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main apny ap ko halka phulka tou mehsoos kar rha tha lakin khala ny na tou mujh se dair se any ky bary koi baat ki aur na hi koi ayasa tasar dia jis se main samjh sakta keh khala min ab raat jaisa gussa nahi hai main ne dobara un ki taraf dekha lakin wo meri tarf nahi dekh rahi thi tab main kamray min ja ke book rakh ke aa gia aur washroom min fresh hony chala gia wapis aya tou ammi ne khana dia aur main un ky pass hi beth ke khana khany laga tab sehan min baqi sab log thy lakin khala nahi thi
khany se fargh ho ke main apny room min chala gia aur phir wohi sochain keh ab khala waly mamly ka kia ho ga main duaian karny laga keh meri toba hai ab sab mamla set ho jay ayanda kuch nahi karoon ga kionkeh khala ne wahan sehan min baat tou ki thi jis se mera bojh utar gia lakin main sochny pe majboor tha keh un ki tarf se mujhy koi response nahi hai main un se koi bhi baat karny se dar raha tha kionkeh unhoon ne raat jis qadar gussa kia tha os ky baad tou main un ka samna karny ki himmat nahi rakhta tha baat karna tou door ki baat hai phir main wahan se utha aur ghar se bhar aa gia thori dair ghony phirny ke baad wapis aa tou koi khas baat nahi thi khala apny room min hi ho gi kion keh dobara un se samana nahi hoa aur main ne un ko kaheen dekhna bhi munasab na samjha aur main apny kamray min aa kr lait gia aur pata nahi kab neend aa gi aur main so gia
next morning main khud hi so ke utha ghar ka mahool normal hi tha lakin mery ander se khof nahi ja raha tha main kibhi ghar se bhar jata kibhi ghar main ata mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha khala ki tarf se bhi koi response nahi tha dopahar ky time main bhar se ghar aaya tou dekha meri behan uzma naha ke bath room se nikli hai lakin es bar mujhy koi afsoos na hoa keh main ne os ko nanga dekhny ka chance mis kar dia kionkeh aj agar min pershan tha tou apni inhi harktoon ki waja se hi pershan tha main sehan min hi betha tha keh khala apny kapray le ke bath room min gi lakin main apni jagha se bilkul nahi hila os waqat meri bilkul bhi khala ko nanga dekhny ki khawish nhi hoi main sakoon se osi jagha betha raha khala kuch dair baad naha ke nikal aai lakin main sehan min betha tha main ne un ki tarf bilkul na dekha khala bhi apny baal khushak kar ke dhoop min hi beth gi ik charpai pe osi charpai pe meri dadi amma bhi bethi thi pata nahi kab se wo mujhy sekh rahi thi akhar dadi amma ki awaz ne mujhy chonka dia unhoon ne mujh se poocha putar kia hoya ae tenu tu chup chup kion betha ain teri sehan te theek ae (beta kia hoa hai tum khamoosh kion bethy ho tumhari sehat tou theek hai) main ne kaha haan amma main theek hun dadi amma ne phir kaha nhi putar tu menu theek nhi lagda tu te har time hasda khed-da rehnda ain par aj tu pershan ain menu kuch das putra tuhanu dukh vich veekh ke menu neender nhi aandi(nahi beta tum mujhay theek nahi lag rahy tu tou har time hansty khailty rehty ho lakin aj tum pershan ho mujhay kuch batwo tum logoon ko pershan dekh ke mujhy neend nahi aati) dadi amma ki mohabat dekh ke main chup ho gia aur meri ankhian nam ho gi aur main ne munh neechy kiye hooy hi kaha qasam se amma ji mujhy kuch nahi hai ap ayasy hi pershan ho rahi hin tab dadi amma nay kaha aiythy mery kol aa bachiya(yahan meray pass awo) main uth ke un ke pass chala gia unhoon ne mujhy apny pass charpai pe betha lia khala bhi wohi bethi thi aur sab sun rahi thi dadi amma ne ayasta se pocha hun das mery putar nu ki masla ae(ab batwo kia masla hai)main ne kaha amma ji koi masla nahi wo phir zara muskraty hooy boli put kity kisy kuri naal piyar te nahi ho gia (kaheen kisi larki se piyar tou nahi ho gia) "ab main yahan batata chaloon meri dadi amma apny sab potoon(grand son) se bohat piyar karti thi aur sab se hinsi mazaq karti thi aur apny potoon ki wajha se apny betoon se lar parti thi lakin potoon ki har jaiz najaiz khawish pori karti thi wo humari buzarag khatoon thi aj yeh chand lines un ki likh ke mujhy un ki shadeed yaad aa gi hai aur meri ankhian tar ho gi hin" main chup hi tha kionkeh wo ayasi batin pehly bhi hum ko kar ke chairti rehti thi lakin pehly hum agay se koi na koi baat kar dety thy aur sharma jaty thy lakin aj main un ki es baat se na sharmaya aur na koi jawab dia tab dadi amma boli hun bolda kion nahi kan khool ke sun la jy o kuri sohni sonakhi na hoi te main ohno es ghar wich waran nahi dena (kan khool ke sun lo agar wo larki khubsurat na hoi tou main ne os ko es ghar min ghusny nahi dena) main phir bhi dadi amma ki bat pe chup rha aur phir dadi amma boli hun das putar jy tu kuri lab laie ae te ae khiyal rakhi ke kuri enj di hoye (beta agar tum ne larki dekh li hai tou es ky jaisi ho khala ka bazoo pakrty hooy boli) main ne kaha amma ji tusi kinj diyan gallan kardy o mera kisy kuri na koi chakar nhi bas college de bary sochda piya waan(amma ji kysi batain kar rahi ho mera kisi larki se koi chakar nahi main tou college k bary soch rha hun dadi amma phir boli bas putar yad rakhi ae nargis je teri masi na hundi main tera veiyah aidhay naal karwa dena c (nargis agar tumhari khala na hoti tou main ne teri shadi es ke sath karwa deni thi) main ne kaha ammi ji main hun jawan(amma ji main ab jawoon) dadi amma ne kaha haan jawo dadi amma ke munh se khala ke bary main batin sun ke zaida heriyan na hoa kionkeh wo jab bhi koi khubsurat larki dekhti tab hi apny kisi poty ky bary min sochti keh es ki shadi apny kisi poty se karwa dun lakin khala heriyan zaroor hoi hungi
main dadi ama ke pass se uth ke bhar aa gia mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha koi khas dost bhi nahi tha jis ke pass beth ke koi dukh sukh karta bas thori dair idher udher phirta hooa wapis ghar aa gia khala kitchen min hi thi main apny room min chala gia aur waqat guzari kaliye apni new books le ke beth gia sab books ki chaan been kar ke lait gia aur demagh se khala nahi utar rahi thi apny hi ghar min ajnabi bana hoa tha meri apni behnoon se bhi nahi banti thi wo mujh se kosoon door baghti thi kionkeh main ne un ko kibhi munh hi nahi lagaya tha aj main shiddet se kisi apny ko dhoond raha tha jo humraz ho jis se banda dukh sukh kar saky lakin mujhy ayasa koi nahi mil raha tha ik khala hi thi meri dost jo mujh se door ja chuki thi time ka kuch pata hi na chala kab raat ho gi mujhy meri choti behan bulany aai keh bhai aa jawo khana tiyar hai main ne os ki tarf bary piyar se dekha wo meray dekhny se bara heriyan hoi kionkeh aj pehli bar main ne os ko itny piyar se dekha tha ik bhai ke sachy piyar se os ka heriyan hona bhi durast tha kionkeh agar pehly mujhy bulany aai tou meri nazar gussay se hi uthti thi lakin aj koi gussa nahi tha balkeh piyar tha
khana khany do doran sab ke sath khala bhi thi hum ik sath hi khana kha rahy thy bar bar main kin akkhioon se khala ko dekhta lakin wo khana khany min masroof thi un ke chehray par na pehlay jaisi shokhi thi na ko tasar tha mujhy lag rha tha khala khaty hooy kuch serious hin khana khany ke baad main wahan se utha thori dair sehan min tehlta raha phir bhar chala gia aur phir wapis aa ke apny kamray min ja ke kuch dair purani sochoon min gum raha lakin ab mujhy pehlay wali wehshit nahi thi thori dair main sochoon min gum raha phir pata nahi kab mujhy neend aa gi
agli subah mujhy uzma uthany aai aur kaha bhai aj sadia (behan ki friend) ne school nahi jana es liye hum ko school chor awo main os ki bat pe bister se uth gia uzma mery es tarh uthnay se bohat heriyan hoi aur kehnay lagi bhai ap hum ko school le jany kaliye uthy ho main ne kaha haan kionkeh os ko yaqeen hi nahi tha main os ke kehny se foran uth jawoon ga aur lehjha naram rakh ke baat karoon ga khair main tayar ho gia meri sisters sehan min hi khari thi ammi ne kaha wah bhai wah aj soraj kahan se nikla hai mera beta apni behno ko school chorny ja raha hai tab uzma boli ammi humhara bhai oper oper se hi gussa dekhata hai es ko hum se bohat piyar hai ap ko yad nahi eid par bhi bhai hum ko sath le gia tha shoping karny (wo khushi se pholy na sama rahi thi shoping wali baat 4/5 sal pehlay ki thi lakin behan itni khush thi jo ik kaam main ne un ka kia tha wo bhi es mokay par code kar dia) ammi muskra di aur kaha haan mera beta sach min bohat acha hai es ky dil min kuch nhi oper se hi sakht hai khala bhi wohi khari thi lakin serious hi thi aur ab mujhy os ki koi khas parwa bhi nahi thi
UPDATE....... 19
main apny ap ko halka phulka tou mehsoos kar rha tha lakin khala ny na tou mujh se dair se any ky bary koi baat ki aur na hi koi ayasa tasar dia jis se main samjh sakta keh khala min ab raat jaisa gussa nahi hai main ne dobara un ki taraf dekha lakin wo meri tarf nahi dekh rahi thi tab main kamray min ja ke book rakh ke aa gia aur washroom min fresh hony chala gia wapis aya tou ammi ne khana dia aur main un ky pass hi beth ke khana khany laga tab sehan min baqi sab log thy lakin khala nahi thi
khany se fargh ho ke main apny room min chala gia aur phir wohi sochain keh ab khala waly mamly ka kia ho ga main duaian karny laga keh meri toba hai ab sab mamla set ho jay ayanda kuch nahi karoon ga kionkeh khala ne wahan sehan min baat tou ki thi jis se mera bojh utar gia lakin main sochny pe majboor tha keh un ki tarf se mujhy koi response nahi hai main un se koi bhi baat karny se dar raha tha kionkeh unhoon ne raat jis qadar gussa kia tha os ky baad tou main un ka samna karny ki himmat nahi rakhta tha baat karna tou door ki baat hai phir main wahan se utha aur ghar se bhar aa gia thori dair ghony phirny ke baad wapis aa tou koi khas baat nahi thi khala apny room min hi ho gi kion keh dobara un se samana nahi hoa aur main ne un ko kaheen dekhna bhi munasab na samjha aur main apny kamray min aa kr lait gia aur pata nahi kab neend aa gi aur main so gia
next morning main khud hi so ke utha ghar ka mahool normal hi tha lakin mery ander se khof nahi ja raha tha main kibhi ghar se bhar jata kibhi ghar main ata mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha khala ki tarf se bhi koi response nahi tha dopahar ky time main bhar se ghar aaya tou dekha meri behan uzma naha ke bath room se nikli hai lakin es bar mujhy koi afsoos na hoa keh main ne os ko nanga dekhny ka chance mis kar dia kionkeh aj agar min pershan tha tou apni inhi harktoon ki waja se hi pershan tha main sehan min hi betha tha keh khala apny kapray le ke bath room min gi lakin main apni jagha se bilkul nahi hila os waqat meri bilkul bhi khala ko nanga dekhny ki khawish nhi hoi main sakoon se osi jagha betha raha khala kuch dair baad naha ke nikal aai lakin main sehan min betha tha main ne un ki tarf bilkul na dekha khala bhi apny baal khushak kar ke dhoop min hi beth gi ik charpai pe osi charpai pe meri dadi amma bhi bethi thi pata nahi kab se wo mujhy sekh rahi thi akhar dadi amma ki awaz ne mujhy chonka dia unhoon ne mujh se poocha putar kia hoya ae tenu tu chup chup kion betha ain teri sehan te theek ae (beta kia hoa hai tum khamoosh kion bethy ho tumhari sehat tou theek hai) main ne kaha haan amma main theek hun dadi amma ne phir kaha nhi putar tu menu theek nhi lagda tu te har time hasda khed-da rehnda ain par aj tu pershan ain menu kuch das putra tuhanu dukh vich veekh ke menu neender nhi aandi(nahi beta tum mujhay theek nahi lag rahy tu tou har time hansty khailty rehty ho lakin aj tum pershan ho mujhay kuch batwo tum logoon ko pershan dekh ke mujhy neend nahi aati) dadi amma ki mohabat dekh ke main chup ho gia aur meri ankhian nam ho gi aur main ne munh neechy kiye hooy hi kaha qasam se amma ji mujhy kuch nahi hai ap ayasy hi pershan ho rahi hin tab dadi amma nay kaha aiythy mery kol aa bachiya(yahan meray pass awo) main uth ke un ke pass chala gia unhoon ne mujhy apny pass charpai pe betha lia khala bhi wohi bethi thi aur sab sun rahi thi dadi amma ne ayasta se pocha hun das mery putar nu ki masla ae(ab batwo kia masla hai)main ne kaha amma ji koi masla nahi wo phir zara muskraty hooy boli put kity kisy kuri naal piyar te nahi ho gia (kaheen kisi larki se piyar tou nahi ho gia) "ab main yahan batata chaloon meri dadi amma apny sab potoon(grand son) se bohat piyar karti thi aur sab se hinsi mazaq karti thi aur apny potoon ki wajha se apny betoon se lar parti thi lakin potoon ki har jaiz najaiz khawish pori karti thi wo humari buzarag khatoon thi aj yeh chand lines un ki likh ke mujhy un ki shadeed yaad aa gi hai aur meri ankhian tar ho gi hin" main chup hi tha kionkeh wo ayasi batin pehly bhi hum ko kar ke chairti rehti thi lakin pehly hum agay se koi na koi baat kar dety thy aur sharma jaty thy lakin aj main un ki es baat se na sharmaya aur na koi jawab dia tab dadi amma boli hun bolda kion nahi kan khool ke sun la jy o kuri sohni sonakhi na hoi te main ohno es ghar wich waran nahi dena (kan khool ke sun lo agar wo larki khubsurat na hoi tou main ne os ko es ghar min ghusny nahi dena) main phir bhi dadi amma ki bat pe chup rha aur phir dadi amma boli hun das putar jy tu kuri lab laie ae te ae khiyal rakhi ke kuri enj di hoye (beta agar tum ne larki dekh li hai tou es ky jaisi ho khala ka bazoo pakrty hooy boli) main ne kaha amma ji tusi kinj diyan gallan kardy o mera kisy kuri na koi chakar nhi bas college de bary sochda piya waan(amma ji kysi batain kar rahi ho mera kisi larki se koi chakar nahi main tou college k bary soch rha hun dadi amma phir boli bas putar yad rakhi ae nargis je teri masi na hundi main tera veiyah aidhay naal karwa dena c (nargis agar tumhari khala na hoti tou main ne teri shadi es ke sath karwa deni thi) main ne kaha ammi ji main hun jawan(amma ji main ab jawoon) dadi amma ne kaha haan jawo dadi amma ke munh se khala ke bary main batin sun ke zaida heriyan na hoa kionkeh wo jab bhi koi khubsurat larki dekhti tab hi apny kisi poty ky bary min sochti keh es ki shadi apny kisi poty se karwa dun lakin khala heriyan zaroor hoi hungi
main dadi ama ke pass se uth ke bhar aa gia mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha koi khas dost bhi nahi tha jis ke pass beth ke koi dukh sukh karta bas thori dair idher udher phirta hooa wapis ghar aa gia khala kitchen min hi thi main apny room min chala gia aur waqat guzari kaliye apni new books le ke beth gia sab books ki chaan been kar ke lait gia aur demagh se khala nahi utar rahi thi apny hi ghar min ajnabi bana hoa tha meri apni behnoon se bhi nahi banti thi wo mujh se kosoon door baghti thi kionkeh main ne un ko kibhi munh hi nahi lagaya tha aj main shiddet se kisi apny ko dhoond raha tha jo humraz ho jis se banda dukh sukh kar saky lakin mujhy ayasa koi nahi mil raha tha ik khala hi thi meri dost jo mujh se door ja chuki thi time ka kuch pata hi na chala kab raat ho gi mujhy meri choti behan bulany aai keh bhai aa jawo khana tiyar hai main ne os ki tarf bary piyar se dekha wo meray dekhny se bara heriyan hoi kionkeh aj pehli bar main ne os ko itny piyar se dekha tha ik bhai ke sachy piyar se os ka heriyan hona bhi durast tha kionkeh agar pehly mujhy bulany aai tou meri nazar gussay se hi uthti thi lakin aj koi gussa nahi tha balkeh piyar tha
khana khany do doran sab ke sath khala bhi thi hum ik sath hi khana kha rahy thy bar bar main kin akkhioon se khala ko dekhta lakin wo khana khany min masroof thi un ke chehray par na pehlay jaisi shokhi thi na ko tasar tha mujhy lag rha tha khala khaty hooy kuch serious hin khana khany ke baad main wahan se utha thori dair sehan min tehlta raha phir bhar chala gia aur phir wapis aa ke apny kamray min ja ke kuch dair purani sochoon min gum raha lakin ab mujhy pehlay wali wehshit nahi thi thori dair main sochoon min gum raha phir pata nahi kab mujhy neend aa gi
agli subah mujhy uzma uthany aai aur kaha bhai aj sadia (behan ki friend) ne school nahi jana es liye hum ko school chor awo main os ki bat pe bister se uth gia uzma mery es tarh uthnay se bohat heriyan hoi aur kehnay lagi bhai ap hum ko school le jany kaliye uthy ho main ne kaha haan kionkeh os ko yaqeen hi nahi tha main os ke kehny se foran uth jawoon ga aur lehjha naram rakh ke baat karoon ga khair main tayar ho gia meri sisters sehan min hi khari thi ammi ne kaha wah bhai wah aj soraj kahan se nikla hai mera beta apni behno ko school chorny ja raha hai tab uzma boli ammi humhara bhai oper oper se hi gussa dekhata hai es ko hum se bohat piyar hai ap ko yad nahi eid par bhi bhai hum ko sath le gia tha shoping karny (wo khushi se pholy na sama rahi thi shoping wali baat 4/5 sal pehlay ki thi lakin behan itni khush thi jo ik kaam main ne un ka kia tha wo bhi es mokay par code kar dia) ammi muskra di aur kaha haan mera beta sach min bohat acha hai es ky dil min kuch nhi oper se hi sakht hai khala bhi wohi khari thi lakin serious hi thi aur ab mujhy os ki koi khas parwa bhi nahi thi
main apny ap ko halka phulka tou mehsoos kar rha tha lakin khala ny na tou mujh se dair se any ky bary koi baat ki aur na hi koi ayasa tasar dia jis se main samjh sakta keh khala min ab raat jaisa gussa nahi hai main ne dobara un ki taraf dekha lakin wo meri tarf nahi dekh rahi thi tab main kamray min ja ke book rakh ke aa gia aur washroom min fresh hony chala gia wapis aya tou ammi ne khana dia aur main un ky pass hi beth ke khana khany laga tab sehan min baqi sab log thy lakin khala nahi thi
khany se fargh ho ke main apny room min chala gia aur phir wohi sochain keh ab khala waly mamly ka kia ho ga main duaian karny laga keh meri toba hai ab sab mamla set ho jay ayanda kuch nahi karoon ga kionkeh khala ne wahan sehan min baat tou ki thi jis se mera bojh utar gia lakin main sochny pe majboor tha keh un ki tarf se mujhy koi response nahi hai main un se koi bhi baat karny se dar raha tha kionkeh unhoon ne raat jis qadar gussa kia tha os ky baad tou main un ka samna karny ki himmat nahi rakhta tha baat karna tou door ki baat hai phir main wahan se utha aur ghar se bhar aa gia thori dair ghony phirny ke baad wapis aa tou koi khas baat nahi thi khala apny room min hi ho gi kion keh dobara un se samana nahi hoa aur main ne un ko kaheen dekhna bhi munasab na samjha aur main apny kamray min aa kr lait gia aur pata nahi kab neend aa gi aur main so gia
next morning main khud hi so ke utha ghar ka mahool normal hi tha lakin mery ander se khof nahi ja raha tha main kibhi ghar se bhar jata kibhi ghar main ata mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha khala ki tarf se bhi koi response nahi tha dopahar ky time main bhar se ghar aaya tou dekha meri behan uzma naha ke bath room se nikli hai lakin es bar mujhy koi afsoos na hoa keh main ne os ko nanga dekhny ka chance mis kar dia kionkeh aj agar min pershan tha tou apni inhi harktoon ki waja se hi pershan tha main sehan min hi betha tha keh khala apny kapray le ke bath room min gi lakin main apni jagha se bilkul nahi hila os waqat meri bilkul bhi khala ko nanga dekhny ki khawish nhi hoi main sakoon se osi jagha betha raha khala kuch dair baad naha ke nikal aai lakin main sehan min betha tha main ne un ki tarf bilkul na dekha khala bhi apny baal khushak kar ke dhoop min hi beth gi ik charpai pe osi charpai pe meri dadi amma bhi bethi thi pata nahi kab se wo mujhy sekh rahi thi akhar dadi amma ki awaz ne mujhy chonka dia unhoon ne mujh se poocha putar kia hoya ae tenu tu chup chup kion betha ain teri sehan te theek ae (beta kia hoa hai tum khamoosh kion bethy ho tumhari sehat tou theek hai) main ne kaha haan amma main theek hun dadi amma ne phir kaha nhi putar tu menu theek nhi lagda tu te har time hasda khed-da rehnda ain par aj tu pershan ain menu kuch das putra tuhanu dukh vich veekh ke menu neender nhi aandi(nahi beta tum mujhay theek nahi lag rahy tu tou har time hansty khailty rehty ho lakin aj tum pershan ho mujhay kuch batwo tum logoon ko pershan dekh ke mujhy neend nahi aati) dadi amma ki mohabat dekh ke main chup ho gia aur meri ankhian nam ho gi aur main ne munh neechy kiye hooy hi kaha qasam se amma ji mujhy kuch nahi hai ap ayasy hi pershan ho rahi hin tab dadi amma nay kaha aiythy mery kol aa bachiya(yahan meray pass awo) main uth ke un ke pass chala gia unhoon ne mujhy apny pass charpai pe betha lia khala bhi wohi bethi thi aur sab sun rahi thi dadi amma ne ayasta se pocha hun das mery putar nu ki masla ae(ab batwo kia masla hai)main ne kaha amma ji koi masla nahi wo phir zara muskraty hooy boli put kity kisy kuri naal piyar te nahi ho gia (kaheen kisi larki se piyar tou nahi ho gia) "ab main yahan batata chaloon meri dadi amma apny sab potoon(grand son) se bohat piyar karti thi aur sab se hinsi mazaq karti thi aur apny potoon ki wajha se apny betoon se lar parti thi lakin potoon ki har jaiz najaiz khawish pori karti thi wo humari buzarag khatoon thi aj yeh chand lines un ki likh ke mujhy un ki shadeed yaad aa gi hai aur meri ankhian tar ho gi hin" main chup hi tha kionkeh wo ayasi batin pehly bhi hum ko kar ke chairti rehti thi lakin pehly hum agay se koi na koi baat kar dety thy aur sharma jaty thy lakin aj main un ki es baat se na sharmaya aur na koi jawab dia tab dadi amma boli hun bolda kion nahi kan khool ke sun la jy o kuri sohni sonakhi na hoi te main ohno es ghar wich waran nahi dena (kan khool ke sun lo agar wo larki khubsurat na hoi tou main ne os ko es ghar min ghusny nahi dena) main phir bhi dadi amma ki bat pe chup rha aur phir dadi amma boli hun das putar jy tu kuri lab laie ae te ae khiyal rakhi ke kuri enj di hoye (beta agar tum ne larki dekh li hai tou es ky jaisi ho khala ka bazoo pakrty hooy boli) main ne kaha amma ji tusi kinj diyan gallan kardy o mera kisy kuri na koi chakar nhi bas college de bary sochda piya waan(amma ji kysi batain kar rahi ho mera kisi larki se koi chakar nahi main tou college k bary soch rha hun dadi amma phir boli bas putar yad rakhi ae nargis je teri masi na hundi main tera veiyah aidhay naal karwa dena c (nargis agar tumhari khala na hoti tou main ne teri shadi es ke sath karwa deni thi) main ne kaha ammi ji main hun jawan(amma ji main ab jawoon) dadi amma ne kaha haan jawo dadi amma ke munh se khala ke bary main batin sun ke zaida heriyan na hoa kionkeh wo jab bhi koi khubsurat larki dekhti tab hi apny kisi poty ky bary min sochti keh es ki shadi apny kisi poty se karwa dun lakin khala heriyan zaroor hoi hungi
main dadi ama ke pass se uth ke bhar aa gia mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha koi khas dost bhi nahi tha jis ke pass beth ke koi dukh sukh karta bas thori dair idher udher phirta hooa wapis ghar aa gia khala kitchen min hi thi main apny room min chala gia aur waqat guzari kaliye apni new books le ke beth gia sab books ki chaan been kar ke lait gia aur demagh se khala nahi utar rahi thi apny hi ghar min ajnabi bana hoa tha meri apni behnoon se bhi nahi banti thi wo mujh se kosoon door baghti thi kionkeh main ne un ko kibhi munh hi nahi lagaya tha aj main shiddet se kisi apny ko dhoond raha tha jo humraz ho jis se banda dukh sukh kar saky lakin mujhy ayasa koi nahi mil raha tha ik khala hi thi meri dost jo mujh se door ja chuki thi time ka kuch pata hi na chala kab raat ho gi mujhy meri choti behan bulany aai keh bhai aa jawo khana tiyar hai main ne os ki tarf bary piyar se dekha wo meray dekhny se bara heriyan hoi kionkeh aj pehli bar main ne os ko itny piyar se dekha tha ik bhai ke sachy piyar se os ka heriyan hona bhi durast tha kionkeh agar pehly mujhy bulany aai tou meri nazar gussay se hi uthti thi lakin aj koi gussa nahi tha balkeh piyar tha
khana khany do doran sab ke sath khala bhi thi hum ik sath hi khana kha rahy thy bar bar main kin akkhioon se khala ko dekhta lakin wo khana khany min masroof thi un ke chehray par na pehlay jaisi shokhi thi na ko tasar tha mujhy lag rha tha khala khaty hooy kuch serious hin khana khany ke baad main wahan se utha thori dair sehan min tehlta raha phir bhar chala gia aur phir wapis aa ke apny kamray min ja ke kuch dair purani sochoon min gum raha lakin ab mujhy pehlay wali wehshit nahi thi thori dair main sochoon min gum raha phir pata nahi kab mujhy neend aa gi
agli subah mujhy uzma uthany aai aur kaha bhai aj sadia (behan ki friend) ne school nahi jana es liye hum ko school chor awo main os ki bat pe bister se uth gia uzma mery es tarh uthnay se bohat heriyan hoi aur kehnay lagi bhai ap hum ko school le jany kaliye uthy ho main ne kaha haan kionkeh os ko yaqeen hi nahi tha main os ke kehny se foran uth jawoon ga aur lehjha naram rakh ke baat karoon ga khair main tayar ho gia meri sisters sehan min hi khari thi ammi ne kaha wah bhai wah aj soraj kahan se nikla hai mera beta apni behno ko school chorny ja raha hai tab uzma boli ammi humhara bhai oper oper se hi gussa dekhata hai es ko hum se bohat piyar hai ap ko yad nahi eid par bhi bhai hum ko sath le gia tha shoping karny (wo khushi se pholy na sama rahi thi shoping wali baat 4/5 sal pehlay ki thi lakin behan itni khush thi jo ik kaam main ne un ka kia tha wo bhi es mokay par code kar dia) ammi muskra di aur kaha haan mera beta sach min bohat acha hai es ky dil min kuch nhi oper se hi sakht hai khala bhi wohi khari thi lakin serious hi thi aur ab mujhy os ki koi khas parwa bhi nahi thi
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main apny ap ko halka phulka tou mehsoos kar rha tha lakin khala ny na tou mujh se dair se any ky bary koi baat ki aur na hi koi ayasa tasar dia jis se main samjh sakta keh khala min ab raat jaisa gussa nahi hai main ne dobara un ki taraf dekha lakin wo meri tarf nahi dekh rahi thi tab main kamray min ja ke book rakh ke aa gia aur washroom min fresh hony chala gia wapis aya tou ammi ne khana dia aur main un ky pass hi beth ke khana khany laga tab sehan min baqi sab log thy lakin khala nahi thi
khany se fargh ho ke main apny room min chala gia aur phir wohi sochain keh ab khala waly mamly ka kia ho ga main duaian karny laga keh meri toba hai ab sab mamla set ho jay ayanda kuch nahi karoon ga kionkeh khala ne wahan sehan min baat tou ki thi jis se mera bojh utar gia lakin main sochny pe majboor tha keh un ki tarf se mujhy koi response nahi hai main un se koi bhi baat karny se dar raha tha kionkeh unhoon ne raat jis qadar gussa kia tha os ky baad tou main un ka samna karny ki himmat nahi rakhta tha baat karna tou door ki baat hai phir main wahan se utha aur ghar se bhar aa gia thori dair ghony phirny ke baad wapis aa tou koi khas baat nahi thi khala apny room min hi ho gi kion keh dobara un se samana nahi hoa aur main ne un ko kaheen dekhna bhi munasab na samjha aur main apny kamray min aa kr lait gia aur pata nahi kab neend aa gi aur main so gia
next morning main khud hi so ke utha ghar ka mahool normal hi tha lakin mery ander se khof nahi ja raha tha main kibhi ghar se bhar jata kibhi ghar main ata mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha khala ki tarf se bhi koi response nahi tha dopahar ky time main bhar se ghar aaya tou dekha meri behan uzma naha ke bath room se nikli hai lakin es bar mujhy koi afsoos na hoa keh main ne os ko nanga dekhny ka chance mis kar dia kionkeh aj agar min pershan tha tou apni inhi harktoon ki waja se hi pershan tha main sehan min hi betha tha keh khala apny kapray le ke bath room min gi lakin main apni jagha se bilkul nahi hila os waqat meri bilkul bhi khala ko nanga dekhny ki khawish nhi hoi main sakoon se osi jagha betha raha khala kuch dair baad naha ke nikal aai lakin main sehan min betha tha main ne un ki tarf bilkul na dekha khala bhi apny baal khushak kar ke dhoop min hi beth gi ik charpai pe osi charpai pe meri dadi amma bhi bethi thi pata nahi kab se wo mujhy sekh rahi thi akhar dadi amma ki awaz ne mujhy chonka dia unhoon ne mujh se poocha putar kia hoya ae tenu tu chup chup kion betha ain teri sehan te theek ae (beta kia hoa hai tum khamoosh kion bethy ho tumhari sehat tou theek hai) main ne kaha haan amma main theek hun dadi amma ne phir kaha nhi putar tu menu theek nhi lagda tu te har time hasda khed-da rehnda ain par aj tu pershan ain menu kuch das putra tuhanu dukh vich veekh ke menu neender nhi aandi(nahi beta tum mujhay theek nahi lag rahy tu tou har time hansty khailty rehty ho lakin aj tum pershan ho mujhay kuch batwo tum logoon ko pershan dekh ke mujhy neend nahi aati) dadi amma ki mohabat dekh ke main chup ho gia aur meri ankhian nam ho gi aur main ne munh neechy kiye hooy hi kaha qasam se amma ji mujhy kuch nahi hai ap ayasy hi pershan ho rahi hin tab dadi amma nay kaha aiythy mery kol aa bachiya(yahan meray pass awo) main uth ke un ke pass chala gia unhoon ne mujhy apny pass charpai pe betha lia khala bhi wohi bethi thi aur sab sun rahi thi dadi amma ne ayasta se pocha hun das mery putar nu ki masla ae(ab batwo kia masla hai)main ne kaha amma ji koi masla nahi wo phir zara muskraty hooy boli put kity kisy kuri naal piyar te nahi ho gia (kaheen kisi larki se piyar tou nahi ho gia) "ab main yahan batata chaloon meri dadi amma apny sab potoon(grand son) se bohat piyar karti thi aur sab se hinsi mazaq karti thi aur apny potoon ki wajha se apny betoon se lar parti thi lakin potoon ki har jaiz najaiz khawish pori karti thi wo humari buzarag khatoon thi aj yeh chand lines un ki likh ke mujhy un ki shadeed yaad aa gi hai aur meri ankhian tar ho gi hin" main chup hi tha kionkeh wo ayasi batin pehly bhi hum ko kar ke chairti rehti thi lakin pehly hum agay se koi na koi baat kar dety thy aur sharma jaty thy lakin aj main un ki es baat se na sharmaya aur na koi jawab dia tab dadi amma boli hun bolda kion nahi kan khool ke sun la jy o kuri sohni sonakhi na hoi te main ohno es ghar wich waran nahi dena (kan khool ke sun lo agar wo larki khubsurat na hoi tou main ne os ko es ghar min ghusny nahi dena) main phir bhi dadi amma ki bat pe chup rha aur phir dadi amma boli hun das putar jy tu kuri lab laie ae te ae khiyal rakhi ke kuri enj di hoye (beta agar tum ne larki dekh li hai tou es ky jaisi ho khala ka bazoo pakrty hooy boli) main ne kaha amma ji tusi kinj diyan gallan kardy o mera kisy kuri na koi chakar nhi bas college de bary sochda piya waan(amma ji kysi batain kar rahi ho mera kisi larki se koi chakar nahi main tou college k bary soch rha hun dadi amma phir boli bas putar yad rakhi ae nargis je teri masi na hundi main tera veiyah aidhay naal karwa dena c (nargis agar tumhari khala na hoti tou main ne teri shadi es ke sath karwa deni thi) main ne kaha ammi ji main hun jawan(amma ji main ab jawoon) dadi amma ne kaha haan jawo dadi amma ke munh se khala ke bary main batin sun ke zaida heriyan na hoa kionkeh wo jab bhi koi khubsurat larki dekhti tab hi apny kisi poty ky bary min sochti keh es ki shadi apny kisi poty se karwa dun lakin khala heriyan zaroor hoi hungi
main dadi ama ke pass se uth ke bhar aa gia mera dil kaheen bhi nahi lag rha tha koi khas dost bhi nahi tha jis ke pass beth ke koi dukh sukh karta bas thori dair idher udher phirta hooa wapis ghar aa gia khala kitchen min hi thi main apny room min chala gia aur waqat guzari kaliye apni new books le ke beth gia sab books ki chaan been kar ke lait gia aur demagh se khala nahi utar rahi thi apny hi ghar min ajnabi bana hoa tha meri apni behnoon se bhi nahi banti thi wo mujh se kosoon door baghti thi kionkeh main ne un ko kibhi munh hi nahi lagaya tha aj main shiddet se kisi apny ko dhoond raha tha jo humraz ho jis se banda dukh sukh kar saky lakin mujhy ayasa koi nahi mil raha tha ik khala hi thi meri dost jo mujh se door ja chuki thi time ka kuch pata hi na chala kab raat ho gi mujhy meri choti behan bulany aai keh bhai aa jawo khana tiyar hai main ne os ki tarf bary piyar se dekha wo meray dekhny se bara heriyan hoi kionkeh aj pehli bar main ne os ko itny piyar se dekha tha ik bhai ke sachy piyar se os ka heriyan hona bhi durast tha kionkeh agar pehly mujhy bulany aai tou meri nazar gussay se hi uthti thi lakin aj koi gussa nahi tha balkeh piyar tha
khana khany do doran sab ke sath khala bhi thi hum ik sath hi khana kha rahy thy bar bar main kin akkhioon se khala ko dekhta lakin wo khana khany min masroof thi un ke chehray par na pehlay jaisi shokhi thi na ko tasar tha mujhy lag rha tha khala khaty hooy kuch serious hin khana khany ke baad main wahan se utha thori dair sehan min tehlta raha phir bhar chala gia aur phir wapis aa ke apny kamray min ja ke kuch dair purani sochoon min gum raha lakin ab mujhy pehlay wali wehshit nahi thi thori dair main sochoon min gum raha phir pata nahi kab mujhy neend aa gi
agli subah mujhy uzma uthany aai aur kaha bhai aj sadia (behan ki friend) ne school nahi jana es liye hum ko school chor awo main os ki bat pe bister se uth gia uzma mery es tarh uthnay se bohat heriyan hoi aur kehnay lagi bhai ap hum ko school le jany kaliye uthy ho main ne kaha haan kionkeh os ko yaqeen hi nahi tha main os ke kehny se foran uth jawoon ga aur lehjha naram rakh ke baat karoon ga khair main tayar ho gia meri sisters sehan min hi khari thi ammi ne kaha wah bhai wah aj soraj kahan se nikla hai mera beta apni behno ko school chorny ja raha hai tab uzma boli ammi humhara bhai oper oper se hi gussa dekhata hai es ko hum se bohat piyar hai ap ko yad nahi eid par bhi bhai hum ko sath le gia tha shoping karny (wo khushi se pholy na sama rahi thi shoping wali baat 4/5 sal pehlay ki thi lakin behan itni khush thi jo ik kaam main ne un ka kia tha wo bhi es mokay par code kar dia) ammi muskra di aur kaha haan mera beta sach min bohat acha hai es ky dil min kuch nhi oper se hi sakht hai khala bhi wohi khari thi lakin serious hi thi aur ab mujhy os ki koi khas parwa bhi nahi thi