag main college se jakar hostel me fekta tha waisa hee bag subah uthakar college aa jata aur jab bhi ghar se ya bade bhai ka call aata to main aksar yahi bolta tha ki study badhiya chal rahi hai.......
"Assignment jama karo...."deepika mam apne hath me Pen lekar chair par sawar ho chuki thi....
"pahle ye batao ki kisne kisne Assignment khud se banaya hai...."
ye ek aisa sawal tha jisme sabhi ne apna hath khada kiya jabki ek do ko chhodkar shayad hee koyi aisa raha hoga jisne assignment khud se banaya hoga.....
"very good..."apne chehre par aaye balo ko peechhe karte hue deepika mam phhir boli"ab ye batao ,kisne Assignment nahi banaya...."
maine puri class ki taraf dekha, kisi ne bhi apna hath nahi uthaya , deepika mam ne apna dusara sawal phhir dohraya aur is baar sirf ek hath khada hua aur wo hath mera tha......
"kyun...tumne assignment kyun nahi kiya...."
"bhool gaya mam..."maine seedha sa jawab diya.....
"recess me tum mujhse Computer lab me milna..."
maine gardan haa me hila di aur baith gaya , is waqt mujhe sabse jyada gussa Arun par aa raha tha kyunki usne Assignment complete kar liya aur mujhe bataya tak nahi......
"kyun be mujhe kyun nahi bataya tune..."uske pair par jordar laat mar kar maine puchha....
"mujhe laga ki tune kar liya hoga..."apne pair ko sahlate hue usne kaha..."agli baar se bata dunga..."
us din deepika mam ka pura period assignment jama karne aur check karne me beet gaya, assignment check karte samay deepika mam beech-beech me mujhe dekhti aur kabhi-kabhi humari nazare bhi takra jati.....jab period khatam hua to deepika mam ne jate hue mujhe ek baar phhir remind karaya ki mujhe recess me unse milna hai......
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"Aaj to beta deepika mam tujhe chod ke rahegi..."Arun mere maje lete hue bola...3rd Period shuru ho chuka tha lekin teacher lapata tha aur tabhi maine apni akal daudayi aur Naveen se uski bike ki chabi mangi......
"abey bahar seniors honge..."Arun ne kaha aur jise samajh kar main baith gaya.....
Maine socha tha ki ek Assignment copy kharid kar is khali period me hee Assigment pura kar lu aur recess me deepika mam ke muh par assignment de maru, lekin Seniors ka naam sunkar mera pura plan chaupat ho gaya.....
khud ko bajirao Singham aur uske sath rahne wala uska ek aur dost aksar first year ki class ke corridor me chakkar marte rahte the aur jo class bhi khali dikhi wo usme ghuskar apna rola jhadte, us din jab humari class khali ja rahi thi to usi waqt wo dono tapak pade......unme se ek jo khud ko bajirao Singham kahta tha wo andar aaya aur uske sath hamesha college ke chakkar katne wala uska dost gate par khada hokar nigrani karne laga.....bajirao Singham ladkiyo ki taraf jakar gappe marne laga, isi beech sab normal ho gaye aur aapas me baat karne lage....tabhi wo cheekha aur sab shant ho gaye....
"kya hai be ye...Senior class me hai aur tum log diag ki ma-bahan kiye ja rahe ho...."ladko ki taraf aata hua wo bola aur phhir usne mujhe dekh liya"tu khade ho, kya naam bataya tha tune apna..."
"Arman....."
"Arman...."mujhe upar se neeche tak dekhte hue usne wahi kaha jiski mujhe ashanka thi"jyada udi-udi me rahna band kar de ,warna....."gate par kade apne dost ko pass bulakar usne apne dost ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur phhir bola....
"ye jo tumhara senior hai na main iska bhi baap hoon...."uska ishara gate par khade rahne wale senior ki taraf tha...."to ab soch le ki main tera bhi baap hoon...."
uska ye kahna tha ki mera khoon hazar degree celsius par khaula, maine use ghoor kar dekha....ek baar phhir wahi hua jo maine soch kar rakkha hai, wo mere pass aaya aur mera collar pakad kar bola..
"kya ghoor raha hai , main hoon tera baap..."
"baap ke collar se hath hata..."
ye sabke liye ek dhamake ki tarah tha, mere muh se wo lafz sunkar khud bajirao Singham aur uska dost bhi dhamake ke chapet me aa gaye....maie bajirao Singham ke sharir ko dekha aur andaza lagaya ki yadi humari ladayi hui to result bahut der tak me aayega, matlab ki hum dono barabar the......
"tu janta hai kaun hoon main...main hoon bajirao Singham..."apna seea thok kar filmi style me wo bola....
"tu agar bajirao Singham hai to main hoon Chulbul Pandey...ab bol."
Wo shant ho gaya ,aur kuch der tak meri aankho me aankhe daal kar a jaane kya sochta raha, uske baad usne apne dost ko bulaya....aur maine Arun ko khada hone ke liye kaha.....us waqt dono taraf do log the aur dono hee barabar lekin palda humara bhari tha kyunki maine isi beech un dono se kah diya tha ki jab humari ladayi chalegi to usi samay humare class ka koyi ek student jakar Principal office me ye news deke aayega ki Mechanical first year me kuch seniors , juniors ko buri tarah peet rahe hai, aur Principal sir maan bhi lenge....uske baad tum dono ko college se nikal diya jayega.....to behtar yahi hai ki abhi class se bahar chale jao warna college se bahar jana padega........
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wo dono class se bahar chale gaye,lekin mujhe yakin tha ki wo dono mujhe bahar jaroor pakdenge aur usi waqt maine apne dushmano me un dono ka naam bhi jod liya.....Meri aaj is dileri ki vajah se sabki nazar mujhpar hogi ye maine pahle hee soch liya tha, aur usi waqt maine khud se bola ki"kash Esha is class me hoti to aaj wo mujhse jaroor pat jati, phhir hum dono uske paise par bahar khana khane jate, uske baad ek hee cold drink me straw daal kar peete aur uske baad main use ek laal gulab deta aur wo sharma kar kahti ki "Arman...tum kitne wo ho...""
"deepika mam ke pass nahi jana kya...."Arun ki besuri aawaz ne mujhe hosh me laya....
"recess ho gaya..."
"5 min. bhi ho gaye hai...."
"tu bhi chal na..."
"tu ja "angdayi marte hue Arun bola"mujhe neend aa rahi hai.."
main akele hee apni jagah se utha aur class se bahar jane laga tabhi Arun ne aawaz di"sambhal kar kahi wo tera rape na kar de........"
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"sambhal kar kahi tera rape na kar de.."
"ladkiya bhi rape karti hai kya..."maine haste hue Arun se puchha
"aaj kal ki ladkiya kuch bhi kar sakti hai...."usne bhi haste hue jawab diya.....
"chal thik hai, milta hu kuch der me..."
main class se bahar nikal aaya, computer lab ground floor par tha aur jaise-jaise main seedhiya utar raha tha waise-waise hee ek dar, ek sharam mere andar apna dera jama rahi thi....main yahi chah raha tha ki deepika mam computer lab me akeli na ho, unke sath kuch students bhi ho.....main apne college ka shayad eklauta aisa ladka tha jo deepika mam jaisi hot item ki karibi se dar raha tha...
"May i come in mam..."computer lab ke gate ke pass khade hokar maine andar aane ki permission mangi....
"Arman...come in"wo khush hote hue is kadar boli ,jaise use kab se mera intezar ho.....uski us hasi ne mujhe andar se dara diya aur mere kano me Arun ki aawaz gunjane lagi"Sambhal kar ,kahi wo tera rape na kar de...."
"are andar aao, bahar kyun khade ho..."usne mujhe dobara andar aane ke liye kaha aur main bajrang bali ka naam lekar jung-e-maidan me kood gaya....
"aapne mujhe bulaya tha..."jaha wo baithi thi waha jakar main bola aur charo taraf nazar daudayi pure lab me uske aur mere siwa sirf computers the....
"tumne assignment complete kyun nahi kiya...."apni chair ko meri taraf kheench kar wo aaram se baith gayi,
"mast perfume lagayi hai is lund ki pyasi ne..."main badbadaya...
"tumne assignment pura nahi kiya ,kya main jaan sakti hoon ki aisa kyun hua..."
"sorry mam, i forgot"
"kya bhool gaye.."
"assignment karna bhool gaya..."
wo apni jagah se uthi aur mere peechhe khade hokar dheere se boli" physics lab wali baat to nahi bhoole..."
pure sharir ka pani sookh gaya aur dil ki dhadkane tej ho gayi ye sunkar, meri ye halat dekhkar deepika mam ki hansi chhut gayi...
"tum sharmate bahut ho..."mere kaan pass apna chehra lakar wo boli....
"mujhe bhi kuch din pahle hee ye pata chala ki main ek sharmila ladka hoon..."
"so, ab kya irada hai..."
"irada to ye hai ki main aaj raat bhar assignment likhunga aur phhir kal submit kar dunga..."deepika mam ke armano par pani dalte hue maine kaha....lekin uske agle hee pal deepika mam ne ek jordar dhamaka kiya....
"mujhe chodne ka vichar hai ya gay hai tu..."khunnas me wo boli....
Main ek baar phhir sadme me aa gaya tha, aur aaj ka sadma us din ke physics lab wale sadme se jyada bada tha....wo mere peechhe khadi mere jawab ka intezar kar rahi thi aur main sadme se bahar aane ki koshish kar raha tha......
"pani milega...."maine topic change karne ke irade se kaha....
"kaun sa pani...chut wala ya botal wala...."
deepika mam ke in lafzo ne mujhe ek baar phhir sadme me daal diya aur mujhe dar lagne laga ki mujhe kahi heart attack na aa jaye....
"main ek sarif padhayi karne wala ladka hu , mujhe in sab me mat fansao...."apni ijjat bachane ke liye maine apni koshish jaari rakkhi....
"bol to aise raha hai ,jaise kabhi muth hee na mari ho...."wo wapas samne wali chair par baith gayi aur apne samne rakkhe dekstop par kuch karne lagi.....uske baad kuch der tak wo usi me busy rahi aur phhir boli...
"idhar aao..."
"kidhar..."gala ek baar phhir sookha...
"mere pass..."
Ladkhadate hue kadmo se main deepika mam ki taraf gaya,jaha wo chair par kisi maharani ki tarah baithi hui thi, unke karib jakar main khada ho gaya aur computer ke screen par nazar daudayi,deepika mam ne ek video play kiya , wo video aisa tha ki jise dekhkar mere paseene chhut gaye, is baar to heart attack hee aa jata lekin maine khud ko sambhal liya......
"this position i like most and you..."
Jawab me maine apne hontho par sirf jeebh fira di,abhi mere samne ek full2 nude fucking video chal raha tha....ye kaise ho sakta hai, koyi teacher apne student ke sath aise bartaav kaise kar sakti hai....lekin haqiqat to wahi tha jo us din lab me mere sath ho raha tha, umra ke us padav par shayad bahut si chize aisi thi jise janna abhi baki tha....
mera man aur tan dolne laga , seedhe-seedhe shabdo me kahe to jab aapke samne chudai ki film chal rahi ho to lund apne aap khada ho jata hai, mera bhi lund khada hua , jise dekhkar deepika mam ne apne daant dikha diye....na chahkar bhi us waqt main ye chahne laga tha ki deepika mam pahle apne hatho se mere lund ko sahlaye aur phhir apne muh se mere lund ko chuse aur uske baad kisi slut ki tarah bole ki "wow, your dick is so big...."
"kisi ladki me tumhe sabse achchha part kya lagta hai...."video band karke deepika mam mere taraf mudi...
"matlab...."main janta tha ki deepika mam ke sawal ka kya matlab tha ,lekin phhir bhi maine puchha....
"matlab ki chut,gand ,boobs ,lips....."
"boobs and lips...."maine jawab diya aur ek ajeeb baat mujhe ye lagi ki,ab mujhe sharam nahi aa rahi thi.....
"touch my lips..."
"kisse touch karo hath se ya phhir honth se ya phhir ......"
"abhi to filhal hath se maza lo..."
Maine apni ungaliyo ko deepika mam ke hontho par rakkha aur dheere-dheere sahlate hue uske honth ke andar tak le gaya,....ye sab kuch bahut ajeeb tha, mujhe khud yakin nahi ho raha tha ki meri murjhayi taqdeer me ek apsara kaise aa gayi wo bhi bina kapdo ke....
"waha bhi hath phhira lu..."mera ishara uske mast bade-bade boobs ki taraf tha,...deepika mam ne apne seene ko ek baar dekhkar boli...
"ye sab puchha nahi jata...."
"then ok..."aur mere kanpte hue hath uske seene se ja chipke aur aise chipke ki chhodne ka naam hee nahi le rahe the, lund paint ko fadkar bahar nikalne ke liye betab tha tabhi khade lund par jor se hathoda marte hue deepika mam ne kaha...
"ab tum jao..."
dukhbhare man se maine deepika mam ki chhatiyo ko dekha ,jinse mere hath chipke hue the , main masoomiyat bhari aawaz me bola"ek baar inhe daba lu..."
"tum ab jao...."hanste hue usne mere hath ko door kiya aur mujhe turant waha se jane ka ishara kiya.....
"61-62 karna padega ab..."computer lab se bahar nikal kar main khud par jhallaya aur bathroom ki taraf chal diya, aaj kayi dhamake ek sath ho chuke the, pahle maine un pancho chudailo ko batti di, phhir bajirao Singham aur uske dost ko aur uske baad computer lab wala dhamaka.....lekin ek aur dhamaka bahut jald hone wala tha aur ye dhamaka sabse bada bhi tha........
"Mujhe maloom chal gaya hai ki Esha college kyun nahi aa rahi kuch dino se...."muth marne ke baad mara sa muh lekar main class me ghusa hee tha ki Arun bola....
"kyun....?"maine Arun ki taraf dekha....
Abhi tak main yahi samajh raha tha ki shayad uske ghar me koyi kaam hoga, ya phhir uski tabiyat kharab hogi ya halka fulka bukhar hoga, ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo apne kisi rishtedar se milne kahi bahar gayi ho aur isi vajah se wo college na aayi ho, lekin Arun ne dhamaka karke mere dimag ko shunya kar diya, usne Esha ke college na aane ka jo reason bataya ,use sunkar yakin hee nahi hua aur maine Arun se ek baar phhir puchha....
"kya bola tune maine suna nahi..."
"Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi......"

Chapter-7:Suicide

Chapter-7:Suicide
Update-27
Mujhe phhir bhi yakin nahi hua aur ye sochkar ki maine galat suna hoga maine ek baar aur Arun se puchha...
"kya..."
"Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai..."
Teen baar se main lagatara wahi sawal puchh raha tha aur Arun mere un sawalo ka ek sa jawab de raha tha....us waqt kuch hua ,kuch alag sa hee hua,kuch alag sa hee ahsaas hua....main waha se daudte hue seedhe college se bahar aaya bina ye soche hue bhi ke mujhe jana kaha hai, bina ye soche ki seniors mujhe pakad sakte hai aur mera kachumar bana sakte hai....college ke main gate se main nikla hee tha ki meri nazar us ek ped par padi jis par rang birange phhool lage hue the....wo wahi ped tha, waha us waqt hawa bhi wahi bah rahi thi ,jo rojana bahti thi , college bhi wahi tha aur usme padhne wale students bhi wahi the...suraj aaj bhi purab se nikal kar apni manzil ki taraf badh raha tha, lekin jab se Esha ke suicide ki khabar suni to us ek pal me jaise puri duniya badal gayi ho, rang-birangi dharti jaise akal ke karan sukh gayi ho, aisa lagne laga tha mujhe us waqt....log mere samne se aate aur chale jate, us waqt yadi koyi mujhpar laat-ghuso ki barsaat bhi kar deta to main use siway dekhne ke kuch nahi karta......
"Arun...Naveen..."maine ye do naam liye, jo mere khas dost the ,
"kaha ja raha hai..."peechhe se mere khas dost Arun ne aawaz di, wo bhi mere peechhe-peechhe aa gaya tha bina ye jane use jana kaha hai....
"Esha kis hospital me hai...."
meri ghabrahat ko Arun pahchan gaya aur meri bechaini ko samajhkar wo bola"ye to mujhe nahi maloom...."
"tujhe kisne bataya ki Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...."
"class me kuch ladke baat kar rahe the, jise mere dost ne sun liya aur phhir mujhe khabar di...."
is waqt Esha se milne ka bahut dil kar raha tha , lekin usse milu bhi to kaise ,yadi main usse mila bhi to main kya kahunga...ki main yaha kyun aaya, kisliye aaya kis haq se aaya.....dil me hazar goliya fire karke maine waha se wapas apni class me jane ka socha....
corridor me ab bhi students bahar the, kuch tahal rahe the to kuch group banakar baate kar rahe the, waha mujhe Arun ka wo dost bhi dikhayi diya jo Esha ki class me tha.....
"sun na yar...."maine Arun ke dost ko bulaya aur us sale ne meri dukhti rag par hath to rakkha hee sath hee sath hathoda marte hue bola...
"Arman tujhe maloom chala ya nahi....Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...."
"haan maloom hai...koyi vajah maloom chali ki usne aisa kyun kiya..."
"pyar, mohabbat ka chakkar hai dost....tu bhool ja use..."
jitni aasani se usne mujhe kah diya utni asani se maine uski baat ko ek kan se sunkar dusare kan se nikal diya aur usse puchha ki Esha kis hospital me hai....
"maloom nahi....lekin college off hone tak kisi se puchhkar tujhe bata dunga...."
"thanks , ab chalta hu..."
"chal bye..."
waha se main seedhe apni class me aakar baith gaya ,ye soch soch kar dil fata ja raha tha ki Esha ne kisi ke pyar me apni jaan dene ki koshish ki hai....
"wo use bahut pyar karti hai ,iska matlab main aur mere Armano ke liye uske dil me koyi jagah nahi...."main us waqt khud se hee sawal jawab kiye ja raha tha....
"lekin us din class me to wo mujhe dekh rahi thi...."main us waqt jhooth ko sach aur sach ko jhooth sabit karne par laga hua tha, us waqt mujhe zara bhi khayal nahi tha ki physics wale sir class me aa chuke hai....
"hey, tum..."
"haaaiiiinn...."Arun ne mujhe koncha to main hosh me aaya....
"kya haiin haiin laga rakkhe ho, padhna hai to chup chap raho warna bahar jao..."
"BC maine ek shabd bhi nahi bola..."us Physics wale kurre sir ko dekhkar maine khud se kaha.....
"aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte..."jab kisi ne apne dimag ka theory kurre sir ko sunaya to use yahi jawab mila....ye jawab sirf use hee nahi balki kayi aur bhi students ko mila...jab bhi koyi ulta seedha sawal karta to kurre sir us par apna brmhastra chhod kar kahte ki "aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte...." aur phhir sab shant ho jate....question to mere dimag me bhi tha lekin us waqt main nahi puchh paya shayad Esha ki vajah se......Kurre sir ki bhi ek ajeeb aur badi ghatiya adat thi wo class khatam hone ke kuch der pahle ek-ek student se us din jo padhaya gaya use batane ko kahte...jo bata deta wo baith jata tha lekin na batane wale ko kurre sir Physics department me bulate aur waha , ijjat ki dhajjiya udate....
"tum batao...."
Main chup chap khada hua aur dimag ko parat dar parat khol kar dekhne laga ki main is baare me kuch janta hu ya nahi.....Theory of Relativity ke topic me main virgin tha lekin kuch din pahle maine kisi news paper me kuch padha tha aur jo padha tha wahi kurre sir ke upar de mara.....
"Sir, mera ek sawal hai...kuch din pahle maine padha tha ki kuch particle aise bhi hai jinki velocity light ke velocity se bhi tej hai aur yadi aisa hai to phhir Einstein ka principle galat ho gaya , aap kya kahte hai is baare me...."
"Einstein ho ya koyi aam aadmi , koyi bhi Physics ke niyamo ke khilaf nahi ja sakta...baith jao..."
"thank you sir "

Us din bahut se students kurre sir ke lapete me aa gaye...main chahta tha ki Arun bhi us lapete me fas jaye lekin sala hoshiyar nikla aur jab kurre sir ne use khada kiya to lamba chauda bhasad usne de dala.....
"bade dhyan se sun raha tha kurre ka boring lecture....."
"matlab...."
" uska lecture sune bina tu itna sab kaise bol sakta hai..."
"ye sab to pahle se maloom tha mujhe..."kandha uchka kar wo bola....
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"main aaj drawing ki class attend nahi karunga...." apna bag band karte hue Naveen ne hum dono se kaha....
"kyun jake gand marwana hai..."
"lawde..."Arun ko ek hath lagakar Naveen ne kaha "jab dekho tab gali bhare rahta hai muh me...."
"tu usko hata aur ye bata ki aaj drawing ki class kyun chhod raha hai....suna hai bahut hard subject hai ye..."main nahi chahta tha ki wo waha se jaye , kyunki Naveen ke sath rahne se class boring nahi lagti thi...
"bhaiya aa raha hai ghar se aur 3 baje unhe railway station lene jana hai,..."
"jab kaam 3 baje hai to phhir abhi se kyun ja raha hai,..."
"bas ja raha hu....room ki saaf-safayi bhi karni hai ,wana bhai room me aakar mera haal-chal baad me puchhega usse pahle mujhe bolega ki chal pahle room saaf kar..."
"aaj tere room par hee rukne ka plan hai kya unka...."mere andar ek alag hee khhichadi pak rahi thi jisme mirch masale dalte hue Naveen bola...
"nahi, 4 baje unki train hai..."
"aaj raat main tere room par rukunga...."
"kyun..."mere ekdum se kahne par Naveen thoda chauk sa gaya,
"kyun be, tu aaj uske room par kyun rukega...."Arun ne mujhe beech me toka...
"kaam hai kuch..."
"gay gay gay gay..."ek dhun me gate hue Arun ne kaha....
"actually main soch raha tha ki Esha jis hospital me hai, waha jakar use dekh aau..."
"Naveen, launda to gaya hath se..."muskurate hue Arun ne kaha"phhir main bhi chalta hu..."
Phhir kya tha hum teeno ne apna bag uthaya aur nikal pade Naveen ke room ki taraf....raste bhar maine plan banaya ki mujhe hospital jakar actually karna kya hai, lekin phhir yaad aaya ki hume to us hospital ka naam tak nahi maloom jisme Esha admit hai.....
"abey tu kisliye mere sath aaya hai..."bike par baithe hue hee maine kohni se Arun ko mara....
"tere sath us hospital me jaunga ,jaha Esha admit hai..."
"ghanta jayega , pahle ye to maloom kar ki Esha hai kis hospital me...."
College se Naveen ke room pahuchane me sirf aadha ghanta laga,idhar Naveen room ki safai me lag gaya aur udar main aur Arun uske bistar par kisi maharaja ki tarah sawar hokar apna plan banane lage........
"bhu ko call karta hu...."Arun ne apna mobile nikalte hue kaha.....bhu bhi Esha ke peechhe pada hua tha isliye Arun ne socha ki shayad use kuch maloom ho aur humara daanv ek dum fit baitha, us sale bhu ko maloom tha ki Esha kaha admit hai....
"kaam ho gaya...."call disconnect karke Arun ne kaha....
"kaha hai wo aur kis halat me hai..."
"Apollo me hai...."
"chal jaldi se chalte hai waha...."main bina kuch soche samjhe jane ke liye uth khada hua, tabhi Naveen jo room ki saaf-safai me laga hua tha wo bola
"hello...kidhar.."
"Apollo..."
"beta ,abhi jana hai to auto me jao ,kyunki 3 baje bhai ko lene railway station jana hai aur waise bhi Apollo 2 kamro ka koyi chhota hospital nahi hai jo muh utha ke pahuch gaye...beta andar ghusne ke liye id card lagta hai....."hum dono ke badhte kadam wahi ruk gaye aur Arun ke hath se Naveen ne bike ki chabi chheen kar kaha"pichhwade me laat maar ke bahar karenge waha ka security guards...."
"to ab kya kare...."
"4 baje tak rook ,bhai ko railway station chhodne ke baad main bhi sath me chalunga...."
Us din Naveen ke bhai ne 1 ghante buri tarah se bore kiya aur Naveen ke room ko saaf dekhkar khush bhi bahut hue, aur jate jate hum teeno ko thik se padhne ki naseehat bhi di, 4:30 baje ke lagbhag Naveen railway station se wapas room par aaya aur hum teeno apollo hospital ke liye nikal pade......
"le aagaya apollo , ab bol andar jane ka kya jugad hai..."Naveen jab bike park karke aaya to maine usse puchha....
"mere idhar ke uncle yaha admit hai, unko bahar bulata hu...."kahte hue Naveen ne mobile nikala aur phhir apne uncle se baat ki,...kuch hee der me Naveen ke uncle bahar aaye, Naveen aur uske uncle ne kuch der hi hello jaisi kayi pakau baate ki aur phhir hume do card dekar bole ki tum teeno me se sirf do log hee andar ja sakte ho....jana to teeno ko tha isliye hum teeno ek dusare ka muh takne lage ki kaun apni kurbani dega....lekin jab koyi faisala nahi hua to uncle ne hum teeno ko kuch der rukne ke liye kaha aur phhir jugad karke ek aur id card lekar aaye....
"Naveen, apne uncle se puchh ke dekh ki ye Esha ko jante hai ki nahi...."
"chutiya hai kya...."
"tu chutiya, tera baap....."iske aage maine kuch nahi bola aur thodi door khade Naveen ke uncle ke pass gaya, jo kisi se baat kar rahe the.....
"uncle, humare college ki ek ladki ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai,...use aap jante hai kya....."
"Esha......"
"o teri "andar hee andar khush hote hue maine Naveen ke uncle se kaha"ha wahi, jab yaha aaye hai to socha ki usse bhi mil loon...."
"wo mere karibi dost Khurana ki eklauti beti hai , Esha ki suicide ki khabar sunkar mujhe bhi dukh hua tha, lekin ab wo thik hai aur yadi usse milna chahte ho to 125 room no. me jao"
"thank you uncle"
Waha se khushi-khushi main Arun aur Naveen ke pass aaya aur unhe room no. 125 me chalne ke liye kaha,..
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gaye the bade aashiq bankar, socha tha kisi na kisi bahane usse baat kar hee lunga , phhir uska haal chal bhi puchh lunga, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua aur na hee iske aas-pass kuch hua.... Jis room me Esha admit thi , hum teeno us room ke bahar chup chap khade andar jhak rahe the kyunki andar jhakk maar ke jhankane ke siwa hum teeno ya phhir kahe ki main kuch kar bhi nahi sakta tha, kyunki jo kaam mujhe karna tha wo room. No. 125 me koyi aur kar raha tha, jin armano ki gathari banakar main yaha aaya tha wo khul kar jis room me Esha admit thi uske bahar bikhar chuki thi , kano me ek baar phhir wahi aawaz gunji jise main sunna nahi chahta tha, jise main bardasht nahi kar sakta tha....."pyar ,mohabbat ka chakkar hai bhai, tu use bhool ja...." us waqt Arun bhi chup tha aur Naveen bhi chup chap khada tha.....room ke andar Esha ek ladke se baat kar rahi thi, Esha ki aankh me aansu the aur us ladke ki aankh bhi halki nam thi, dono sale meri love story ki dhajjiya uda kar apne liye family planning kar rahe the.....jis ladke ne Esha ka hath pakad rakkha tha use maine college me shayad kayi baar dekha tha, aur yadi mera andaza sahi tha to wo yakinan mera senior hai......
"iska naam Gautam hai aur ye second year me hai...."Naveen ne dheere se kaha, lekin yadi wo jor se bhi kahta to koyi farak nahi padta kyunki waha hume sunne wala koyi nahi tha, jo beemar the wo to allot hue room me hee pade the aur jo unke karibi the wo ya to apne karibi ke sath room me the ya phhir bahar ki hawa khane ke liye bahar gaya hue the...us waqt hum teeno room no. 125 ki khidki se andar dekh rahe the, hum teeno ne dekha ki us ladke ne Esha ka hath apne dono hatho se tham liya aur kuch bolne laga...jise sunkar Esha ki aankhe khushi se chhalak uthi....
us waqt aankho me aansu uske bhi the ,us waqt dil mera bhi roya tha.....us waqt apne pyar ke samne wo bhi chup thi ,us waqt apne pyar ke samne chup main bhi tha....uske bagair jeene ki adat na to use thi aur uske bagair jeena mera bhi mushkil tha......
dheere-dheere mere kadam khud ba khud bahar ke liye chal pade, ab situation bilkul alag thi, jaha kuch der pahle tak main yaha aane ke liye mara ja raha tha wahi ab main jald se jald yaha se door jana chahta tha,jaha kuch der pahle mera dil uske didar ke liye uchhal-uchhal kar betahasha hua ja raha tha wahi ab mera dil hatash hokar shant baith gaya tha....hospital se bahar aate waqt maine kayi logo ko dekha, lekin phhir bhi na jaane kyun aisa lag raha tha ki main waha ,us bade se alishan hospital me bilkul akela hoon....koyi yadi waha dheere se bhi kuch bolta to uski aawaz joro se mere kano me chubhati....mujhe us waqt aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki main barso se us jagah kaid hoon aur waha se nikalne ki koshish kar raha hoon.......
"Arman....."mere kandhe ko peechhe se pakad kar Arun ne mujhe jor se hilaya...."kaha ja raha hai...."
"bahar...."apne charo taraf dekhte hue maine Arun se kaha,"kyun kuch hua kya..."
"ye bahar ka rasta nahi hai...samne dekh tu us room ki taraf ja raha hai jaha anath death bodies ko rakkha jata hai...."
Arun sach kah raha tha, mere samne kuch doori par wahi room tha, mera sar ghoomane laga aur uske baad aankho ke taar sust padne lage main us waqt sona chahta tha aur mere man me na jaane kya soojha jo main usi room ki taraf chal pada jaha mare hue logo ke sharir ko rakkha jata tha....mera dimag mere kabu me nahi tha....main bas sona chahta tha....
"abey rook,..."Naveen aur Arun ne mujhe pakda lekin main unhe ghaseetate hue aage badhne laga.....
"WTF, BC marwayega hume..."Arun mere kaan pass chilla kar bola aur achanak hee main hosh me aaya.....
"mujhe kyun pakad ke rakkha hai be..."un dono ko ghoorate hue maine kaha,....
Naveen kuch kahna chahta tha, lekin Arun ne use ishara karke shant kar diya aur khud bola...."kuch nahi chal yaha se...."
jaha ek taraf Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi wahi mere aur Esha ke pyar ne bhi, jo ki shuru tak nahi hua tha, suicide karne ki koshish ki.....wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab main bahak kar us kale room ki taraf ja raha tha....engineer tha isliye chhod diya warna yadi doctor hota to dimag nikalkar usme mere us din ke behaviour ka reason dhoondhata........
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