Family Mera payr meri souteli maa aur behan.(Nazia aur Nazeeba)
Mera payr meri souteli maa aur behan.
(Nazia aur Nazeeba)
(Nazia aur Nazeeba)
Mera naam sameer hai….main apne room main chair par betha hua
tha…bahar sehaan main meri souteli behan najeeba charpai par bethi
apni kitab par padh rahi thee aur main 12th class main padh raha tha…
najeeba par jawani aur husan iss qadar chadha tha ki, poocho mat…ek
dum gora rang uski hight 5, 3 inch thee….samane orange color ke
kameez aur white color ke salwar pehane wo kissi apsara se kam nahi
lag rahi thee…mai apne room main chair par betha hua apni souteli
behan ke jism ko ghoor raha tha…jee haan souteli behan….baat tab ki
jab maine hosh sambhalana shuru kiya tha….tab mere jindgi main bhut
khofnaak hadasa pesh aya…. Meri ammi ke bike accident main fout ho
gaye….waqt ke sath -2 sab normal hone laga…
abbu Govt bank main job karte thee…jo paas ki hee city main tha…main
subhe unke sath hee tayar hokar school jata….kyonki mera admission
abu ne gaon ke sarkari school main naa karwa kar city ke private school
main karwaya tha….school se chutti ke baad main seedha bank hee
chala jaya karta tha….aur uske baad sham ko abu ke sath hee ghar
wapis aata tha….jindgi issi tarah gujar rahi thee….kai ristedaar abu ko
dusri shadi karne ke liye kafi waqt se jor laga rahe thee…lakin abbu ka
kehana tha ki, jab tak main appne aap ko sambhalane layak nahi ho
jata….wo dusri shadi ke bare main sochenge bhee nahi…
main thoda bada ho chukka tha….abb main khud akela school anne jane
laga tha…toh ristedaaro ke baar -2 kehane par abbu ne dusri shadi karne
ka fainsla kar liya.. main school ke baad bank naa jakar akela ghar aa
jaya karta tha….aur khud hee akela subhe bus se school bhee jane laga
tha….isse abbu ki sardardi kafi had tak kam ho chuki thee….kyonki
pehale unhe bhee mere sath bank ke time se pehale hee ghar se
nikalana padhata tha…jab main 10th standard main hua toh, abbu aur
unke bank main hee kaam karne wali ek widow aurat ke beech affair ho
gaya….ristedaar bhee abbu ko dusre shadi karne ke liye baar baar
kehate thee…isliye unhone nazia naam ki uss widow se shadi kar lee…
nazia meri souteli ammi bank main unchi post par thee…bala ki
khubsurat aurat thee….uss samaye uski umer 30 saal thee…jab uski aur
abbu ke shadi hui thee….kai baar toh muje abbu ki kismat se bhee jalan
hone lagati thee…
khair abb story par atte hai….mai aur najeeba ghar main akele
thee….humare ghar main peeche ki taraf do kamare thee…..ek sidemain kitchen tha….kitchen aur kamare agge se barmade se cover
thee….agge khula sehan tha…aur phir agge do room aur thee…jisme se
ek drawing room aur dusra room nazeeba ka tha…gate ke dusri taraf
bathroom tha….mai apni hawas bhari nazaro se najeeba ki taraf dekh
raha tha…aur najeeba bhee beech -2 main sar utha kar mere taraf
dekhati…aur jab hum dono ke nazare aaps main milati toh wo Sharma
kar nazare jhuka leti….halki ki abbu ke shadi ko 2 saal ho chuke thee…
aur najeeba aur nazia dono shadi ke baad yaha rehane aa gaye
thee….lekin pehale aisa kuch nahi hua tha….jo pichale chand dino se ho
raha tha…
najeeba bhee bahanne bahane se mere taraf dekh kar smile kar rahi
thee…uski nazaro main bhut kuch chuppa hua tha….lekin humara rista
aisa tha ki, main chhah kar bhee agge kadam nahi badha sakta tha..aisa
nahi tha ki, uss samaye muje samaj nahi thee… samaj toh muje bhut
pehale aa chuki thee…ki ek aurat aur mard ke beech kaisa rista hota
hai..aur main uski nazaro ko kuch had tak samaj bhee paa raha tha…
lekin pichale kuch dino main aisa kuch kya ho gaya tha…jo najeeba ka
muje dekhane ka nazarya hee badal gaya tha….ye mere samaj se bahar
tha…wo muje pehale bhai keh kar bulati thee… lekin pichale kuch dino
se maine apne liye uske mooh se bhai word nahi suna tha…wo jab bhee
mujse kuch poochane aati toh, sirf aap keh kar hee baat karti…
maslan aap ko khanna laa dun….aap chaye peenge…..aise hee baat kar
rahi thee…. Lekin aisa kya alag ho gaya tha…jisse najeeba ka raiwya
badal gaya tha…main apne khalyon main khoya hua tha ki, bahar door
bell baji….maine dekha najeeba ne apni book charpai par rakhi aur jab
wo charpai se utarane lagee toh, wo mere room ke side ki taraf utari…
waise wo dusri taraf se bhee utar skati thee…..charpai se utarane ke
baad usne apni kameez ke pale ko neeche se pakad kar apni kameez ko
neeche ke taraf khencha…jisse uske mamme uske tang kameez main
aur saaf shape main nazar aane lagee….wo aise react kar rahi
thee….mano uska mere taraf dhayan hee naa ho…
phir usne apna dupta charpai se uthaya aur bahar jakar gate khola toh,
muje bahar se rida ki awaz aye….abb ye rida kon hai….uske bare main
aur uske pariwar ke bare main aap logo ko bata dun….baat abbu ke
dusri shadi se pehale ki hai….tab main school se ghar aata aur khanna
kha kar apni gaali ke yaaro dosto ke sath sarkari school ke ground main
cricket khelane phunch jata..aur jab abbu ke anne ka waqt hota toh usse
thoda pehale hee ghar phunchata…jiska asraad mere padhai par hone
lagee thee…..September main jab internal exam hue toh, main buri tarahfail ho gaya….waise toh main padhai main shuru se hee tej tha…lekin jab
ye azadi mili thee….maine apni kitaabon ko utha kar nahi dekha
tha….jab abbu ne marks sheet dekhi toh abbu mujse sakhat naraz hue,
aur gussa bhee kiya….
Agle hee din jab main school jane ke liye tayar ho raha tha…..toh abbu
ne mere liye ek naya farmaan jari kar diya…ki aaj se main school se
wapis anne ke baad seedha abbu ke dost farook ke ghar chala jaun…
darsal abbu aur farook kareebi dost thee…farook ke ghar main uske biwi
sumera aur farook ki beti rida rehati thee….rida ke shadi ko 3 saal ho
chuke thee…uske do bache thee…jo ki twins thee….rida ka husband gulf
main job karta tha…takreeban ek saal pehale rida ka husband farook ke
bête ko bhee apne sath lee gaya tha…..rida ki shadi jiss ghar main hui
thee….unki family bhut badi thee… rida ke husband ke 4 bhai aur
thee….issliye jab rida ka bhai apne jija ke sath abroad gaya toh, rida
yaha aa gaye….uske sasural waalo ne bhee koi etraaj nahi kiya tha…
rida uss waqt humare gaon main sabse jayada educated thee….usne
English main bachelor’s kiya hua tha….isi wajhe se abbu ne muje ye
farmaan sunaya tha…mano jaise kissi ne mere azadi mujse cheen lee
thee….par shayad abbu nahi janate thee ki, wo muje kiss daldal main
dakhel rahe hai….aisa daldaal jisne mere jehan main sabhi riste naato ko
khatam kar diya…mai iss dunaya main sirf ek hee riste ko sach manane
laga tha…aur wo tha marad aur aurat ka rista….
Sumera farook ki dusri biwi thee….uski pehali biwi ka intkaal ho chukka
tha…jab rida 6 saal ki hui thee….toh badi musklyon ke baad rida ki ammi
dusri baar pregnant hui. Lekin pregnancy main kuch complication hone
ke wajhe se naa toh rida ki ammi bach saki aur naa hee bacha bach
saka….ristedaro ke baar -2 kehanae aur jor dene par farook ne apni hee
saali sumera se shadi kar lee…kyonki sumera ke ghar wale nahi chathe
thee ki, unki bachi ke akhari nishani ko kissi tarah ki muskalaye pesh
aye…main sumera ko chachi aur farook ko chacha kehata tha…aur rida
ko rida api keh kar bulata tha….jab maine school se akar unke ghar jana
shuru kiya toh, tab sumera chachi 35 saal ki hogi..
Uski height 5 foot 4 inch ke kareeb thee…..sumera ke rangat aise thee
jaise kissi ne doodh main kesar mila diya ho…..bikul gora rang laal surkh
gaal mamme toh aise ki, mano rubber ki balls ho….hamesha kase hue
lagate thee….sumera ki jo cheez sabse jayad katailana thee….wo thee
uski bahir ko nikali hui gol matol bund…jab wo kabhi ghar se bahar nikal
kar dukan tak jati thee…toh dekhane wale ke luno par bijlya gir padhati
thee…yahi haal rida ka bhee tha….uski umer uss samaye kareeb 22 saalke kareeb thee….shadi aur bacho ke baad uska jism bhee sumera ki
tarah bhar chukka tha.. 34 size ke mamme aur waise hee bahar ko nikali
hui uske badi bund dekh kar logo ka bura haal ho jaya karta tha….aur
farook chacha uss waqt 48 se 50 ke beech ke hoge…
Jab maine chachi sumera ke ghar jana shuru kiya toh, waha main aise
daldal main phansa ki phir kabhi bahar nikal nahi paya…mere ander aaj
jo shaitaan hai…wo sumera chachi aur rida api ki wajhe se hee hai….uss
doran kya hua kaise hua…wo baad main aapke samane aa
jaeyga….filhaal toh rida api jise main aab sirf rida keh kar bulata hun jab
hum akele hote hai…wo ghar aa chuki thee…..rida aur najeeba dono
wahi charpai par beth gaye….rida ki nazar jab muj par padhi toh usne
ishare se muje salaam kaha…maine bhee jawab main ishara kiya…aur
sath hee notice kiya ki, jab rida ne salaam ke baad najeeba ki taraf dekha
toh, dono ke honto par ajeeb se muskan thee… muje samaj main nahi aa
raha tha ki, akhir ho kya raha hai…jiss din se najeeba ke rang dhang
badale thee….uss din bhee rida ghar par aye hui thee…
Abbu aur meri souteli ammi sham ko 7 baje se pehale ghar nahi aate
the…isliye main aur najeeba dono ghar par akele hote thee…wo dono
charpai par bethi aaps main baaten kar rahi thee…beech-2 main kabhi
rida toh, kabhi najeeba meri taraf dekhati aur phir sar neeche kar
muskarane lagti…muje un dono ke baaten sunani nahi de rahi thee…
thodi der baad nazeeba uthi aur apne room main chali gaye….jab wo
room se bahar aye toh, usne apne kapdhe par towel rakha hua tha….”API
aap bethaye main abhi naha kar aati hun….” Ye keh kar najeeba bathroom main ghuss gaye….
Jaise hee najeeba bathroom main ghussi toh, rida charpai se khadi hui…
usne muskarate hue mere taraf dekha….aur phir ek baar bathroom ke
taraf dekha….aur phir wo room ki taraf anne lagee…use ander aata hua
dekh kar main bhee chair se uth kar khada ho gaya….jaise hee rida
mujse umer main 6 saal badi thee….maine agge badh kar rida ka hath
pakada aur use door ke sath diwar se laga diya….tanki agar rida bahar
aye toh uski nazar seedha hum dono par naa padhe…jaise hee hum
door ke peeche hue, rida ne apni baazon ko mere gale main daalate hue
apne honto ko mere honto ki taraf badha diya…maine bhee ek pal jaya
kiye bina rida ke honto ko apne honto main lekar chusana shuru kar
diya…aur apni baazon ko uske kamar ke gird lappet liya…maine rida ke
honto ko chuste apne hatho ko sarka kar jaise hee uske bahir ki taraf
nikali hui bund par rakh kar uski bund ko masla toh, rid pagalo ki taraf
mujse chipak gaye….Usne apni kamar ko agge ki taraf push kya toh, mera lun uski salwar ke
ooper se uske phudi par jaa laga….mere sakhat lun ko apni phudi par
mahsoos karke rida ka poora jism kanap gaya…usne apni ankhe khol kar
meri taraf dekha…”sameer abb der naa karo…tumhara lun bhee tayar
hai….aur mere phudi pani chor rahi hai….” ye kehate hue rida ne apni
salawar ka nada khola aur bed ke kinare par laitate hue, usne apni
salwar ko apne ghutno tak utar diya…phir usne apni tango ko ghutno se
mod kar ooper utha liya….tab tak main bhee apni half pent utar chukka
tha…mera lun ek dum skhat khada tha…maine apne lun ko hath se
pakada aur uski tango ke darmayan aate hue lun ke toppe ko jaise hee
uski phudi ke surakh par lagaya….toh rida ne apni ankhe band kar
lee….”siiiiii sameer jaladi Karen…please mujse sabar nahi ho raha….”
Maine rida ki baat sunate he ek jordar jhatka mara jisse mera lun ek hee
baar main poora ka poora rida ki phudi ke beech main sama gaya…..
“hayeee……jaaan kad diti…” rida ne bed par bichi hui bedsheet ko dono
hatho se kaske pakad liya….maine bina ruke teji se lun ko full speed se
ander bahar karna shuru kar diya…uske kameez main uske mamme
mere jhatake lagane ke karan ooper neeche jhul rahe thee…hum dono
khomshi se chudai kar rahe thee….tanki humari awaz kamare se bahar
naa jaye…takreeban 6-7 minute baad rida ka jisam akadane laga….usne
neeche lete hue apni gaand ko ooper ki taraf push karana shuru kar
diya…aur phir ek dum se machalate hue uski phudi ne pani chorana
shuru kar diya….aur sath hee mere lun se bhee pani nikalane laga…jaise
hee maine apna lun rida ke phudi se bahar nikala toh, rida bed se khadi
ho gaye….usne door se bahar dekhate hue apni salwar ka nara
bandhana shuru kar diya….”kya baat hai sameer…..aaj kal tum humari
taraf nahi aa rahe…” rida ne salwar ka nada bandha aur apni kameez
theek karte hue boli….”
Main: aise hee tabayat kuch theek nahi thee…..
Rida: accha main bahar jakar bethati hun….najeeba bahar anne wali
hogi….
Rida ke bahar jane ke baad main sirf underwear main hee bed par lait
gaya….abhi thodi hee der hui thee ki, muje bahar se rida aur najeeba
dono ki baaten karane ke awaz aane lagee…main ye toh nahi sun paa
raha tha ki, wo aaps main kya baat kar rahe hai…lekin pata nahi kyon
muje aisa lag raha tha….jaise rida aur najeeba mere bare main hee baat
kar rahi hongi….jab dono ke hasane ke awaz aati toh, mere dil main
bechani se uthati ki main unki baaten kissi tarah sunu…main bed se utha
aur door ke pass jakar khada ho gaya…lekin waha se bhee kuch bheetheek se sun nahi paa raha tha…maine thoda sa sar bahar nikal kar chori
se dekha toh, dono ek dusre ke taraf face kiye hue bethi thee… dono ki
side mere taraf thee….
Tabhi mere nazar kitchen ke door par padhi…jo mere room ke bikul sath
tha….door khula hua tha…muje apne room se nikal kar kitchen ke ander
jane main chand seconds ka waqt hee chahaye tha….bas problem ye
thee ki, kahi dono main se koi bhee muje kitchen ke ander jata hua naa
dekh lee…nahi toh, dono muje kitchen main jata dekh baaten band kar
deti…bilakhir maine honsala karke bahar ki taraf kadam rakha…dono
baaton main masroof thee…aur main badi furti se bina awaz kiye kitchen
ke ander chala gaya….ander light off thee…kitchen main bahar gate ki
taraf ek window thee.. jo khuli hui thee…window ke agge jaali lagi hui
thee….aur kitchen se sirf 1 foot ke fansale par dono charpai par bethi hui
thee….
Mai dhere-2 bina shor kiye window ke pass jakar khada ho gaya…abb
muje un dono ke baaten saaf sunai dee rahi thee….lekin jo main soch
raha tha….dono uske ult baat kar rahi thee…rida najeeba se keh Sunday
ke din city main jakar shopping karne ke baat kar rahi thee…”api mai
aapko paka nahi keh sakti….ammi ko anne dain…main unse baat karke
aap ko bata dungi….agar ammi abbu razi ho gaye toh, phir aap ke sath
jaroor chalungi….muje bhee shopping karni hai….”
Rida: accha theek hai ammi se pooch kar bata dena…aur agar wo
maana kare toh, tumhe jo chahaye muje bata dena…main waha se
khareed laungi….
Najeeba: jee api…..
Mai sochane laga ki, jo main do dino se soch raha tha….shayad wo mere
maan ka weham ho…..ye muje kya hota jaa raha hai…jo har waqt mera
dimag sirf sex ke bare main sochata rehata hai…muje yaad hai….jab
shadi ke baad najeeba apni ammi ke sath yaha rehane aye thee toh,
main iss baat se kiss had tak khaffa tha….mai kaise sara din apne jehan
main uski ammi aur uske liye nafarat liye ghumata rehata tha…wo
najeeba hee thee….jisne mere gusse aur nafaart ko sehan kiya…uski
har ek ke sath gulmil jane wali khasiat ke karan hee…mai apne aap ko
apni souteli behan aur souetli maa ke sath iss ghar main adjust kar paya
tha….main abhi waha se hat kar wapis apne room main jane hee wala
tha ki, rida ne kuch aisa kaha…jiske wajhe se main wahi ruk gaya…
“najeeba….waise aaj tune jo tareeka apanaya hai wo hai ek dum set…
aise hee apni api ka khayal rakhana…” phir dono hasane lagee…phir
muje najeeba ke sargoshi se bhari awaz aye….Najeeba: api aap se ek baat poochun….?
Rida: haan poocho….tum mujse jo chahye pooch liya karo….
Najeeba: api aapko bhai ke sath wo sab karte hue ajeeb nahi lagata….
Rida: kya ajeeb…main samanji nahi khul ko bola naa kya poochana
chathi hai….
Najeeba: api mera matlab bhai apse umer main bhut kam hai….aur aap
unke sath wo sab kuch kar leti hai….toh aap ko ajeeb nahi lagata unke
sath….
Najeeba ki baat sun kar rida hasate hue boli…”ajeeb kyon lagega….dekh
isme umer ka kya lena dena…uske pass wo ganna hai jo ek aurat ko
chahaye hota hai..aur mere pass ras nikalane wali machine hai…toh phir
ajeeb kyon lagega….” Rida ne khilkhila kar hanste hue kaha….”toba api
aap bhee naa kaise -2 misaale deti hai….”
Rida: chal tuje mere dee hui misaal pasand nahi aati toh, agge se seedhi
baat kiya karungi…darsal tere sameer bhai ka lun hai hee itana tagada
kee, jab phudi main jata hai toh umer sumer sab bhool jati hai…phir toh
dil karta hai…wo mere taange utha kar apna lun mere phudi ke ander
bahar karta raha…
Najeeba: chii **** ka khof kare…kaise gandi baaten karti hai aap….
Rida: aye badi **** ka khof dikhane wali….chal agge se aise baat nahi
karti tujse…
Rida chupp ho gaye…thodi der dono khamosh rahi….”api naraz ho
mujse…?” rida ne dhere se kaha….”nahi toh maine kyon naraz hona….”
Rida ne normal se tone main kaha….”toh phir aap chup kyon ho
gaye….?”
Rida: abb tum hee keh rahi thee ki, aise baaten naa karyen…
Phir thodi der ke liye khomsi chaye rahi…”api ek baat poochun…” rida ne
najeeba ki baat ka koi jawab naa diya…thodi der khomshi ke baad rida
boli…”haan bol kya poochana hai….?”
Najeeba: api aap keh rahi thee ki, bhai wo aapki….(najeeba shayad
Sharma gaye thee… yaan phir uski himmat nahi ho rahi thee aise alfaaz
bolane ke liye…)
Rida: abb bol bhee….
Najeeba: aap keh rahi thee ki, aapa ka dil karta hai ki, bhai aapki taange
utha kar karte rahe….lekin wo sab karne ke liye aapki taange kyon
uthayenge….
Rida: (najeeba ke baat sun kar hanste hue…) hahhah pagal hai tun bhee
mere bholi nadaan bachi…waise wo sab karte hue jaroori nahi hai ki,
taange uthi jaye…par taange utha kar phudi dene main maza bhut aatahai….tun abhi ye sab nahi samjege…lekin jab teri kisi se yaari lagege ki
aur tab tera yaar teri taange utha kar teri lega toh, tuje mere baat ka
yakeen hoga….
Najeeba: kya api aap bhee…
Rida: (hanste hue) hahah sach keh rahi hun….dekhana waqt mere baat
ki gawahi dega…aur tab tun kahege ki rida api sach kehati thee…haye
toba mai toh tumse yaha baaton main hee ulaj gaye…bacho ko ammi ke
pass chor kar aye thee…ammi toh mere jaan hee nahi chorenge aab…
bhut der ho rahi hai abb main chalati hun….
Rida charpai se uthi aur gate ki taraf jane lagee….najeeba bhee gate
band karne ke liye uske peeche chali gaye….moka accha tha…main
kitchen se bahar nikala aur apne room main aa gaya…aur bed par lait
gaya…abb kuch kuch mere samaj main aa raha tha ki, najeeba ka
rawaye main jo badlaav aya hai…wo kyon aya hai….toh kya najeeba
mere sath wo sab nahi nahi….najeeba mere bare main aisa kyon
sochege…Yahi sab sochate hue mere ankh lag gaye..
Sham ke 5:30 baj chuke thee…tab mere jaag khuli….mere kamare main
roshani kam thee… bahar se halki roshani kamare main aa rahi thee…
maine ankhe khol kar dekha toh, najeeba muje pukar rahi thee…”haan
bolo kya baat hai…” maine uske chehare ke aur dekhate hue kaha…jo ki
muje theek se dikhai nahi de raha tha…”mai chaye banana jaa rahi
thee….aap ke liye bhee bana dun…” najeeba ne sar jhukye khadi
thee….” Haan bana hee lo…” najeeba mere baat sun kar bahar jane
lagee toh, maine diwar par lagi ghadi ki taraf dekha…muje time sahi se
dikhai nahi de raha tha…shayad abhi abhi so kar uthane ke wajhe
se….”najeeba….”
Najeeba: jee….
Mai: time kya hua…?
Najeeba: jee 5:30 hue hai…
Mai: ok….
Najeeba bahar chali gaye….pata nahi kyon par mera maan uthane ka
bikul bhee nahi kar raha tha…mai waise hee bed par laita raha….10
minute baad najeeba chai ka cup lekar ander aye….usne table par cup
rakha…”phir se so gaye kya……?” najeeba ne dhere se kaha… “nahi
jaag raha hun…”
Najeeba: aapki tabyat toh theek hai naa….?
Mai: hmmm aise hee sar main halka sa dard hai….
Najeeba: tablet le lain chai ke sath theek ho jayega…main abhi tablet
lekar aati hun….Mai: nahi rehane do…mujse tablet nahi khai jati…
Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…mai bed se utha aur uth kar jaise hee
light on kee toh, najeeba jo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne
nazare jhuka lee….tab muje ahsaas hua ki, mai sirf underwear main bed
par laita hua tha….mera lun jo ke under wear main bada sa tambu
banaye hue tha…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muje jab apni
galati ka ahsaas hua toh, maine jaladi se towel utha kar apni kamar par
lapait liya…” sorry wo main….” Isse pehale ki main kuch bol
pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”
Mai: nahi najeeba…..phir bhee muje iss baat ka dhayan rakhana chahye
tha ki, tum room main ho….aur main kiss halaat main tha….please muje
maaf kar do….
Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahi thee naa….apne hee room main
thee…aap apne room main jaise chahain reh sakate hai….
Mai: phir bhee tumhare samane muje aisi halat main nahi hona chahye
tha…tumhe bura laga hoga….
Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki
tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto par halki se muskan
pheli hui thee….) nahi toh muje kyon bura lagega…
Mai: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kar meri bhee himmat badhane
lagee thee… maine bhee andhere main nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar
tumhe bura nahi laga toh, phir sar kyon jhuka liya muje dekh kar….
Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kar meri taraf dekha aur phir nazare jhuka
lee….aur bina kuch bole jane lagee….main door ke pass khada tha…
jaise hee wo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, maine uska hath pakad
liya….ye pehali daffa tha jab maine najeeba ko chua tha….isse pehale
maine kabhi najeeba ko touch tak nahi kiya tha….aur jab maine uska
hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gaya…jise maine saaf
mahsoos kar paa raha tha..lekin usne mere hath se apna hath churwane
ke kosish nahi kee…. Usne mere ankho main jhanka aur ladkhadati awaz
main boli….”jee…” usne phir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muje tumse
jaroori baat kehani hai…” maine apne ander himmat jutate hue
kaha….”jee kahaye….”
Mai: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad main baat karte hai….
Maine najeeba ka hath chor diya…aur apni tshirt aur half pent utha kar
pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…maine kapdhe pehane aur
chai peene laga….nov ka mahina shuru hua tha….humara gaon ke
asspaas ke ilake main bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se
badh chuki thee…chai peene ke baad maine khali cup uthaya aur kitchenmain chala gaya…waha khali cup rakh kar ooper chhat par chala gaya…
aur chhat par jaha se sehan nazar aata hai….waha diwar ke pass khada
ho gaya…thodi der baad muje najeeba apne room se bahar nikalati hui
dikhai dee…jaise hee wo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor par ooper
padhi….aur jab humare nazare mili toh, muje yaad aya ki, maine najeeba
ko baat karne ke liye kamare main bulaya tha…
Mai soch raha tha ki, maine najeeba ko bula toh liya tha….lekin abb usse
baat kiya karun…kaise baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kaise words use
karun….ki use bura bhee naa lage…ho sakta hai jo main soch raha
hun….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan main ho hee naa…aur wo sab mera
weham ho…kahi najeeba mujse naraz naa ho jaye…abbu toh iss
mamale main shuru se bhut jalim rahe hai…..wo toh muje kabhi nahi
bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni ammi ko bol
diya….main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, dekhata hun ki najeeba
mujse baat karne ke liye ooper chhat par aati hai… yaan nahi…agar wo
chhat par khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hai ki,
main jo soch raha hun…wo theek hai….lekin usse baat kiya
karunga….bhut sochane samajane ke baad muje bilakhir ek rasta mil
hee gaya….
Wo rasta bhale hee lamba tha….lekin uss raste par safar karke muje
apni manzil tak phunchane main madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi main
yahi sab soch raha tha ki, muje najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki wo
ooper dekhati….mai peeche hat gaya… aur charpai par beth gaya…
humara ghar ki chhat padosh ke gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…aur
charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…sirf sehan ki
taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki humare ghar ke samane khet
thee…isliye kheton se kissi ko bhee humari chhat nazar nahi aati thee…
main charpai par betha hua najeeba ka dhadakate hue dil ke sath intjaar
kar raha tha….
Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee main saaf sun paa
raha tha….aur phir jaise hee wo ooper aye toh, main uska husan dekh
kar ek dum dhang reh gaya.. najeeba ne apne baalon ko khula chora hua
tha…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga tha….lekin phir bhee main
use saaf dekh paa raha tha…wo abhi bhee orange color ke kameez aur
white color ke salwar pehane hue thee..wo mere samane aakar khadi ho
gaye…”aap ko mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue
kaha….” Haan betho….” Maine charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue
kaha….toh wo mere bikul pass main beth gaye…wo bhee meri tarah
thoda nervous feel kar rahi thee…usne apne hatho ko apne thighs (rano )ke ooper ghutno ke pass rakha hua tha…aur apne hatho ke unglyon ko
aaps main masal rahi thee….
